STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
The wrong love

The day feels very hot. The sun is shining very bright. Inside the cafe was a man. He sat down with a real looking unease. Handsome doctor Faiq's best friend. Steven Prajawijaya is one of Faiq's partners in humanitarian matters. I don't know what's bothering her mind? From the way he sat down it looked he was very agitated. There was something as if he was thinking. His hands did not stop playing with the table. His fingers continued to knock on the table, as if the sound of the table would make him feel calm.

This afternoon Steve made an appointment with Faiq. Steven wanted to take Faiq and Vania to lunch. There's a lot Steven wants to say to Vania. That's why he asked Faiq for help. He found himself with Vania. There was no more Steven waiting, he had to immediately tell Vania his heart. Everything must be clear and sure. So that no more floating flavors.

"How are you doing Steven? I'm sorry I'm late, I'm waiting for the angel of my heart!" said Faiq kindly, he intends to tease Steven. One of his best friends, a fellow doctor who has the same mission as him. Someone who uses a white medical suit just to help others. He and Steven meet during a natural disaster. At that time Faiq came to volunteer with Vania.

A meeting that starts from the same mission and vision. The beginning of friendship between three different hearts. This afternoon Steven asked to meet for lunch together. Actually Steven has to go back to town. His family asked Steven to return to take care of the family hospital. Therefore Steven wanted to say goodbye to Faiq especially to Vania.

Meeting after meeting between Steven and Vania brings the distance between them closer. But the gap that separates them is deep. They will not be able to pass easily. Steven and Vania are very different. Although the taste is there, but it seems inappropriate to feel. The basic principle that hinders their love. Can't be bargained and replaced with anything?

"It's okay? I happen to be on holiday today. The next night I leave, it's a loss if I don't meet the newlyweds. I'm curious about a woman who can melt the frozen heart of a Faiq doctor. I clearly see, the many women chasing you always swallow bitterness. None of them interest you or just look. From the beginning your heart is possessed and cannot be replaced!" steven said, Faiq nodded with a smile. Faiq knew the reason for the meeting between them at this time. Not just a parting event, but looking for answers from the taste she has for Vania. Not far from them sitting, two women were seen walking closer. Faiq looked at the wife with the sweetest smile. Steven looked at Vania with admiration. Two men are fascinated by the shady radiance of two hijab-wearing women. It is not the beauty of the face they see. But the hearts of both are soft and white. The beauty of a Muslim woman.

"You're faithfully waiting not for me, but for my veiled cousin. You will not miss this afternoon. After all this time, Vania was finally willing to meet you. I remind you, don't waste your chance. Tell her everything now, make her understand how you feel. But if he refuses, that means he's not the best for you. Love is beautiful when there is never any compulsion!" faiq said firmly. Weakly Steven nodded. He understood the meaning of Faiq's words. But one thing Faiq never knew. Steven may love Vania, but dreams of having her. Steven was not brave. The gap of differences will not be easy Steven traveled. So that they can never be together

"I know!" steven sahut was brief, Davina and Vania came. The two sat right in front of Faiq and Steven. Davina smiled as she looked down at Steven. Davina's been telling me a little bit about who Steven really is? The relationship between Zteven and Zahra. Instead Vania just looked down without daring to look at Steven's face.

The four of them talked to each other for a long time. Steven is easy-going. It wasn't hard for him to know the jolly Davina. Davina has always been a well-liked person. He is very friendly and sociable. Davina loves new things. All dissolve in the warmth of friendship. Then without anyone expecting it, Steven asked Faiq for permission. He wants to ask for Vania's time. Steven wanted to talk to Vania.

Lama Faiq was silent, he was worried between forbidding or allowing. For the sake of his friendship with Steven. Finally Faiq allowed them to talk together. But with a note must keep distance. Faiq doesn't want Steven to do inappropriate things. With great happiness, Steven agreed to the terms Faiq gave him.

"Vania, I'm sorry if I had to ask you to talk to each other. But I have to say everything in my heart. I don't want to go away with curiosity. This afternoon I want to hear all the reasons. Even if I have to get hurt. I'm ready with a strong inner birth!" steven said in a soft voice. He said it shortly after Faiq and Davina left. Both chose to go for a walk in exchange for a honeymoon that was not implemented.

"Say as long as it's worth saying. Don't keep everything yourself. I will not forbid you, your words I will hear. As long as it's worth listening to!" vania said kindly, Steven nodded in understanding. After Vania agreed to listen to him. Steven started to say his heart. While Vania listened, without thinking to refute or justify.

"Vania, do I feel this love or what? But since the first time I saw you. I've put my heart on you. The shade that radiates from both of your eyes. Makes my fucked up heart warm. Your soft voice is like a fresh breeze that touches my thirst for faith. Warm your attitude in taking care of others. Makes me want to learn to understand you. From the beginning I loved you so much, but it seems like you've always ignored even dodged my drip!" steven said, Vania was silent. Behind his veil he looked at Steven. He's not confused what to say? A reality Vania never wanted to know. Now it is clearly visible.

"Our principles are different, even though I realize that love exists. But our principles are different for real. Do not love with admiration, but love with faith is best. You and I are different in principle, something we can't equate to anytime?" vania said softly, Steven looked down speechless.