STEADFASTNESS OF LOVE
Forgive or Leave

The shining sun welcomes a bright morning. The sound of sparrows unpretentious to each other presents the strands of life. The warm rays of the sun give the spirit to live a long day. As bright as the sun this morning, as bright as that was the face of my little girl.

Last night my little girl was back with the sky. Annisa decides to stay with Naufal, but not with the Wirawan family. It was the first time Naufal had made such a big decision. He decided to leave the Wirawan family home. Naufal bought a simple house, for him and Annisa. His relationship with Salsa is getting better. Naufal had already declared his intention to marry Salsa. But honestly Naufal said. He wanted to marry for Salsa, but his heart was not yet able to accept Salsa completely.

Naufal promises to learn to love Salsa. With complete trust, Salsa will wait for Naufal's love. Not the love of a man. But his affection for Annisa was already too great and deep. Salsa did not want to be separated from Annisa. Since Salsa was close to Annisa, Annisa's mulan has since become independent of Hana. Instead, Hana's condition is changing.

Life is like a dream in a long sleep. We can never dream the same as anyone else. Because everyone has a different path. A person's hand line will not be the same, one with the other. All have been arranged according to His decree, HE is the owner of the life of the most just giver of decree.

A beautiful or scary dream, will end as we wake up from the dream. So is our life. Happy and alternating, will disappear as time goes on. As servants of faith, sometimes we forget the blessings we have. Relaxedly and wailing we complain about the test. But when we are happy, sometimes we forget the word gratitude. What a harmony of life that will always spin and keep turning. Will stop when the body is no longer alive.

It was like a scary dream. Hana heard a reality that twisted her life 180°. Happiness that ever existed, as if it was destroyed without a trace. A love that springs to heart. Replacing disappointment and anger. The reality that changed Hana was full of love, worried about love and her heart. A closed fact, as if to show himself. Telling Hana, she had been played with a soul mate who had been adrift.

Hana seemed to be broken unceremoniously. All destroyed is unfilled. Love leaves a real wound and doubt. Sincere affection turns into such deep disappointment. The smile on Hana's face changed with tears. All the sweet memories, vanishing into memory of his parents' flowing blood.

A bright, cloudy sun graced Hana's heart and life. Today is where both of his parents died? The same day Hana learned a reality that had been kept tight for years. A memory that Hana wanted to bury with the bodies of her parents. The fact that Hana intentionally wanted to forget, now played beautifully in her mind. While grasping the mound of land where both parents are staying. Hana remembers every piece of Rafa and Adrian's words. A Fact is unearthed by Rafa, who accidentally backfires for his family.

FLASHBACKS

After dinner, Hana went to bed early. Why did his head suddenly turn? Hana's feeding napsu is much reduced. Even ASI for Fathan started not smoothly. Seeing the condition of Hana who experienced a decline. Hana began to give formula milk and MPA, so that the growth and development of Fathan is not hampered.

Rafa was a little agitated at the condition of Hana who was getting weaker and weaker for a long time. Salsa was always looking for a way, for Hana to be ready to eat. Rafa starts to limit Hana's movements. She forbids Hana from leaving the house without her. As busy as Rafa is, he'll be there when Hana needs him.

At about 22:00 pm, Hana woke up and saw Fathan falling asleep next to her. Hana circulated her gaze, she did not see Rafa. Actually Hana wanted to say something. Hana searches for Rafa, who wants to take her on a pilgrimage to her parents' grave.

"Rafa, you sure want to know about the accident that hit you a few years ago. I think you better forget about that. After all, your family has completed it in a family manner. Didn't they say, there were no casualties!" adrian said restlessly, Rafa can catch Adrian's anxiety. A look in the doubtful eye tells the truth. A fact he wanted to know.

For years Rafa has been trying to find out about the fateful accident that happened to him. The accident occurred a few days after the death of his mother. At that time Rafa was emotional, without a second thought he was driving his papa's car. As for Rafa, he was negligent who ended up crashing into a motorcycle. Rafa's condition isn't okay either. After hitting a motorcycle. Rafa slammed the steering wheel to the left. His car hit a roadblock. Rafa was pretty badly hurt. About a week later Rafa was unconscious. When Rafa realizes he intends to meet the victim he hit. But his family forbid, everything has been resolved properly. His family said there were no casualties. After the incident, Rafa heads overseas to study. His family deliberately covered up the facts that happened.

"I'm asking you to investigate, not give an opinion. I just wanted to make sure, that grandpa said an honesty. I want to know the real situation. I honestly doubt they're okay. The Prawira family hid the truth from me!" said Rafa Lirih, Adrian increasingly anxious to hear the words of Rafa. A few days ago, Rafa told Adrian to specifically find out what happened to Rafa. Tomorrow is the deadline given by Rafa, right when the incident happened.

"Maybe they finished it well. Everything is covered from you, so that you do not fall and worry. I think something that's been buried for a long time, you don't need to dig. So that no more hearts will be hurt. The proof all along, no one has sued you or the Prawira family!" adrian said, Rafa shook his head weakly. Since marrying Hana, Rafa seems to be a personal feeling. He doesn't want to hurt anyone else. Rafa delves into his past, so he can apologize to the victim who Rafa accidentally hit.

"If you can't find it. I'll ask someone else to find out. It's enough that I've been silent about receiving the same excuse every year. I need to find out who the victim is and how he is doing now?" rafa said firmly, Adrian shook his head weakly. With a shaking hand, Adrian gave a file. Rafa stared fixedly at the file that Adrian had placed. After a moment of silence, Adrian took a deep breath. As if what you want to say is very important. Something that will make everything change.

"Rafa, whatever it says. Please treat all wisely. The accident happened without you intentionally. All this time it's been buried, I hope it stays the same. After you know the truth. Please keep quiet, don't bring it up again. Especially in front of Hana. Your family is happy, don't be ruined by the past!" adrian said softly, Rafa looked at Adrian who was very anxious. Rafa reads the file Adrian gave. He wanted to see Hana's connection to the accident that had occurred.

Adrian sees his best friend destroyed. Rafa put his head on the table. He was angry and disappointed in himself. Guilt is now replaced with the fear of losing Hana forever. Adrian stood up to Rafa. Patting his back slowly, Adrian seemed to want to say everything would be fine.

"Adrian, what should I do now? I wanted to apologize, but I was afraid of losing Hana forever. He is the most precious treasure of my life, but it is I who snatch happiness from his life. I am the one who made him live a long life. I'm the one who took both of his parents. This hand, the hand that hit both of his parents. I'm the one who made Hana suffer!" rafa said softly, his hands clenched. Adrian continues to support Rafa, saying if all will be well.

Pyarrrrrs

"I'm a murderer, I killed Hana's parents. I'm the one who snatched the smile on his face. I...aaaaaaa!" rafa shouted hysterically, shortly after Rafa threw the laptop in front of him. Instantly Adrian pulls Rafa's body, Adrian hugs Rafa tightly. Adrian doesn't want Hana to hear all Rafa's words. But all too late, without them realizing Hana was behind the door.

Deg Deg Deg

Hana's heart was beating violently, her body was limp and fell. Like a lightning bolt that breaks his heart and soul. Hana's bones crumbled, unable to stand. A reality that Hana never wanted to know. Hana's tears fell like rain, a great storm fell on Hana's life. There was no longer any sunlight in his heart. His eyes and heart were dark, a bolt of lightning striking his body. Hana held onto her chest, claustrophobic unable to breathe anymore. It all seems hard for Hana to live. A shadow of blood flowing from his parents' body. Tears that were then shed. It was as if all a lie, when Hana realized she was living full of luxury and happy with Rafa. Laughter created as an insult to the departure of his parents. The love he gave Rafa. Like salt on the wound, only the pain felt now.

"What did I hear today? I wish this was all a dream. It wasn't Rafa's brother who hit mom and dad. He's not the one who accidentally made me live. Is my marriage in exchange for my solitude? Could my happiness be a substitute for sadness and flowing tears? Why does Rafa have to be the one driving the car? Why should he be my husband now? Why Oh God? Servants are just ordinary women, capable of hating and being hurt. Can I now look at his face? If in his face I can see the blood of the old man! Every time I hear his voice. It was as if I had heard the pain of my parents. Her breathing will no longer make me comfortable. A breath that reminds me of my parents' disappearing breath. Oh my God, if this is a dream. Wake the servant, indeed in the dream the servant is not able to. Especially if this is all real, I really can't!" hana Palu, leaning on the door of Rafa's study. With a gontai move, Hana tried to stand up and move away from Rafa. He walked slowly to his room. Wishing all he heard was a dream.

"Rafa, stop yelling. Hannah will hear everything. You're not the only one who's gonna get hurt. Hana's hurt a lot more than you. Calm down, we'll tell Hana. When everyone is calm. Think Fathan, don't let your family be ruined. He doesn't need you two. I'm sure Hana will forgive you. For the sake of Fathan your son!" adrian said right in Rafa's ear. Rafa's body is limp, his bones crumble as he learns of a terrible reality. The path of destiny is testing their love. Rafa falls to the floor, Adrian immediately supports Rafa's body. He takes Rafa to the sofa, Adrian gives him a glass of water. Let Rafa calm down a little.

"I ruined Hana's life. His loneliness and solitude, all because of me!" said Rafa Lirih, Adrian looked down regretful to find out about the accident. Now Rafa must live in fear, the fear of losing Hana if he finds out the truth. Suddenly Rafa stood up, he ran towards the room. Rafa wants to apologize to Hana. The woman he loved, accidentally lived a kara kareba kareba kalai.

Tap Tap Tap

There was the sound of Rafa running towards the room. Hana wiped her tears. Hana immediately covered her entire body with a blanket. Hana drowned her head under the bolster. So that Rafa doesn't see her tears.

Upon arrival in the room, Rafa sat down right beside the bed. Rafa looked at Hana's back. The back that has to work hard lives its own life without parents. Rafa's hand shook touching Hana's body. A body that accidentally lives in misery due to its negligence in the past. Hana who felt Rafa's touch, suddenly felt her whole body stiff. It felt like Hana was running away from the touch that used to feel warm to her.

"Dear, I'm sorry. No one else has to take responsibility for you and your hardships. I'm the one who's supposed to protect you, be the reason for your grief. I'm the one who broke the smile on your face. I'm the one who made you live full of tears. Now I can see your face. You are the one who wounds your heart. Can I hold you. Instead I am the cause of bitterness in your life. I was wrong, but can I get an apology from you. At least for the sake of our son and the love between us. If life with me is too hard as a wife. Stay by my side to hate me, in return for my negligence. Your hatred is so much better than I had to lose you. Your anger will be the fresh breeze of my life. For your distance will be a storm that destroys me. I'm sorry, sorry for my negligence. Honey, if this is a test in our marriage. I'd much better lose all my treasure. I can't stand being tested by losing you!" rafa whispered softly, Hana was stunned to hear Rafa's words. But the heart hurts too much. Just silence that Hana is able to do, hating Rafa will be difficult, with Rafa as if it is impossible.

FLASH BACK OFF

Hana stared at the two gravestones lined up. Nothing Hana can think of. Living with Rafa, as if he was happy about the passing of his parents. Staying away from Rafa, like he killed himself and his son. Rafa's love makes Hana weak as well as fragile. No Hana is strong, dares to face the world. Hana was no longer able to stand. Hana kissed the two headstones, where Hana groaned.

"Dad.mom.must I hate the one who keeps you away from me. Or am I forgiving him for his love and affection for me. To be honest, your departure is not entirely his fault. It was as if he wanted to put himself in that position. I know your departure is entirely a path of destiny that I have to go through. But keep quiet and consider him innocent, it's impossible to do. Hating him and living in revenge, I really can't. Which path should I choose? Forgive or leave!" hana Pilu's Inner.