An Overdose of Love
Is this the wrong or right choice
The hand can no longer bear to hold the umbrella while it was always moving due to the wind that was so strong. The rain that was so swift had washed over my body, when this self was peering over this life choice. The river water that is so swift flowing does not make my voice shrink to immediately retreat. The melted tears have flowed mixed into one with raindrops. I stared at the dark cloud ceiling that seemed so dark, by looking up my head to try to wonder at the impulse of a suicidal heart.
"Oh sky and rain, do I have to do this for the happiness of others? Can I do all this while I'm not yet able to do all this? I'm so fragile now, I really can't face the circle of life I'm going through in the future. Oh rain, help me to answer all this turmoil!" my grunts in my heart when I worry about committing suicide.
"Why are you silent, rain? Is your silence also pertinent to provide a solution for me? The sound of the wind blowing by your rain aura, has now managed to whisper something to me until I understand what is the right answer to all of this?" the heart has been steady.
"I have to do all this, so that everyone is happy and not troubled by despicable people like me, which always makes them troubled because of my behavior? Yes, I have to do this," I said inwardly with tears in the river, which unceasingly flowed down my cheeks at the same time as the rain.
My anxiety disappeared instantly, as whispers in my ear were present to help me commit suicide immediately. Feet have stepped past the iron barrier of the river, which looks like the river is increasingly muddy the water. Netra tried to look once again at the bottom of the river that had flowed so quickly mixed with rainwater. The body had begun to tremble while staring down, but the heart's intense intention did not undo my intention to immediately kill myself. Before actually plunging down, the hand was still busy holding the iron barrier belonging to the river.
"I'm sorry Ma, pa, brother Adrian. Your services that have cared for and loved me will never be forgotten even though we will be in a different nature that is for my death," I said in my heart with a heart that has been slashed back in memory of my beloved family.
"I'm sorry Adrian, who cannot keep the trust you have placed in me. I love you so much but what more, when sister Yona has been chosen by God to be your life partner. I'm sorry brother, I love you more than my life, but this is the answer to all the intertwined stories of our lives due to not being able to unite. Maybe I won't be able to touch you again, but hopefully I can be with you even if our world is different. Thank you brother Adrian, I love you," I said sadly with tears that were ceaselessly flowing.
The heart seemed empty in the silence of the voice.
It's only breathing that I can hear now.
I was burning, I was thirsty, I was tormented.
I so have a suffocating breath.
Hate and love are the most beautiful memories in my heart.
Yet all had been smashed to pieces as he could not hold tightly to his hand.
The burning heart has now been discolored by hatred.
Everyone has come and gone.
And this is the story of love clapping our hands together, which is cut off from this mortal world.
You and I were the ones who had been sincerely stopped by this separation.
I will no longer be able to why you and touch you.
Forgive me and thank you my dear brother, Brother Andrian.
The rain kept pouring down on my body. But I don't care about it all, because the main goal is in sight to end it all. I slowly removed my hand from the iron barrier, with my steps slowly beginning to advance. Even the empty gazes that had been present could only look towards the trees on the banks of the river.
The wind was so strong that this light body had wavered to the right, as if to support me to end this life immediately. I put the right foot first so that the body loses balance so that it quickly splashes into the river.
"I'm sorry .. sorry .. sorry .. I'm sorry the person who loves me. Good bye everyone. I will miss you, I miss you," said I who was now ready to let go of the right leg so that I could get into the river as soon as possible.
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