STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
The Adrift Heart

"Mr Rafa Akbar Prawira, this is what you want to know. Please look at it!" said Diana was upset, it turns out Diana hugged Hana to take it from her bag. Hana and Diana walked away from Rafa. They stop the taxi, leaving behind the pensive Rafa.

"Hana, she....!" rafa said, the paper he read fell down.

"Rafa, what's wrong?"

"Hana, she....?"

"Rafa, congratulations. You'll soon be a father. Hannah is pregnant with your baby. Why are you keeping quiet? Go after Hana, apologize to her! I'm sure Hana will forgive you. He is not a vengeful person!" adrian told Rafa. He tries to remind Rafa of his responsibilities as a husband. Prospective father for the fetus conceived Hana. Rafa silently stared, he mute a thousand languages. Her body was stiff, her lips withered in light of her treatment which almost killed Hana and her future baby.

"Wait for Rafa, I didn't hear wrong. Hana's your wife and she's carrying your baby. You lost your mind Rafa, you made your wife a waiter at your own restaurant. Even worse, I was involved. The wife of the owner of this restaurant, washes the dishes of former customers. How cruel you are Rafa, heartless!" zyan said he didn't believe it. He was very disappointed to hear Rafa's cruel demeanor. Zyan never thought that Rafa could treat his wife that way.

"You only realized I'd lost my mind! I'm even more than that. I'm a jerk, I almost killed my wife and son. Are you satisfied to hear it? I'm a jerk....!" rafa shouted furiously, with all his strength Rafa slammed the goods in front of him.

Pryyaaarrr

The sound of glasses and falling plates hit the floor very hard. Adrian clutches Rafa's body tightly, he tries to block Rafa from destroying the restaurant. The officers were terrified to see Rafa angry. Zyan saw another figure from his best friend. A fact that was intentionally covered up, but left such a deep wound in Rafa's heart.

"Rafa, relax! Now we better go see Hana. He needs you more now. Save your anger, you should be happy. Do not let Hana think, you reject the presence of the baby she is carrying. You will regret it for the rest of your life!" adrian said, while patting Rafa's back slowly. Zyan approached Rafa, he could not bear to see Rafa slumped.

"Rafa, is what Adrian said right? Before it's too late. Meet Hana, apologize for the misunderstanding. You must dare to take the risk of your attitude towards Hana earlier. See your wife and child soon. They need your protection!" zyan said, Rafa remains unmoved. Adrian and Zyan can't persuade Rafa anymore. They saw such great regret in both eyes of Rafa.

Suddenly Rafa ran with all her might. Adrian follows Rafa, he doesn't want anything to happen to Rafa. When Adrian saw Rafa about to open the car door. Adrian came before him. Adrian took the wheel. If Rafa drives in an emotional state. Fear something unwanted happens.

About half an hour later Adrian drove Rafa's car. When they arrived at Hana's house, the door was open. Rafa ran into the house. Only one he wants to do. Apologizing to Hana, evaporating the longing that had been hidden.

"Hana!" rafa shouted as she ran into the house. Not yet entered into the inside, Diana had already prevented with her index finger from sticking to her mouth. Rafa was silent for a moment, I don't know what made Rafa obey Diana's request? There may be trauma haunting Rafa. He was too afraid to force something, which in the end made him even further away from Hana.

With a gontai step Rafa walked towards Hana's room. A restroom where her love is united with Hana. A devotion of a Hana Khairunnissa gave up her chastity only to the heartless man Rafa Akbar Prawira. Rafa's body trembled violently, his two eyes started to feel hot. He looked at the tiny body of his beloved wife, curled up under a blanket that was beginning to fade in color.

Simple, only that word reflects Hana's life. Rafa walked over, he crouched down in front of Hana's face. Hana's soft snoring sounds, like heart-wrenching Rafa. Reminds her how useless she is as a husband. His wife slept without her warm arms. Except for the blanket that is getting worn out.

The sound of sobs still remained, like salt that was perfectly sown on Rafa's wounds. The matter was felt up to the heart, the pain reminded Rafa of the rude attitude that almost made his wife and baby died. The rest of the tears that were dripping down, reminded Rafa how cruel he was. The husband who is supposed to protect, even he who spilled his wife's holy tears. Rafa seemed unable to stand up anymore. His entire bones were shattered, he hurt Hana mercilessly.

Without Rafa realizing it, his tears were flowing. Rafa cries bitterly, seeing that Hana must continue to be hurt. Although honestly Rafa does not want to hurt, but the more Rafa loves Hana. Even the bigger the wound that Rafa incised.

"Darling, thank you for making me the perfect man. Although I never deserved to be the husband and father of your sons. I'm not a perfect human being, but I want to be perfect for you and our children. Honey, there's still a way for me to be a part of your life. I love you with my whole heart. I never thought I would hurt you. Tell me what I have to do, so that an apology can be said from your lips. Open the door of your heart, at least give this jerk a chance to change. Baby, if loving me hurts you too much. Hate me, that's so much better. Than you went from my side. I'll leave all this luxury behind, as long as I can be with you and our children. Let him know me as his father. Don't take that right from me. The world has taken my mother's love away from me. Don't make my baby lose my love. Hana Khairunnissa, there is no other name than you. Give me one chance. I'll fight the world for you. I will not promise to make you happy. Because the more I want to make you happy, the more I hurt you. But I assure you, your happiness and our fruit will be the purpose of my life. I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry this idiot!" rafa said, Rafa's voice is very weak. He didn't want to wake Hana.

"Rafa, stand by and wait outside. Hana needs to rest, once she wakes up you can talk to her. Everything's gonna be fine. Never worry about anything!" adrian said, he helped Rafa stand up. Adrian was filled to hear the words of Rafa, tears that dripped showing how much love Rafa had for Hana. Adrian was friends with Rafa. Just today Rafa was crying without the slightest bit of shame.

"Drink Mr. Rafa, you must calm down. After Hana wakes up, speak calmly. But then again, never yell at him or scold him. Hana was traumatized when someone scolded her. Both of Hana's parents died, right after scolding Hana. Since then he's been afraid to see people scolding him!" diana said, while giving Rafa a glass of water. Rafa looked up shocked at Diana's explanation. Never did he expect, his anger opened Hana's old wounds.

Diana wanted Hana and Rafa to separate. But seeing the sincerity of Rafa, Diana did not have the heart. He saw a great love for Hana. From then on, Diana will unite a love that is hindered by differences.

Actually Hana was not too lazy when Rafa came. The fragrance of Rafa's body, calmed his troubled heart. But to meet with Rafa, Hana is not ready. Hana heard all Rafa's sincere words. He heard how hurt Rafa was. Hannah could only say in her heart. Hana does not need a promise just firmness of love Rafa who is always waiting for Hana.

"It's not just you who love me. My body and soul need your caress. You never realize how tortured I am. Every night waiting for the door to open, wishing you would come home and hold me. But everything is a fantasy without a reality. When I found out, there was the fruit of our love in my womb. I want to run to hug you. But the gate of your house is too high, as high as the degree you have. Again and again I swallowed the bitter taste. The longer I realized, I was no more just a wife on paper. Right next to my ear. You say the word love, can I believe it! Rafa Akbar Prawira, convince myself that your love is firm for me. Because my heart has been completely attached to you!" hana's inner moment after Rafa left.

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