An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>>Buzzling Views
The night is crawling in the middle of the night, but the eyes feel reluctant to be closed. The head is now filled with shadows Ana said. His voice continued to loudly protest in his ear. I don't know why I feel so upset, what I have to do, and it feels like he hates me so much now.
It is a regret that continues to come haunting, for all my words that will not be easy to forgive.
The worry so penetrated my heart, the heart felt increasingly beating violently due to anxiety.
God knows what is best for his servant. Really do not let this self will sob cry, because a regret of love that has been awakened but has been lost.
"For my handsome boss!" sapa Rudi my secretary when this self is early in the office.
"Morning too" behind my broom.
The face is ambiguous. No expression of anything. The head kept circling around thinking about something. The index finger stands straight.
"Kok his face looks bent so, usually happy .. happy and continue to be very happy with Salwa," said Rudi.
I still didn't comment on Rudi's remarks. Just a quick glance confirmed that he was trying to ring out. White water that had been idle at the table began to gulp. The whipping thirst made the water a victim of my ferocity by gulping it all down.
"What the hell, Boss. There's a problem 'is it the same Salwa?" sumbuh asked.
"We're doing fine. There's something else I'm thinking about and it makes me so dizzy" I replied with eyes glaring down the street from the company's glass.
Many vehicles have been densely crawling to compete with their respective activities. It was different for me to be busy thinking about something. Hands in both pockets of pants. Successfully hid all my anxiety.
"Keep why early in the morning pout so? Like that tangled thread," Rudi tried to investigate.
"My mind is dizzy and I'm afraid to think about Ana!" my clear.
"Huh, Ana? Didn't I hear this wrong."
"Yes Ana. You're not wrong."
"Indeed why? Emm, does the Boss remember anything about him?" rudi asked which surprised me a bit.
"You mean? Remember how this is?" I really don't understand.
"Yes so 'lah. I mean, the boss now does she remember the memories with Ana? Didn't you not recognize her because you were amnesiac!" rudi's explanation.
"What's? amnesia?" The surprise is still confusing.
Beyond suspicion there are facts that still cannot be digested. How could I be healthy walfiat like this could get sick according to what Rudi is throwing now.
"Yes. It's been eight months the boss doesn't know?" ask Rudi again.
"I didn't know Rudi, and you never told me. How the hell did this happen?" Lesbian answers.
"Yes, 'cause there was an accident on you yesterday."
"Beyond? I don't remember at all, yeah."
During these few months a lot of emptiness approached. There is no spirit of life. It all feels lonely. Wonder also what happened, when I was always cheerful now continue in gloom.
"Yes, the Boss does not know, because it is busy continuously mixing love with Salwa" he said again.
"Ciiih, you are!" Decih does not like.
"Indeed why? Indeed, the reality is so, it has been proven before our eyes. Do you want to avoid it now?" tell me the truth Rudi.
"That's dong! So what are you going to do and think about now?" ask Rudi who started confusing me.
"Entah Rudi, I also feel touched myself. I seemed to be curious about my relationship with Ana, but unfortunately this self really does not remember a single one of her," I explained full of anxiety.
The conversation gets serious. Maybe confiding with Rudi will bring a speck of information.
"You just slow down, do not be too pushy, it could be fatal if you force it. And one day you will surely remember it. Start from the little things. Moreover, start to keep distance with Salwa if you want to know the truth about Ana," Rudi encouraged.
"Should it be so?."
"If you can not divorce Ana first, because you were full of struggle to get it, which is after six years of separation and looking for it everywhere" added Rudi.
"Certainly that?" I just can't believe it.
"Yes my boss, baby."
"Ciih dear. Your head's peyang. The head can float," ketus do not like.
"Hahahaha, if my head drifts, the first thing I meet and ghost is you, Boss. Hahaahaha" Laughter Rudi satisfied.
"Based on ghosts lack of work, is there really no one else you pursue for you haunt? Like your girls are that?" Temptation full of curiosity.
"If they are definitely not dong! Beautiful cooks want to be disturbed, baby. The boss' pants are 'tuh who must be haunted because he likes to hurt people, let kapok and know the taste, hahahaa" Imbuh managed to mock.
Haaap, a paper I threw right into Rudi's mouth as he laughed in satisfaction.
"Eat that paper to be full, let your scornful mouth stop!" My frustration.
"Paper cook like this at the meal, give me a steak or burger cake! Don't paper like this, you don't know," ketus Rudi said.
"If you want to be good, buy it yourself. I can only let you eat paper, hahahhah." Behind my laughter managed to prank Rudi.
"E'eehh, wait a minute. Is that really what you said?."
Still can't believe it. From now on will interrogate Rudi in detail.
"Yes, Boss. You loved him so much yesterday. Even you will be willing to do anything to make her happy. Until jumping into the ravine if Ana asks for sure you will do," explained Rudi.
"Really up to it!" I said I don't believe anymore.
"Rudi's handsome boy once lied, anyway!."
"Ciiih, handsome from hongkong. Face mediocre and playboy so proud," said I'm not happy.
"Hhahaha, let's not be handsome but the wallet is pretty thick 'mah! Girls even to ask to be dated with me you know," explained Rudi full of arrogance.
"They're not interested in dating you, but ask to break up because they can't stand your playboy attitude, hahaha."
"You're a cruel boss, you don't like to see happy friends."
Rudi looked upset at me. My lips were still not happy with what I said just now.
"Not that, Rudi. I don't want you to keep falling apart from hurting women" I said slowly trying to advise her.
"Yes, Boss. Now only two girls fill my heart.
"When two 'does or a hundred, if it is enough just one woman in the heart, understand!" imbuhku.
"Siiiip, bye! It must be the Boss," replied Rudi agreeing.
The eyes returned to the street, with the mind still dizzy, as a result of looking for ways how I should recall the memories with Ana.