STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Apologies

"Water!" hana said softly, Hana's voice was very weak. She was as weak as her current body, but Hana's weak voice. It was like a great power to Rafa and Diana. Salsa who happens to be next to Hana. Directly looking up, she looked at both of Hana's beautiful eyes open perfectly. Rafa and Diana immediately ran over to Hana's weak body.

Diana kissed Hana on the forehead, instead Rafa silently stared at Hana who was conscious from her long wake. Hana passed her critical period safely. Cintya since the beginning has been stand by directly checking the condition. Hana's blood pressure is still high, but not too risky. Hana is going through a critical period. Cintya gives a tranquilizer, so that Hana rests again.

At least Hana's consciousness has returned. That's all everyone wants to see. At Hana's request, Rafa returns to look after Fathan. Salsa and Diana stay overnight to look after Hana. Despite her heavy heart, Rafa obeys Hana's words. He did not want to be the reason for Hana's tension. Once enough Rafa made Hana emotional and depressed. No longer does Rafa spark emotion. Rafa will do anything for Hana's sake, especially forgetting the baby, which may not be her fortune.

In the morning Hana woke up in a much better condition. Everything looks normal overnight. Why does Hana change her heart so easily? Hana came back cheerful and full of smiles just overnight. As if nothing ever happened to him. Salsa and Diana were astonished, but they were very understanding of this one bumil emotion change. Hana will easily keep her arms around him, but not her smile. Diana saw laughter and a sincere smile come out of Hana's heart. A smile that adorns the beautiful face of his best friend.

"You two don't go home, are Adrian and Naufal not angry? You guys were with me all day. Surely you ignore them, pity they must endure the longing!" hana said with a smile. Diana and Salsa replied to Hana with a headband, while putting a smile on their pretty faces.

Diana who was feeding Hana, saw clearly the happiness that was implied. Hana's smile never disappeared from her beautiful face. Diana and Salsa took good care of Hana. Even Hana asked Salsa to contact Rafa. He wants to see his son Fathan. His other life spirit. After seeing Fathan's smile, Hana looked even more refreshed. Diana feels strange, but happy because Hana's critical period has passed.

"Hana baby, is anyone sick? Tell me, I'll find Cintya. He's in the hospital. Even last night he slept with us. Understandably, he is looking after you as well as his sister-in-law. Cintya is afraid that Salsa is interested in the handsome doctor in this hospital. He is now the owner of the hospital. At once will bear the status of Naufal's mistress!" diana teased Salsa, Hana just smiled at Diana's words. Instead Salsa pouted hearing Diana's joke.

"Sister Hana, why not defend me? Sister Diana kept teasing me. Now sister Hana does not love me. Who should I complain to?" salsa sulked, Hana and Diana shrugged both shoulders. Salsa hugged Hana tightly. Diana did the same. They both hugged Hana tightly.

"If Hana can't defend you. Is there not a me who will defend you. Don't tell me you forgot my existence!" said Nuafal who came with Cintya. The three of them looked together. Hana smiled when she heard Naufal's words. Naufal confesses his love to Salsa. After a long wait, finally the taste was between Naufal and Salsa.

"Mrs Naufal, has been picked up by the honorable doctor lord. Now go there, I'm lazy to see you too!" diana's seductress, Salsa was getting annoyed at Diana. Instead Diana simply smiled looking at Salsa's vexed expression.

"It looks like our mummies are healed. Still needs him to stay in the hospital. I don't think it's the medicine you need. The warmth of your family you need more!" cintya said, Diana and Salsa nodded in unison. Cintya approached Hana, after checking Hana's blood pressure and her condition thoroughly. Cintya with a smile said to everyone. If Hana's condition is okay.

"Cintya, do we need to do your advice last night?" naufal said, Cintya nodded. Hana held her hand. With a signal from Hana, Cintya silently waited for Hana's words.

"I'm leaving, but after explaining everything to the father of my baby. I've made a mistake. By healing my true condition. It was about time he knew everything was going in the wrong place. I want to ask you permission. I'll take Salsa to our village. After I stayed there. I'll ask Salsa to come home!" hana said softly, Naufal nodded in agreement. Diana approached Hana, then hugged Hana tightly.

"You don't need to ask Adrian's permission or anyone else's? To this day, I'm still your best friend who's always there for you!" diana whispered, Hana turned her head while winking. Hannah understood Diana's words.

"What are you whispering about? It's not good to do all that, as long as we're here!" salsa said annoyedly, Diana chuckled at the annoyed Salsa. Hana shook her head at Salsa and Diana's always quarreling behavior.

"Just calm down, director, we will invite you to visit Mr. Naufal's favorite temple. To make your love deeper!" diana's seductive, Salsa looked down in shame. Naufal and Cintya smiled at Hana's happiness. The fastest cure for Hana.

"I'd better leave the three of you. If I stay here too long, I'm going to go crazy watching your fights. I'm going home, all night I'm leaving my husband. He's afraid he'll move to another heart!" said Cintya, just let's all laugh. They never thought. If Cintya could joke like that.

"Cintya, thank you for taking care of me. Greetings to brother Rama, because of me you must separate. May this be the first and last!" hana said, Cintya nodded. Why have you known Hana? Cintya is dear and wants to always know him as a brother.

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"Fathan darling!" hana said, Rafa walked over to Hana. He gives Fathan, there's an awkward feeling when Rafa sees Hana. Hana's happiness was obvious, something different. It was like a smile before tears. Rafa stared fixedly, Hana who was kissing Fathan. Cintya and Naufal joined Salsa to begin morning coordination with other doctors. Rafa, Salsa and Hana and little Fathan remained in Hana's room. Rafa silently looked at Hana. To be honest there's a lot Rafa wants to say, but the guilt is too great. Rafa awkwardly faces Hana's warm attitude. Contrary to the attitude of Hana before entering the hospital.

"Salsa, please take Fathan out. There's something I want to talk to Rafa. There was a lot of misunderstanding between us. It's time for everything to be straightened out. Before it gets wild and directionless!" hana said, Diana nodded. He took Fathan in his arms, then went out with Fathan's nanny. Hana saw Rafa standing away, she kept her head down. Rafa feels like a stranger to Hana. The feeling Rafa never wanted to feel.

"Soire, why stay away from me? Are you not happy to see me awake? Sorry if my recovery has disappointed you!" hana said softly, Sembari lowered her head. Hana's joy disappeared immediately, when she saw Rafa himself as if away from her.

"No, please stop. Don't say it like that!" rafa said while closing Hana's mouth. Rafa looked at Hana's face. He doesn't want to lose Hana. Her world stopped without Hana. It was clear that both of Rafa's eyes were flushed. The eyes that indicated Rafa was awake all night.

"Master Rafa Akbar Prawira, look at me with your two beautiful eyes!" hana said softly, Hana's hand raised Rafa's chin slowly. Rafa and Hana's eyes meet. A look full of love and warmth. Wants Rafa to embrace Hana's weak body, but her hands are stiff. He feels inappropriate, because Rafa has doubted Hana's sincerity.

"I'm sorry!" said Rafa, Hana shook her head weakly. His hand was tightly clasping Rafa's hand. Gently Hana kissed Rafa's hand. Tired hands work to meet the needs of Hana and Fathan. Hands are always there to protect Hana and Fathan. Hana puts Rafa's hand on her cheek. Rafa was stunned at Hana's warm attitude. Rafa's fear seems to be a sign of Hana's departure. A warmth before loneliness that Hana wants to hinted at.

"It's not Rafa who should be apologizing, it's me who's been defeated by this fear. I'm sorry for covering up my pregnancy. I don't want you to be disappointed, knowing the truth. My ears could not hear, if you had asked me to abort my womb for my salvation. Both of my eyes seemed unable to see, a sense of disappointment that was seen from your face. Although I realize, you wouldn't be happy without me. I'm too afraid to disappoint you. A very unreasonable reason, so I could have lied to you. I never thought I'd see you hurt. This baby is the son you expected. I will fight to make him born!" said Hana, while putting Rafa's hand on his stomach that is still flat. Rafa felt a warmth that could never be said. A sense of happiness that cannot be expressed and described with words. Rafa touches Hana's stomach, where her little baby grows.

"Honey, I'm sorry I haven't been able to understand you. I should have believed you, I doubted your sincerity. I never expected Lisa to disturb your composure. I'm sorry!" said Rafa, Hana stared fixedly at Rafa. It's like not wanting to get away from him or Rafa's shadow.

"It's not your fault or Lisa's fault. My jealousy is unwarranted. I'm too scared to lose you. This love makes me lose my mind. I don't want to be anyone else. I never wanted to feel this jealousy. Never wanted me to defend myself, saying it was all because of my pregnancy hormones. Because everything that happens, it's just my weakness. I am too weak against my mind and heart. My race for you, turned me into a very weak one. Tell Lisa I'm sorry. If I never wanted to see her, not hate her or blame her. But I want to avoid unnecessary anger!" hana said softly, Rafa was stunned to see Hana. He never thought Hana could think that far. Avoiding Lisa is not a thing to do.

"Hana, isn't there a little bit of your trust in me? Are you still not sure of my love for you? Not once, not twice even hundreds of times I told you. I love you, there will be no other woman in my life. Not Lisa, not any other woman. So why are you still jealous of my relationship with Lisa? You seem to be showing me so much doubt!" rafa said softly, Hana shuffled forward. Without warning she hugged Rafa. Rebat Rafa is surprised when Hana is aggressive towards him.

"Sir Rafa, I never doubted your love. Instead I trust you so much. You're too precious, so I'm too afraid to lose you. I love you so much, I'm probably naive. But that's how I feel. I'm not Rafa's brother who is able to show affection in front of everyone. I'm just a woman who loves you in silence. Love that never seemed to be there for you. How long will Brother Rafa accept my silence. One day, Rafa will stay away and think I never loved you. I'm Hana a simple woman who's been locked up in a fear of loss all her life. One by one the people I loved left me. I don't want you to leave, I really love you!" hana said softly, her hands hugged Rafa tightly. The same attitude was done by Rafa. A warm embrace, without thinking of wanting to separate.

"Darling, I don't want to lose you or our baby. But if this baby is not our fortune. How wise, we reveal him. I don't want you to be tormented by this pregnancy!" said Rafa, Hana shook her head in Rafa's arms.

"He's my son, I won't kill my own son. I will fight to keep him, not to accept the written path. But as long as she's still breathing in my womb. I will continue to fight, for the sake of her being born perfect. All I leave to HIM, only Allah SWT has the right to decide and take it back. For all that is in this world, will only return to HIM!" hana said, Rafa nodded slowly. Hana releases her embrace, the blink of an eye Hana kisses Rafa's cheek. Rafa's eyes are rounded to receive Hana's kiss.

"Darling, you kissed me. Am I dreaming? Or there will be a bitter taste that I feel after the sweetness of your kiss!" said Rafa in disbelief, Hana nodded slowly. Rafa glared at Hana. Rafa looked down listlessly at Hana's nod.

"I want to ask your permission to temporarily stay in grandfather's village. I want to live quietly there. At least until my pregnancy stabilized. I want to live with our memories. The village where we are united will be the quietest place for me!"

"I've guessed, sweetness before bitter taste. You always make me happy, then in an instant make me sad. I'll let you go, but you won't go alone. I'll come with you. You'll get jealous when you're away from me. You are there and Lisa is here" said Rafa coldly.

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