An Overdose of Love
Recollection

The boisterous sounds of the people outside Karin being treated, have now roused me from a deep sleep. Slowly wipe your face, to try to wake yourself from the severe drowsiness that had whack. The face now swept towards where Karin was being treated and how shocked she was to find out she was nowhere.

"Where are you, Karin?" My shock spoke inwardly, as it tried to rise to its resting place.

The eyes have seen the left right, but there is no Karin sighting now. My feet are in a hurry to look in the bathroom, because who knows, he won't bother me and my mom and go to the bathroom alone.

Tok .. tok, my bathroom door is trying to knock politely.

"Carin ... Karin?" call me.

Strangely, there is no sound at all from inside.

Braaak, I opened the door strongly by pushing it hard, because the feeling of the heart was already feeling bad.

"So, where are you?" I shouted in any direction, in the room of the hospital.

"What's up, Adrian?" asked the mother who was awake because of my loud voice calling.

"So yesterday was not in place, ma! Where is the kid? There's no way he's weakly hurt, but he's not there right now!" obviously I'm worried.

"Let's find out first, who knows he's just walking around the hospital, because he's bored in this hospital room," replied mama trying to calm me.

"Yes .. true, ma. Adrian will try to search around the hospital first," I replied agreeing with what my mother said.

Without wasting much time, now the feet immediately run here and there to try mancari. Netra had already gone around sweeping view after corner to corner. Now outside the hospital and park I was surrounded, but I did not see anyone I was looking for. It felt desperate when he hadn't found it yet.

"Where are you, Karin? Where ... aaah?" I am disappointed in my heart for not being able to find it.

I finally headed to the room where she was treated again to see my mother, who knew Karin had returned when I looked for her earlier.

"Where, ma? Is there a Karin?" much worry.

"Numbered, Adrian. Where are you really?" mama said sad because her worry was so acute.

"What if we look at hospital cctv only, ma. For who knows Karin has long gone from here without our knowledge and approval" I suggested.

"Yes .. true, Adrian. Come on!" take mama.

We also rushed to ask permission to immediately see the recording device, which could show Karin is still in this hospital. What a shock he had when he found out that Karin had actually been discharged from this hospital, which already seemed to be changing into regular clothes.

"What are you doing here, Karin? Wh why? What's your real problem, so you can do this?" I asked in my heart so troubled because the beloved adek fled without telling us.

"Let's just look at the house, who knows if your grandfather has come home because he does not feel at home here?" mama's proposal.

"Yes, ma. Let's go straight away, right said the mother earlier," I replied in agreement.

My mom and I were in a hurry to get in the car. The feeling was so unsettled, with many times the algae steering wheel of the car kept on cursing using the fingers. Faces were not focused on the streets, because in the mind now filled with a sense of concern for the existence of Karin.

Tut .. tut, the voice of the mother's device is calling.

[Cash, pa. Can you come home for a while or not? Karin is no longer in the hospital. We're heading home, 'cause who knows he's been there]

[Yes .. good ... good, ma. Papa will be sliding into the house soon]

The sound of papa's voice was also worried, when he was busy working outside our district. Weesss, so fast I drove the car, which no longer cared about the numbers that were getting longer to go up to increase speed.

Braak, the car door immediately slammed strong, regardless of the mother who just opened the car door. I quickly ran to enter the house.

"Carin ... Karin, are you home? Paskins ... Karin," I screamed and called him on.

"How, Adrian?" mama asked to follow me.

"Nothing, ma. Let's just look in his room, "I suggested.

We both did not waste time, who went straight up the stairs step by step to get to Karin's room quickly.

Brak, the door again I slammed strong.

"Heeeh, no ma!" I said lethargic that didn't see Karin.

"What is this, Adrian? Where's your brother, where's he going?" mama asked her tears.

"Mama calm down, let's wait for papa to come. Let papa decide what steps we should take to find Karin," I calmed him down by gently rubbing his arm.

"Yes, Adrian!" answer him lethargic.

We went down the stairs again to wait for the arrival of papa, sitting tense in the middle sofa room. Finally the sound of the car engine has been heard parked in the house, after a few minutes of waiting that indicates that papa has arrived.

"Where? Is there Karin in this house?" ask me impatiently as I walk into the house.

"He's not here either, pa!" mama replied sad.

"Where is the boy really? And what is he doing exactly? Why did he commit suicide yesterday? What big secret was he hiding that he was so desperate to do all this?" Papa's confusion felt strange.

"We don't know either, Pa. Why can Karin be like this" I replied weakly.

"Are we the only ones who don't know the ins and outs of detail about Karin, who when she has a big problem but she hides it," guess papa.

"Mama believes Karin is a good boy and never lies to us. We asked about Karin. How could the orphanage possibly lie to us. Oh yes, try to ask the home now, who knows Karin back there," said mama.

"That's true too, ma. Who knows Karin's there, because she misses the people there. All right papa will call there soon," replied papa agreed.

Papa has now gone far away from us, to speak calmly to the parlour. Papa sounded so lethargic when he found out the answer from that side.

"Where, pa? Is there a Karin?" ask your mom when you're done calling.

"Heeeh, it's not there, ma."

"What is this, pa? Mom was so worried about her situation. He's still not well with his wounds. Mama was so scared that Karin would commit suicide again," Mom's anxiety said.

"Alright, we'll wait for the good news" I said hoping.

Papa walked back and forth calling all his men, to immediately find Karin. I also did not escape also continue to hold tightly hands with the feeling of continuing to tremble due to worry.

"Where are you, Karin? What are you doing now? Don't you think we're so worried about you, look! Mama never stopped crying. Where are you, deck?" my question is in my heart.

"I'll excuse you again, ma. Who knows if there's a clue where Karin is right now," said I wanted to go to Karin's room because I remembered something.

"Yes, Adrian. Mama will accompany papa here only, because who knows there is new news about him," replied mama still sobbing bitterly.

"Eeem."

When I got to the room, I did not waste the opportunity to immediately find something that could be a clue, what is being hidden and where he is now. Hands continued to tear apart Karin's belongings, from the wardrobe until now looking to every shelf of the study table. One by one, I did not open the books and checked them out.

Taak, an object has fallen on the floor of a ceramic tile.

"What's this?" I was shocked when I took it.

"Isn't this-? This ... This it? This ... test object for pregnancy? Whatisthis? What does this mean?" I was in my heart confused.

"Is it true what I found? Is it true that Karin is pregnant?No. No. No way, this must be just a dream. This is impossible!" I told myself because I didn't believe it.

The longer the step back and forth, until now I was sitting limp in the mattress that Karin had been using to sleep.

"Aaah, right this is that tool. So it is true that Karin is now pregnant, but who has the heart to do this? Aaah, who ... who has the heart to do this? Aaaah" I'm angry at myself.

Kleetaaak, that thing I threw hard at the door of the room.

I don't know why the head was suddenly so dizzy it felt swirling, with the position now I sat down falling busily clutching the edges of the temple.

"Aaaaaaah," I cried with all my might

Shadow after shadow over the events of the night of the birthday, has now revealed a vague shadow over the incident. The shadow was so disgusting, when this self had dared to caress and touch Karin's skin. Mind recording has now been perfectly real when forcefully traversing the friendly body of Karin. All of that is clearly present shadowing, to make the head feel throbbing pain like it wants to break.

"Adrians ... Adrian, what's wrong with you?" mama asked surprised at my attitude that continued to hold my head.

"Aaaah, mama sakiiiiiiit! Sick ma, no pain .. pain, ma!" I screamed loudly between anger and hate.

"Astagfirullah, what is this Adrian?" ask mama to panic.

"Wait .. wait, ma. What'sthis?."

"What is this, Adrian?" ask the papa I don't know what that means.

"What is that, pa? Isn't that ... that?" answer the mother who has approached papa to welcome the question papa.

"It isn't? Aaah, no. No, this is impossible. Is this really Karin's, no .. no!" my mom sounded shocked.

"Mama, noooo!" said papa who was shocked, when suddenly the mother had drooped limp on the floor.

"Mama's okay?" ask the weak.

"Yes, pa!" answered my mother still sobbing.

"Mama, all right?" I said in shock, who immediately approached him as well.

"Say Adrian, does this really belong to Karin? What is this really about?" asked mom crying.

"Sorry .. forgive, Adrian. This is all my fault" answered me, who now also shed tears, holding tightly to his palm.

"What do you mean? Now explain everything to us. Why are you involved in this too?" tanya Papa has heard there is a stroke of emotion.

"Yes, Adrian. Tell us what is this?" cecar mama asked.

"Actually most likely Karin is indeed pregnant, because ... because-?" My voice was blocked because I couldn't explain.

"Because of what, Adrian?" ask papa curious.

"Because who did that Adrian, ma, pa!" I answered sluggishly while bowing my head.

"What's? Plaaak," My mother's anger has slapped my cheek.

"Here ...you ... Here, wake up I said! Tell me, what you just said earlier, huh!" said papa who now takes my collar for him to hold.

I could only stand resignedly while my head was bowed, not daring to look at his face which seemed to have a fiery emotion.

Bhuug, a bogeman with his hands down on his cheek.

"Is this what your parents taught you, huh! Answer?" snapped angry papa.

Bhuug, two successful blows hit the cheek.

"Come answer? What have you done to your brother, huh! Basic children do not know to be lucky, tired of papa sending you to school, but this is your brazen moral reply to take away the crown of brothers. Basic, bhuuug!" hina papa who has now repeatedly raised a fist to my face

I just kept quiet without saying much. Mama was only silent when I was beaten all out by papa, because he was busy because he was endlessly crying calling Karin's name.

"Sorry .. sorry, ma, pa! Adrian at that time was completely unconscious caliph due to the influence of berakh*h*l drink. Adrian will take full responsibility for Karin, but please .. Please forgive Adrian," said I sobbed, bowing at my papa's feet.

"Do not apologize to me, for your fault is not with us but with Karin. You don't suck much at bragging for responsibility, after all these days Karin disappeared and tried to kill herself" he replied.

"Adrian promise ... Adrian promise, pa. I'll fix all this, "I'm still sorry.

"Aaah, stop. Papa is sick of your cowardly attitude and no morals. Move over!" drive papa who has now walked out wants to leave Karin's room.

Bhugh, the voice of your body suddenly froze unconscious on the floor.

"Mama, noooo?" I cried out in shock when I found out he had fainted.

Papa who meant to leave us, now turned towards approaching the mama who was fainting. I don't know what else to do when the people closest to me are disappointed.