STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
The Tuneful Voice of Hana

"Rafa, it's late at night. We better go home. Pity Hana she must be worried waiting for you. You're not used to going home this late!" adrian said, Rafa remained silent not budging. Since two hours ago Rafa was sitting in the same place. In the same position, staring focused at the sky tonight.

"Where am I going to go home? To the house where my wife lives? The wife who remained silent despite knowing my dark past. I could not see her two beautiful eyes. Eyes that never look disgusted at me. He never thought he would insult me. I'm a jerk, why would I be able to do all that in my past?" rafa said softly, a gaze far up into the sky. The moon and stars adorn the sky tonight.

"Now there's no point in you regretting it. Everything happens, the past remains the past. It shouldn't be a silence of regret, but to go home to Hana. Apologize for the mistakes you made!" adrian said, Rafa shook his head weakly.

Rafa and Adrian decide to go to the roof of the Prawira company building. If it used to be possible Rafa would take Adrian to the club. But now for Rafa the club is a place he refuses to go. Rafa wanted to find some tranquility on top of the tall building. The building became the second life for Rafa. Every day he spends his time developing the wings of this company.

"I was too embarrassed to see Hannah. He never complained about me. Everyone always insulted her, for marrying me. Thought Hana didn't deserve me, but the truth is. It's not Hana who's despicable, but I'm the one who's covered in sin!" said Rafa, Adrian nods to understand Rafa's words.

Adrian now understands the meaning of love. If sometimes people can lose their minds because love is natural. Rafa his best friend used to be nothing more than a body without a heart. His cold and rude attitude was formed since the departure of his biological mother. The free life lived, the impact of anger on the father who seemed to forget his mother just like that. Rafa seeks affection from women who are fascinated by her appearance. For Rafa love is nothing but a taste that is enjoyed without thinking grasping it and believing it.

But tonight Adrian sees a weak Rafa out of love. A love for the hijab woman. Love is simple but beautiful. Rafa is devastated to see Hana's faith and piety. Adrian never saw Rafa weak. Lastly Rafa is weak and angry at the fate of the DIVINE. When her life spirit mother was taken from her side. Since then Rafa seems to blame the written path for him.

"Rafa, we better get home. Don't make your shame a justification. By letting Hana wait for you alone. Don't forget, Hana needs enough rest. Her pregnancy is growing. He needs you, not your regrets!" adrian said, Rafa nodded slowly. He glanced at the clock in his hand, the night was getting late. With a step gontai Rafa takes Adrian home. Rafa will apologize. If it is necessary to kneel down, so that Hana can accept her sinful self. Although actually Hana never underestimate herself.

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Rafa arrives home at exactly 00:00 wib. The night was getting late, only the sound of the night animals was heard. Symphony the beautiful tone of nature that can not be imitated. Can only be heard and admired. A very beautiful blend of nature, bringing together the kensuyian and sounds of night animals.

Rafa walked into his house. Adrian dropped Rafa off in front of the gate. Rafa accidentally hitchhiked Adrian, so Hana did not wake up when she heard the sound of her car. But Rafa's guess was wrong, his room light was still on. That means Hana's still not asleep. With a slow step Rafa walked towards his room.

Right in front of the door of his room, Rafa was stunned when his ears heard the melodious voice of his wife. The chanting of the holy verses of the Quran sounds beautiful out of the little lips of his wife. Verse by verse, looking at Rafa's heart. Penetrate through the recesses of Rafa's heart that has drifted away from HIM. Rafa cried remembering the day he cursed the holy verses? After all these years Rafa has been away. His ears heard the Quran reciting.

Slowly Rafa opened the door, he saw Hana sitting cross-legged with the Quran in her hand. Hannah chanted verse by verse without error. Rafa has never heard Hana's voice while teaching. The first time for Rafa to hear his wife to teach with great melodious.

Actually Hana was asleep, while waiting for Rafa to come home. Hana awakens at exactly 23:00 wib, anxiously waiting for Rafa. Hana decided to do the night prayer. Usually Hana prays at night, when Rafa is asleep. Hana never wanted Rafa to know. Hana never wanted to see Rafa inferior to the difference in faith between them.

But tonight Hana is restless thinking about Rafa who has not come home. Hana is afraid of something happening to Rafa. For the sake of her peace of heart, Hana surrendered to HIM. Pray for Rafa's safety. While waiting for Rafa, Hana decided to teach. Hana never realized. If Rafa listens right behind him.

"Sir Rafa, what's wrong? Any issues?" hana said, Rafa shook his head weakly. Hana held both hands of Rafa who was holding her tightly. Hana felt Rafa's tears continuously dripping down. Hana let Rafa spill all the restlessness of her heart.

"I'm sorry, sorry!" rafa said, Hana was silent to hear Rafa's words. There is something wrong with Rafa. Hana flipped her body, raising Rafa's lowered face. Gently Hana wiped Rafa's tears. Hana kissed softly Rafa's forehead.

"Sir Rafa, what's going on? Tell Hana. Don't be like this!" hana said softly, Hana pulled Rafa's body to sleep in her lap. Gently Hana rubbed Rafa's black hair. Rafa's hands hugged Hana's big belly. Rafa drowned his face, facing towards Hana's stomach.

Gently Hana gave a massage to Rafa's head. Hannah felt a deep pain. Rafa was only able to cry without being able to say anything?

"Sir Rafa, whatever happens? Rafa's not alone, there's Hana and our baby here. Don't take it all by yourself!" hana said, Rafa shook his head weakly.

"Darling, why do you have to marry a jerk like me? You should have loved a man better than me. I am despicable, I am full of sin. I'm sorry baby, my love forces you to be by my side! Sorry, I'm sorry!" said Rafa, Hana shook her head weakly. Hana reaches Rafa's head, gently kissing Rafa's head.

"I married you, because your name answers my every prostration. You are the chosen priest in answer to my prayer. Don't ever think there's a better man than you. Because you are the best man sent by ALLAH SWT, as a perfector of my religion. Your love never forced me, but your love led me to learn the meaning of loving and appreciating!" hana said softly, Rafa shook his head in Hana's lap. Rafa looked at the ceiling of his room.

"In me there are too many sins, if you meet a man better than me. Maybe this kid, won't have a bad father like me!" said Rafa, Hana immediately covered Rafa's mouth with her hand. Hana shook her head at Rafa's words.

"Never say that. This boy is the fruit of our love. Never doubt or regret that he was born your son. Every human is born in pairs. Just like I love you so much. If you are despicable, that means I am also despicable. On the contrary, if I am good, I am sure Rafa is also good. The promise of ALLAH SWT is real, HE unites good with good. On the contrary, the bad with the bad. So it is not appropriate for Rafa to doubt the soul mate that has been written. Unless Rafa's sorry to marry me!" hana said softly, Rafa shook his head weakly. He woke up, sitting right in front of Hana.

"Dear, don't ever think I regret loving you or marrying you. I love you so much that I'm afraid of losing you! My greatest regret, why should I commit all these sins with Sesil? Now I feel unworthy of you. I'm a man of no faith!" said Rafa annoyed, Hana shook her head weakly while smiling.

"Sir Rafa, I never wanted to know your past. For me the most important thing is your future with me and our little family. I never know why you have borne the fruit of the faith you once held dear. One thing I know, make our love the reason for your return!"

"Darling!"

"Yes Rafa, I know everything. Someone who never understood religion. You will never know how to put the true Quran. To be honest, I accidentally saw the contents of your closet. You empty the top shelf of the closet. When I looked at the contents, all the books about religion, the Quran and the books you have studied were neatly organized. I just want to wait for you to say it yourself. So don't think you don't believe. Maybe now Rafa is still hesitant to return. Your son and I are waiting for you!"

"Dear, thank you!" said Rafa while hugging Hana tightly.