An Overdose of Love
He Gives Spirit. Season 2
Hearts can be broken. Yes, the heart can be broken. Sometimes thinking it would be better if we die when they want it, but we don't want to do it. Calmness should be required, but will this fragile self be able to get through?.
Love is like the wind
You can't see it, but you can feel it.
Can't we move if there's a distance?
Love each other when there is space?
Love will bring two people closer together.
But don't want to suffocate love.
Love our expectations about someone
But what is the power if destiny always turns.
Until your memories will always be measured beautifully in the mind.
So torturing ...
When you're apart, but it's a decision.
To reach for the grip
But will it be this hard again the obstacle between us.
"Why do your words hurt me so much? Wouldn't you be willing to say that?" A sad heart.
"You're okay, aren't you, Karin?" ask Chandra when I'm daydreaming.
"Yes, I'm good." Flat answers.
"I look at you like you're thinking, is this all about that guy?."
Chandra was already suspicious, and the guess was correct.
"Little."
"It means right my guess. Is she your lover?"
"Not a lover, but he used to be my former future priest."
"Oh, so. Why could it be an ex, is this related to papa Naya?"
Chandra asked a lot. Probably curious, and now might be the time for him to know.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Hmm, as I thought. If you already know that Papa Naya died, why don't you continue on to a more serious level?."
"I understand your position very well."
The drink we ordered had not been touched at all by me, while Chandra had almost half been inhaled. Sitting in the cafe, making us talk freely. Quite a lot of visitors too. Fortunately we came still in a quiet state, so we could keep the seats available when it now looks full.
"Yes, Chan."
Spagetti's order is coming. Only Chandra ordered. He was offered but refused, because his head was filled with Chris' name and shadow.
"It's not wrong to hear there mention abroad, have you been separated?"
"You can say that."
"really it. Even we've barely met for three years."
"From the look in your eyes still implies love for each other. Is my guess right?" Chandra's been interrogating like detectiv.
"I can't answer the truth."
"Ok, okay. But from mimicry and body language it looks really, if you still want a man named Chris earlier. You have to find out if it was really her fiance, because it seems forced to pronounce all that. From the woman, her face was shocked when Chris said the word fiance."
It was unexpected that Chandra had a lot of expertise, even now can guess like a psychic from seeing the style of speech alone.
"Well, how dare I do that, while Chris himself said that they were engaged."
"Try it first, who knows he's just lying. He seems sincere to love you, so do not let you regret in the future, if regardless of the grip of the heart that once served you. He looks a nice guy and fits you perfectly. Go after him before it's too late. Their new fiancee has not yet reached the serious stage of marriage, there must be a chance for you to repair and continue the intertwined romance," Chan's advice enthusiastically encourages.
"But I doubt and fear." Head immediately bowed.
"Not be afraid. Trust your heart that everything will be fine. Rise back up and never despair of getting it all. Nothing is impossible if you try. Do it, do not despair first before you move to get back the heart he had given. Be happy, you deserve that. I'm here for you."
Seyuman is so peaceful. Chandra patted my arm that was lying helplessly on the table. Again his adult speech was very soothing to the soul.
A shadow seemed to be coming out of his body. A similar face seems to have reminded me of the figure I love half dead, namely brother Adrian.
"Are you in Chandra's body now, brother? He was unceasingly encouraging for me. If that's you, does this mean you want me to be happy with your enemy first. Is this what you've wanted all along?" a heart that looks carefully at Chandra's face.
His advice was so subtle and piercing penetrating in the basic recesses of the heart. Awareness of depression begins to return to normal.
Chandra always says no more looking back, because it will make the heart obstructed can not forget old memories that will continue to torture. Keep walking ahead, and never stop because maybe that's where true happiness can uncover the puzzle of life so far.
"What about my opinion?"
"Emm, I'll try later."
"Good then. Then you dare to go forward without any more fear. I'm here as your friend, only to encourage and pray. May you find the way of happiness again. If you can forget everything. Keep excited about the future."
Chandra's hand has been lifted up, like a man ready to fight for panco, but this is another story that gives encouragement.
Gratitude does not go away I keep saying, because God always sends good-natured people to manage a life that was messy.
Chandra besides being handsome, his morals are also good. Unlike other men, who certainly when close to a woman like me will definitely play nimble and serobot. This is different and different, he is more concerned with his maturity and his small family. His love for his wife is so strong, and had said the angel in his heart it will never be replaced by anyone, until death comes.