STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Maag Pain

Tonight Faiq is guarding the night. Usually, every doctor will have a guard turn. Tonight Faiq is on duty as a doctor at the hospital. This is my devotion as a doctor. When someone else is lying down with tired eyes, a doctor should remain alert. Ready to treat patients in any condition.

Faiq saw that the clock in his hand had shown 00.00 wib. Right at midnight, no more and no less. Both of Faiq's eyes began to feel sleepy, so Faiq decided to look out at the sky tonight. Just want to eliminate the drowsiness that begins to feel. Faiq walked out of the IGD room. The hospital atmosphere was very quiet.

Faiq stood under the dark night sky. As Faiq looked up at the night sky. It felt lonely and silent, making the heart and soul of Faiq calm. The night wind blew very hard, touching Faiq's face and piercing through his proud white coat. Leaving behind a cold as if piercing through Faiq's skin.

Lama Faiq feels a very real blend of nature. The sky looks beautiful with the presence of small stars. The sky looks very scary, when the light no longer shines on it. A wind that felt so cold pierced through the bones. As cold as his heart that doesn't want to feel love. Though the taste is real and it is beginning to feel. But Faiq firmly brushed it off. Not for the sake of prestige, but for an ideal that has not yet been realized.

Almost half an hour Faiq stood up feeling the night breeze. He refused to go into the IGD room. Drowsiness disappeared, now only the cold began to search all over Faiq. Lama Faiq was silent under the night sky. A car came into the hospital and stopped right in front of the IGD. Arriving in front of the IGD room, one of the passengers got off. Instantly both eyes of Faiq perfectly rounded. He did not expect that the car was none other than Adrian's car. The father of Davina Nur Latifa.

As soon as Faiq ran over, there was a feeling of anxiety at the thought of who was sick? If it is not an emergency. Of course Adrian won't be coming this late. Arriving next to the car, his surprise grew. When her two beautiful eyeballs saw Davina lying weakly unconscious. Faiq looked at Diana who kept crying while holding Davina. Either the courage or the anxiety is too great. Faiq carries Davina to the IGD. Not waiting for the nurse to take Davina to the IGD room.

Diana and Adrian gawking at Faiq's heroic demeanor. Far from cold and uncaring. Anxiously, Faiq took Davina into the IGD room. Faiq painstakingly examined Davina's condition. Diana and Adrian waited outside the room. Faiq tried his hardest to take care of Davina. Almost half an hour Faiq did the check.

Faiq's anxiety seemed to make him forget the limits that exist. Faiq tried to provide as much help as possible. Agara Faiq could see Hana awake and conscious. After giving infusions and injections of drugs. Finally Davina realized, in a soft voice she asked the sister for water. Davina tried to blink her two beautiful eyes. He saw clearly the shadow of Faiq.

"Why do I feel like I have Faiq? That polar male is following me. But I'm not home. Why do I still have to meet Faiq the pole!" davina said, the nurse who was looking after Davina smiled. He heard Davina consider Fathan the polar. Faiq immediately stared intently at the nurse, looking down feeling guilty. The nurse decided to go in search of a new infusion.

"Awwwss, sick!" shouts Davina in pain, Faiq stooped to look at Davina's two sharp eyes. Faiq's breath touched Davina's cheek gently. Davina's heartbeat was heard by Faiq. The two stared at each other for a long time, very close and intimate. Faiq raised his face away from Davina.

"Other times if you want to kill yourself don't take responsibility. Already know have a history of ulcer disease, still consume spicy foods. What are you trying to prove by eating spicy food. You become a student, not getting smarter but getting stupid. You want to get sick on purpose, to get my attention!" faiq said ketus, Davina shook her head with the rest of her energy. His body is really tired. He seemed unable to breathe anymore. Davina's been in the bathroom dozens of times. Actually it was not intentionally Davina consume sambal. Last afternoon accidentally his college friends bought meatballs. I don't know why Davina seems to want to eat it too? Finally, he ate a bowl of meatballs together with his friend. The sensation of spicy food, the first time Davina tried it. Voraciously he and his friend ate the meatballs until it ran out.

Arriving at home, Davina began to feel nauseous. His stomach pain felt like he was being pricked by a needle. Davina had to feel the back and forth to the bathroom. Diana eventually finds Davina unconscious and must be rushed to the hospital. Incidentally also Faiq is on guard duty tonight. Faiq's patience and tranquility took care of Davina. Faiq felt anxious to see Davina who was limp and unconscious.

"I'm sorry, if I trouble you. I accidentally ate spicy food. At first I just wanted to try, but instead I was lazy. I'm tempted by the spicy taste I've never felt!" said Davina weak, Faiq silent not to say. With a cold gaze, Faiq looked at Davina. As if he wanted to talk to Davina. That he never worried about Davina.

"You're wrong to think I'm worried. It's not me who's worried about you. Aunt Diana and Adrian are confused thinking of you. Next time think about your parents. When you will be hurt. Not who's gonna get hurt, but they're your parents. I have nothing to do with you. Now rest, you will I will continue to monitor. Just this time I saw, there's a healthy person who wants to get sick!" said Faiq ketus, then leave Davina who looked down sluggish. I don't know why every time I meet Faiq. Davina's always in trouble.

"Davina, you're fine!" sapa Rey is a young doctor like Faiq. She is the younger sister of Annisa, daughter of Naufal and Salsa. It just so happens that tonight he's standing guard with Faiq. Davina nodded slowly, winking her two beautiful eyes. Faiq who walked out stopped, when he heard Rey greet Davina full of anxiety. Faiq could see different anxieties. Anxiety filled with love.

"It turns out you want to get sick, just for the sake of meeting Rey. A sacrifice that will not be in vain. Better start tomorrow you take care of Rey. So that you don't hurt yourself!" faiq said, Rey nodded in understanding. Davina gulped her saliva rough. There was a sense of tightness, when Faiq thought the pain was only for the sake of being able to meet Rey. Without looking again, Faiq left Rey and Davina in the IGD room. Only Faiq's back was visible to Davina.

"What is your heart made of? Why do you always misunderstand me? What should I explain? I'm not the old Davina. I'm really sick, not just because I want to see Rey. He's not who I am? I ilkhlas accept your cold attitude. But never doubt my pain!" inner Nissa pilu.