STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE

STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Raihan


"Raihan, drink!" said Faiq, while giving a cup of coffee to Raihan. Faiq deliberately approached Raihan. He saw Raihan silently pensively staring towards where Vania lay helplessly. There was a sense of pain in Faiq's heart. When he saw Raihan was hit by Vania's predicament.


Raihan turned his head towards Faiq, with a lethargic look. Raihan received a cup of coffee from Faiq. Raihan continued to stare at the weakly lying body of Vania helplessly. The infusion hose is perfectly stuck in the palm of his left hand. The power boost that Vania currently needs. Breathing aids become life support Vania. Conditions that make Raihan's body as if weak and helpless. Vania could not survive without the medical devices that now support her life. Vania is cheerful and always warm. Now like the undead, there is no laughter and warmth that Vania gives. All disappeared in Vania's unconsciousness.


"Sister Faiq, why is Vania snubbing all this from me? Vania never thought I existed. Why does Vania always put me in the last position? He makes me feel worthless. Who am I to see Vania? I was helpless every time I was the last on her life list. When will Vania be willing to rely on me?" said Raihan Lirih, Faiq looked in the same direction as Raihan.


Raihan became the worst person to see the situation of Vania. As a man Raihan no longer able to stand on both feet. Raihan felt weak helpless. Vania made such a huge and deep wound in her heart. Vania silently carried her heart wound. Until finally tonight Raihan saw Vania lying helplessly in the hospital.


He stared at the weak body of his brother. Faiq became the one who felt most guilty about Vania's condition. Faiq is the only person who knows the reason for Vania's depression. A sister's promise to her sister. Silencing Faiq's mouth in unison. Faiq was unable to uncover the reason for Vania's anxiety. But now that promise seems meaningless. Faiq felt it was all worth saying. Vania's condition will be decreasing. Had the burden of Vania's mind not been resolved immediately.


Faiq never thought. If Vania would have experienced all this. Just because of the promise between Diriny and Vania. Now he must see his sister lying unconscious. Almost lost her mother. Now just trying to be the best doctor Faiq can do. So that he can heal the weak Vania. Because if Vania continues to be unconscious. Will be fatal to the twins who are in his birth.


"The love that made Vania hide everything from you. You are the only man in his heart and life. Scaring my little Vania to make you burdened. He'll weather the storm to protect you. Even if all of this should risk his life. Vania made you the last person Grandma Sabrina could touch. The weak point of the Prawira family that never changed with his greedy nature. You're not the last man Vania's priority. Yet you are the most important man in Vania's life!" faiq said firmly, there is no doubt in every word.


Raihan considers Vania's silence to be nothing more than Vania's indifference to him. But all of Raihan's allegations are very wrong. Vania never considered Raihan worthless. Instead Vania considers Raihan the only man who is the most important in his heart and life. Vania doesn't want any injuries to hurt Raihan. Vania wants Raihan to be okay. Even so he had to be hurt and suffer.


Faiq felt Raihan needed to know Vania's way of thinking. Behind Vania's hard and independent attitude. Only Raihan was the reason for his decision. Vania's pain was just a storm she tried to block for Raihan's sake. A husband who will always be protected by his respect and self-esteem. Vania doesn't want Raihan to deal with Sabrina. Her grandmother who always felt oppressed and oppressed by Rafa. Faiq became the only person to vent Vania's heart. Because all this time he never wanted to interfere in making the decision of Vania.


Faiq was always monitoring Vania, if she was hurt. Faiq will be the first to guard and protect Vania. But Vania's current condition escapes Faiq's supervision. He never realized. If Vania gets down this fast. Vania deliberately covered her condition from Faiq. Because Vania never wanted to see Faiq worried about her condition.


On the contrary, Faiq felt that Vania's reason was right by hiding everything. Raihan is the only one who feels that all is wrong. For him Vania everything in life. If only he had to choose between wealth and luxury or Vania and her baby. Raihan will choose Vania wholeheartedly without a doubt. Because Vania is the most precious treasure she has.


Raihan shook his head in disbelief. If Vania chooses to fight a storm that will never touch Raihan. Now it's not just Vania who's hurt. Raihan became the most broken man. In an instant his world went dark. He had to see Vania lying helplessly with her two hearts. Maybe even Raihan should be prepared to accept the worst possible. Lost Vania forever. The fear that had left him devastated was unceasing.


Raihan's world seemed to be destroyed along with the fall of Vania. His ribs had been broken, so Raihan felt his body was weak. It's not just Vania fighting death. Two hearts he had never seen. Now struggling to survive in Vania's womb. Raihan seemed to be able to hold his body. There is no love that Raihan feels. The love Faiq said. Like a figment of a thumb. When Vania easily covers all the burdens of her mind.


"Where is Vania's love for me? If she loves me, Vania will share her joys and sorrows with me. What did he get with his tough attitude? Feeling right by blowing the burden of his mind. But it gives me a terrible wound. Why is he punishing me with this evil attitude? Didn't he think, I would be crushed to see his body lying helpless. Just for the sake of a worthless treasure with no Vania beside me!" raihan said angrily, Faiq looked down feeling guilty.


Raihan's anger looks real, he is no longer able to hold the anger that is nothing but the impact of his anxiety. Raihan is no longer able to close his eyes and heart. I thought everything that happened was okay. Raihan seemed to lose to the sick Vania. Vania's smile disappeared. The pale face of Vania. Makes Raihan feel his life is worthless. When Raihan felt the property he had was meaningless. Nothing can change everything that has happened.


Faiq felt guilty by his attitude in favor of Vania. He had been silent all this time seeing the burden of Vania. No Faiq doesn't care about Vania's life. But Vania's tough attitude will get louder. When no one thinks they understand themselves. During this time Faiq has always been a loyal brother listening to Vania's complaints. Without thinking to interfere with Vania's decision. At least Vania can still express her heart. So that there will be one person who understands the real problem.


"Wrong, maybe Vania's attitude was wrong. But in Vania's fault there is a principle that you can never change. The principle that was created from the misunderstanding of the two of you. A misunderstanding created when you first met!" said Faiq lirih, suddenly Raihan turned his head.


Raihan's heart is beating great. The shock of Faiq's words made his body tremble. Raihan's body froze instantly. There's pain in Raihan's chest. When he heard the reason for Vania's harsh attitude. A reason caused by a misunderstanding of his doubts towards Vania. Faiq silently looked at Raihan who regretted the misunderstanding.


Raihan's remorse seemed meaningless at this moment. What Raihan once said is now a real memory that can not be easily forgotten Vania. Even though he was sorry, it was too late. Vania has decided to close her family's meeting from Raihan.


"Why is it all that makes me so helpless? That's what Vania hates, until she remembers my mistakes!" raihan said softly, Faiq shook his head weakly.


Misunderstandings that have occurred. It will not be easily forgotten. Especially when it comes to a person's self-esteem. Not hate for Raihan. But Vania's love is too great for Raihan. Makes Vania fear for Raihan's doubts about her. From the beginning they were married. Vania never thought of mastering Raihan's treasure. Therefore, Vania never thought of mixing the Prawira family problems with the Raihan family. As much as possible Vania covered the ugliness of the Prawira family in front of Raihan. How Vania returned the favor to her family. So that no one can ever humble his family.


"Raihan, as the daughter of a family. It's impossible for Vania to tell you the problem. He doesn't want you to consider his family a shame. If he can finish it himself. Then he'll do it. It's not all because of hate. But Vania's pure sense of responsibility to her family!" faiq said, Raihan can only be silent. He could not understand Vania's overly complicated way of thinking.


"Vania is just a child who can no longer be the backbone of her family. He became your rib. Protect your self-esteem and honor. Because when a princess marries, she has lost her responsibility to her master. Responsibilities that seem unable to escape Vania. Especially when hearing the anxiety of mother Kiara. If in the past Vania could still meet the demand of Sabrina's grandmother. But now Vania is weak helpless. When there's no more work!" said Faiq again, Raihan turned to not understand.


"I mean Brother Faiq I was wrong to ask Vania to stop working!" said Raihan misunderstood, Faiq silent and then drank the coffee he held. The sound of Faiq's breath, as if showing such a heavy burden.


"Raihan, without working Vania was able to meet the needs of Grandma Sabrina. But by asking for his right to brother Fathan. Let alone ask you, ask for his right to Brother Fathan. Vania is not willing, she will only give Grandma Sabrina a decent life with her own sweat. Thoughtlessly putting your hands on others. Let alone burdening others for the selfishness and greed of Grandma Sabrina!" said Faiq, Raihan nodded in understanding.


"Now tell me what should I do? Vania your sister is too hard for me to understand. Tell me which path I should choose. I don't want to lose Vania. Please tell me!" raihan said.


"Trust all to papa, let the Prawira family matter be finished without your interference. Tomorrow I'll give you everything that Grandma Sabrina asked. Even so, papa has to give up the family home that you originally wanted to give your baby with Vania!" said Faiq lirih, Raihan shook his head weakly.


"What actually happened? Did Vania refuse this division of property? So he's nervous, then why did you decide to share it? If Vania had not expected it. I'm not gonna let any of that happen. I will not make my wife sick in vain. I'll defend Vania's property by any means!" said Raihan, Faiq nodded while patting Raihan's shoulder.


"You are right, Vania never expected any division in the Prawira family. Both mother Kiara and Vania, did not expect the property of the Prawira family. For us all the Prawira family is one, without having to be divided. But the selfishness of one person makes the Prawira family must be divided. There will never be another way, other than fulfilling that wish. If not forever, he will ask. Rest assured papa can finish it. It's time to act!" faiq said, Raihan silently looked at the weakly lying Vania helplessly.


"Maybe tonight I quietly heard the sarab from Brother Faiq. But tomorrow morning, I'll make sure everything stays one. There will never be division, as you fear. There will be no division, as you worry. If you can't tell your anxiety. Then I'll find the reason for your anxiety. I'll end it all today. I won't let Grandma Sabrina gnaw your spine. You are enough to be the support of his life. I'll pay your debt to Grandma Sabrina. If I had to give you my treasure. I'll do it, but I'll make sure he doesn't come to you again. I'm capable of giving, but not your smile. Grandma Sabrina will pay for your pain. He picked the wrong opponent. He tried to test my patience. By putting my wife and son in danger. I was determined to make him pay for all this. Smoothly or with violence, but I'll make sure he'll regret it!" raihan's inner anger and emotions.


Raihan hit the glass in front of him many times. The glass that confines itself to Vania. Only through this clear glass did he stare at Vania's helpless body. Faiq saw clearly the anger that came out of Raihan's eyes. Faiq can only support whatever decision Raihan makes.


"Do what you think is right? On a note, never think beyond papa. Because Vania will hate people who underestimate papa. Be wise in acting, I'll make sure that Vania understands!" said Faiq, Raihan nodded in understanding.