An Overdose of Love
Arrival On the Playground (SEASON 2)
Tok .. tok, the door of the child's room has been knocked.
Ceklek, without asking again I opened his room.
"Can you, Mother come in?" ask while poking his head inside, down and see the situation in the room.
"Ehh, there's Mommy. Just come in" he replied.
Naya was relaxing sitting on the mattress, while her hands were busy editing some colorful paper.
"What to do, baby!" Attitude approached him.
"Here, Naya again there is a duty from school, Mother."
"Ooh, you're a ngak, nih!."
"No, Mother. Just an ordinary task. Naya can finish quickly and easily."
"Goodoo. Mother's child is now smart to be independent," Hands directly scramble the child's hair.
"Oh yes, Mommy has a request for this same as you, but do not know agree what not!" Doubt fear of rejection.
"What request, Mother?" Naya was still busy with her task, but her mouth could casually answer.
"There are friends of Mother who want to take us for a walk, but Mother does not have the heart to leave you alone, because she wants to spend this vacation time with you" he explained.
"Well, really? Not that it's good. Mommy take it, Naya will definitely come."
"What did you say just now?" Shocked at not believing.
"Yes, Mother. It is not good to refuse someone's invitation, especially it is your own friend. Some of us have not been traveling together for a long time because Mother is always busy working" he said heartbreakingly.
"I'm sorry, Mother, baby. After adulthood, you will know the reason why Mother does this. You do not be sad this way, because Mother does not want to see the child Mother shed tears again," The hands that began to be rough, have removed the slow drop of dew that fell on her face.
I just hugged his body. It feels quite guilty to also let go of the child's hand, so that he can live comfortably with his grandmother and grandfather. The deep guilt is excruciating, and perhaps this is the only way to replace the presence of Adrian's brother in the middle of their family, namely by sacrificing Naya to live in this house.
Because Naya has agreed to come, then we are both now ready with neat clothes. Before we leave, Chandra I'll tell you first. Fortunately Mama brother Adrian agreed and did not dispute my proposal invite out.
"We go first, Ma!" pamit wants to leave.
His back hand we immediately kissed the takzim.
"Yes, Son. Careful streets. Take good care of Naya."
"Yes, Ma. Surely it's. Bye .. bye."
"Yes, bye .. bye."
Waving hands has happened. We both entered Adrian's car, with a private driver.
Minutes and seconds have passed. After a few hours struggling with the streets, finally the destination has arrived as well. The driver asked to wait, because he did not know if we would play fast or long on the rides, he was afraid that the slow driver came even troublesome Chandra later.
"Come, boy!" take me to Naya, who's holding her hand.
"Yes, Mother."
We walked in tandem. The feet are quite slow, because they try to balance the steps of small children. The look on Naya's face looked very happy. Maybe it has not been invited out for a long time, even if just breathing fresh air.
"Are you happy, son?" ask curiously.
"Yes, Mother. Naya's really happy."
The face has swept to the left right, but never found the figure of Chandra. Forced the device to be removed from the handbag, to find out where Chandra is now.
[Oh, you've come. I'm the same Rara's been in a position rather entered in this playground. You guys go straight, I'll see my position]
[Oh that. Yes, I have just followed there, because my position is still far away near the main door]
[Ok 'lah, I wait]
[G]
Tut .. tut, the call is finally over. Just step straight towards the direction Chandra just now.
Because many visitors who come, then the eyes must be observant looking for the figure of a handsome man named Chandra. Many passersby blocked the view, so they were forced to push the people a little to get a little out of the way, and I could freely know where Chandra was waiting for us now.
"Hey .. hey, Karin! Here ... here," Chandra's voice called out.
A wave of hands to get there began to appear, so without wasting time responding back to the wave.
"I'm sorry if you're late!" I said when I was near Chandra.
"Yes, it's okay. I just came, too, 'cause."
The weirdness began to happen when Naya was so strong she clasped my hand.
"This is the kid you said you called?" chandra asked with her pointer towards Naya who was standing next to me.
"Yes, this is my son."
"Beautiful as you are."
"Hm."
"Hi, pretty. Om can contact you," Chandra has squatted to align her body to be the same height as Naya.
Again, Naya's attitude was so strange as a frightened person. In the end, Naya hid behind me. Chandra instantly stared at this face with a puzzled look.
"Why are you, baby? Om Chandra, want your acquaintance," asked already astonished.
Her little hands were so firm my clothes. With the face beginning to be buried between the cloths.
"Astagfirullah, is Naya now really scared," muttered when she remembered something.
Not long after a sobbing began to sound roar. In the end I stood up, now the squat follow aligns on Naya's body as well.
"What's up, baby?" The hand wiped the tears.
"That's .. that's Dad, Mommy!" her crying broke.
Eyes tried to look at Chandra and our eyes met.
"Oh, you understand."
"Don't be sad anymore. Mother, know what you mean. Now remove your tears, it's not good Naya is big and beautiful like this cry, later can be ridiculed by others," capak trying to calm the child.
A small nod has been present. His body immediately embraced tightly, as if this chest began to be tight, when Naya thought that Chandra was the father who had been close to him all along.
"What's up, Karin? Is there anything that your son does not like, that makes him sad and scared?" Chandra has been kepo.
"Later I'll explain, but we better both pull over first. A lot of people passed us by, right! We're afraid we'll get hit later" I suggested.
"Ok 'lah, then. We will pull over all, while looking at what rides are suitable for us to ride later," he replied.
"All right, then."
The four of us pulled each other over, clutching our own children's hands. Chandra's facial expression seemed astonished and confused, but he understood that his mouth was still tightly closed.
So heavy it feels to want to explain that his face is very similar to the former person who fills this heart space, but all must be explained so that there is no misunderstanding later.