STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Fathan's Dilemma

"Faiq, breakfast first!" hana shouted, when she saw Faiq leaving without breakfast. Faiq turned his head while shaking weakly towards Hana. Faiq saw Hana sitting at the dining table. While Fathan sat daydreaming on the sofa in the middle room. Thinking of something that never had an end.

At a glance Faiq saw Fathan who was daydreaming. Fathan is not an easy person to keep a secret. It was easy for Faiq to notice Fathan's unease. Instead Fathan would not be able to see Faiq's unease in any way. Because Faiq was educated to keep secrets very neatly. Faiq is not easy to understand. The real person was revealed by Hana. Although Faiq was astonished to see Fathan's attitude? But he wouldn't have asked if Fathan hadn't said it. Faiq was not a curious person, but he was the one who was most worried when something happened to his exit.

Faiq approached Hana, kissing the back of her hand to say goodbye. Faiq can't eat breakfast. He had to do an evaluation with several doctors. He told Davina last night. Although disappointed, Davina must be able to accept the busyness of Faiq as a doctor. As a wife Davina tried to understand the busyness of Faiq.

But as a woman, sometimes Davina felt Faiq less divided his time with her. There was jealousy, when Faiq was more focused on his work. Since long ago until now, Faiq always attach importance to the safety of others. Than his personal interests. But there was a time when Faiq felt the need to pay attention to Davina. So Faiq asked the help of another doctor to replace him. Faiq is a respected leader. For he rules with heart not pride. Faiq would do anything himself as long as he could.

"Sorry beautiful mom. I've got a meeting, so I'm gonna have some breakfast sandwich from Davina. I have an appointment to eat with father Andrew and mama Diana. Today is their wedding celebration. That's why I have to finish it on time. So that it won't be too late!" said Faiq lirih, immediately Hana turned to disbelief.

Faiq loudly said there would be a celebration of Andrew and Diana's wedding. But none of Andrew or Diana preached it. Why did Andrew and Diana deliberately hide that fact? Hana is not only their best friend, but also her daughter's parents.

Hannah was disappointed and did not expect. Today is Diana's wedding day. Why wasn't he invited? At least as Davina's father-in-law. She deserves to know Diana's happy day. Even Hana and Diana's relationship is more than besan. They have been brothers since childhood. So what was Hana's mistake until Diana did not intend to invite or just tell him! Hana's disappointment seemed to be true, when in reality she was not part of Andrew and Diana's event. But whatever the friend thinks at once his besi. Hannah could only shut up and leave. Being too demanding will also not be good for their relationship.

As soon as Faiq shut his mouth, he slipped his words about the wedding celebration of his in-laws. Faiq felt guilty when he saw the look on Hana's face turned sad. Faiq felt his pain was not considered, although in fact Hana's pain was unreasonable. Andrew and Diana's wedding day will not be celebrated. But Davina's stubbornness is pushy. To celebrate the marriage of his parents. No one was invited to the celebration. There will only be lunch with Davina and Faiq. There was never any intention of celebrating. Just a little warmth of a family is nothing more than that.

"Why?" hana said softly, she sat on the dining table chair. Sontak Faiq was anxious to see Hana's sadness. Never did Faiq want to see Hana's tears or grief. Now with real Faiq makes Hana sad and feel excluded. A word that came from Hana's lips. I can show you how disappointed he is. Hannah felt that she meant nothing to Diana anymore. As a friend, Hana began to forget the happy days of her best friend. Maybe the same feeling of isolation. Diana also felt, when she realized Hana had forgotten her happy day.

Faiq silently looked at Hana's disappointed look. Never did Faiq think, his words had hurt Hana. Faiq accidentally hints at a split between Hana and Diana. Divisions after years together. Faiq felt guilty and regretful. She was the cause of Hana's grief.

"Mama, don't be disappointed even if mama Diana doesn't tell mama about this celebration. Mama Diana never wanted a celebration. But Davina whines to celebrate. Even with simple. Davina still wants a celebration. So it's not mama's fault that Diana didn't say it!" faiq calmed Hana. He crouched down in front of the pensive Hana.

Not only was Hana disappointed, but she felt guilty and angry at herself. As a friend Hana does not remember her best friend's happiest day. From a very young age, Diana was the first person and the only one who was always by her side. Diana, who was always at the forefront of defending Hana. Diana who became an encouragement and friend in the lonely life of Hana. Diana made Hana forget, if she lived a long time. Diana who always makes Hana smile and forgets how to cry.

Now without realizing it, he has been selfish. Forgetting his best friend's happiest day. Supposedly without Diana talking, Hana already knew this important day. But Hana's life and time are no longer for her best friend. Remembering one historic day only his best friend. Hana can not, then now deserves Hana called as the best friend.

"Faiq, how come mama can be this bad? He was your mother's best friend before he became your father-in-law. Why did you forget the happiest day of your life? Diana never forgot, the happiest and most sad day of my life. Diana was the one who first wiped your tears before your papa. Diana always held tight to mom's hand. When your papa's hand isn't there to hold it. Mama is selfish and haughty Faiq!" hana said softly, then lowered her head.

Hannah was very sorry and angry with herself. He is a friend who never remembers his best friend. Hana became a very, very selfish person. Someone who wants to be remembered, but never thinks of others. Wishing happiness to others. Forgetting to give happiness to others.

Faiq was silent to Hana's sad face. From the beginning Diana had already reminded Faiq, not to bring up the event this afternoon. Diana did not want to see Hana disappointed and sad. Because Diana did not want to be happy, when on the same day Hana was sad. Diana's happy day was the worst day for Hana. Diana did not want any event. As a way he respects Hana his best friend.

"Mom don't blame yourself. Never did Diana think she forgot. Diana did not want to celebrate. This day coincides with the death of grandparents. Mama Diana did not want to celebrate anything. When you're sad to lose both of your parents!" said Faiq explained, Hana nodded with a nodding smile.

Diana was still her best friend. In each step he would only care about Hana's condition. Is there an understanding that is too great? Or their close friendship. Hana and Diana seem to be inseparable. The two will always be together in joy and sorrow. Happy Hana will be happy Diana. Instead Hana's grief will be Diana's sorrow.

"Faiq, that's Diana's best friend. He will not think of his happiness. Before she saw her mother happy. She won't be happy when she sees you sad. Pretty much one brother like Diana in my mom's life. There's no point, having a lot of brothers and sisters but living alone!" hana said, Faiq nodded in understanding. Faiq clasped Hana's hand tightly.

Faiq tried to calm Hana down. Making her Hana did not dissolve in her regrets. For Faiq understood the character of Hana who would continue to blame herself. Faiq did not want to see Hana dissolve in meaningless regret.

"Trust me ma, your hand and mama Diana that Faiq will always hold. Your happiness is the reason for Faiq's life. It was your kindness that united me with Davina. Will Faiq pay for life. Faiq will fight for your happiness!" inner Faiq Suck.

"Mama, come with me. We're going to celebrate Diana's wedding day together. No way will Diana be angry to see you present. Your arrival will be the most precious gift for Diana!" said Faiq lirih, Hana nodded then kissed the top of Faiq's head.

Faiq knew how to calm Hana's heart. He won't leave Hana. If you can't make Hana calm. Faiq always put Hana above all else. Faiq is not just honoring Hana. Happy Faiq only exists with Hana.

Fathan walked over to Hana and Faiq. Sontak Faiq stood up when he saw Fathan sitting beside Hana. Fathan heard clearly the talk of Hana and Faiq. Fathan doesn't really care about their conversation. The dilemma he faced was much greater. Than the matter of Diana and Andrew's wedding celebration.

"Mama's right, just one brother understands us. Compared to many brothers but indifferent to our problems. A brother who is willing to help his brother solve his problems. Not a brother like Faiq who seems happy to see my quarrel with Annisa!" fathan said annoyed, Faiq and Hana turned around almost at the same time.

They do not understand the meaning of words. Especially Faiq who was directly the main target. While gnawing his forehead Faiq looked towards Fathan. But Fathan seemed unconcerned about Faiq and Hana's shock.

Fathan ignores the shock of Hana and Faiq. As if what he said was no serious matter? Fathan deliberately said that, so that Faiq would understand his mistake. When Hana was surprised to hear Fathan's complaint about Faiq. Complaints that might make his two sons quarrel. Faiq chuckled at Fathan's words.

"It turns out Annisa hasn't forgiven you. I should have tried harder. To have Annisa forgive you. Not even blaming me!" said Faiq lirih while shaking his head in disbelief.

Faiq does not feel guilty, he cannot be blamed because Fathan is not trying to get an apology from Annisa. Faiq chuckled at Fathan's anxiety. Not compassion or sympathy. Sometimes Fathan has to feel the pain to melt Annisa's heart. So that he understands the meaning of love and feels the great love for Annisa.

"You are happy to see me tormented. Why isn't Davina jealous? Seeing you meet Zahra. Annisa was angry and jealous. Even though I apologized and persuaded him. Still he was angry and silenced me!" fathan said annoyed, Faiq smiled satisfied to see Fathan riled up. Once upon a time Fathan had to feel the rage in his life. So that Fathan is not always in the comfort zone. Fathan has always been successful at getting anything. Today she must feel the meaning of fighting for her love for Annisa.

"Sister Fathan, the love of sister Annisa and Davina is the same. Their perspective and jealousy are the same. One thing that distinguishes, only our way of calming and reassuring them. With my gentleness, I can make Davina confident and trusting. In my life there is only his name. Instead you convinced Annisa. Not with gentleness but with convoluted arguments. So that Annisa's sister doesn't feel like your wife but your asset!" faiq said, Fathan looked at Faiq. It was as if he did not understand Faiq's direction of speech.

"My handsome and clever brother. Love is a voice that cannot be felt. Only with the heart, we can understand the magnitude and seriousness. If you persuade sister Annisa with logic and reason. Of course he wouldn't believe it. Because Annisa's heart is still not able to touch you. Remember brother, love is not a business that needs a reason to be put together. Love does not see profit and loss. For sadness and happiness are always the colors in it. My advice to you, feel jealous sister Annisa as an expression of her love. So that you can appreciate his existence!" faiq said, Hana nodded in agreement. Fathan silently tried to examine Faiq's words.

Fathan looks stupid in front of Faiq's understanding. As a sister. Faiq understands the meaning of true love. Why do Faiq and Fathan have such a big difference? They were born from the same womb. But it seems like the two have advantages in different ways. Neither Faiq nor Fathan has a different perspective on everything. The two will never be the same in any way. But there was never a word that broke both.

"It turns out that the heir of the Prawira family was crushed in front of simple women!" hana said, then stood up leaving Fathan pensive.

Hana sees so much love in Fathan's eyes for Annisa. A love that cannot be replaced by anything. Like Rafa who loves a simple woman like himself. Faiq and Fathan follow in Rafa's footsteps. Loves Davina and Annisa who are modest in her demeanor and appearance. There is no excess love, but a love full of sincerity and sacrifice.