An Overdose of Love
The streets, part 1
The pain I felt, when the heart was so broken by an unattainable love. All can only resign and accept all these circumstances, maybe let time answer them all.
"I'll try to learn to let you go, Karin. Maybe from the beginning we could not be destined together. I may be just a stupid human being who is too much to expect to come back to you, but the reality is even inversely proportional so painful, that the soul is already floating there is no sense of spirit anymore. Oh, my God, should I leave, that she might be happy with her own choice of heart?" a heart that is so upset.
It's always hoped for better in that future, but in reality it's just a dream. Maybe the delivery man is better than this self, so Karin is more concerned with choosing Chris.
"Hey, Son. What was? Mama see from earlier you daydream," he called slapping my shoulder slowly.
"Hhehehe, yes Ma. Adrian is indeed daydreaming, because the mind is so dizzy thinking about the relationship with Karin, which is real in front of the eyes will run aground here alone," I replied lethargic.
"Heeeh, matters of the heart can not be forced excessively, because fear if you force even Karin will hate you more, son. You try to be patient first and slowly melt his heart" he advised.
"Maybe it can, Ma. But in reality Karin is now closing the door of her heart for Adrian to come in" I replied in despair.
"Maybe you can't have his heart or be together, but only one mother's pinta, which is never to lose your responsibility to give love to your son Naya, Naya, because he needs a real father figure, "he asked.
"Yes, Ma. God willing."
"Oh, yeah. Mama has bought tickets for four people, so we can take the streets of Karin and Naya. Hopefully, with this path, your relationship is still tightly intertwined even though Karin's heart you can't get," Mama's idea.
"Well, that's good, Ma. Let's hope what you plan to do goes well" I said with a happy smile.
"Yes, Son. Hopefully with this event your family is happy, even though there are no real household ties," he said praying.
"Yes, Ma. I hope so."
The heart feels happy that no longer feels, when the biological mother has given way, so that we can be together for the holidays. But my heart feels very stubborn if you are afraid Karin does not want to be invited, because there is myself who participated also in the plan Mama.
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The expected day has come as well. Fortunately, Mama had a brilliant idea that did not directly invite Karin, but through Naya first to inevitably the Karin finally participated in the trap of Mama's plan.
"Wah ... wow, om handsome really want to invite Naya to play there? That's a really nice place, Om!" asked Naya who looked very happy, when she saw the windmill vehicle was visible from a distance.
"Yes, honey. Om handsome indeed invites Naya to the playground, because it wants to please Naya. How's it? Do you like it?" answer Mama.
"Yes, Oma. Naya likes it," she replied casually as she perched sitting on Mama's lap.
"Oh yeah, baby. Don't call Om handsome as Om, dong! But call him Dad, yeah!" tell Mama.
"Yes, Oma. Although Naya now calls him Om handsome, but from yesterday Naya has considered Om handsome as Dad, so now Naya will soon be easy to call him as Dad. Can you please, Dad?" ask babble Naya.
"Of course you can, baby!" I replied smiling kindly while driving the car steering wheel to enter the parking lot.
After quite a long chat occurred, without feeling the four of us finally came also to the main door of the intended game vehicle. Already seen a lot of people passing by, because this is Sunday until it looks already crowded visitors, to immediately enjoy this playground.
Not wanting to escape from Naya, her tiny hands kept on me tightly walking first, who did not care about Karin who walked behind her alone, while Mama followed in my and Naya's footsteps, with a smile that can not be separated continue to show happiness.
One by one we have tried. Our laughter in togetherness, never ceasing to continue to radiate happiness. It feels like this is the reality of a family that has been knitted, but in reality only the family pretenses in front of Naya alone, which is to make her heart continue to be happy.
I also have no shame anymore, when following the behavior of Naya who ate ice cream straws, because as long as the baby is happy then this self will also feel happy. Duh, so happy when all day is fun to enjoy this atmosphere. Karin's face seemed to continue to smile wryly, maybe it was upset because my actions continued to spoil Naya relentlessly.
"Dad ... dad, here. Let's see that," Naya said.
I who was originally willing to step forward, have now turned around to follow the steps of the little one, when his hand was so strong it was interesting to immediately follow his steps. It seems that a lot of people have been crowded watching a show, where many spectators laugh freely with cheerful cheers excitedly.
"Dad, Naya wants that gift?" Point it to a pink doll that is so large, that its size looks almost as big as an adult.
"No way, baby. It was a very extreme race, Mommy does not allow," declined said Karin gave understanding.
"Well, Mother. But Naya wanted that," she said disappointedly.
"Did Naya really want that? 'And I'll be able to buy it when I get home from here, '" I bargained as Naya began to cry, who was forced to gather herself together with her little body.
Just a small nod and a sobbing cry, in response to Naya actually wanting the doll.
"You guys are nothing, anyway. Cook the persuasion and obey the request of the child just not becus," complained Mama angry.
"here, baby. Just like grandma. Mother's father will soon win the race and soon get the prize" said Mama to calm the baby.
"Really, Oma?" ask Naya who stopped crying.
"Yes, baby."
A cloudy face has a rain, immediately stopped because Mama is good at persuading.
"You guys why are you so dumb. Cepetan join the list of the race, before it will be full of participants," tell Mama impatient.
"But, Ma!" said Karin who looks heavy according to him.
"There's no buts, Karin. Do you want to be humiliated by your own child, due to his constant crying. No, huh? So now you go there," said Mama.
We both just look at each other awkwardly, because where can follow the race in a pair, which the woman must be carried by her partner behind the back.
When it has stepped registration, the heart feels pause jedug no longer because of its shape, because the first time this self will hold Karin's body.