An Overdose of Love
Kindness advice
The shadow just keeps coming, and I don't know when I'll be tormented by this feeling. Forgetting can't, but thinking too much hurts. The beauty of the world I can no longer feel, when disappointment always comes.
"Why am I so hard to forget you, Karin. How am I supposed to learn not to remember you? Is it in a way lost memory that can save me from this feeling, really it's so torturous that it feels unable to stand up again," muttered heart that is still disappointed in Karin.
There's just a breath
When it started to choke
Eyes often refuse to close
Until I feel sorry for myself.
Now the heart is wounded
Full of heartfelt thoughts
When you start to disappear
I asked where is love now?.
Everyone has been busy
But only we are stopped from time
For a love that is beginning to feel boring
Can you feel the mess.
Destiny has now been determined
When you have pierced my heart
I don't know if I should go
When only shining love radiates from you.
"Hey, Andrian. How are you doing now?" ask Yona who suddenly looks at my company.
"Alhamdulillah, I'm good."
"Thank God that you are still good, but I noticed from yesterday that you are a lot of gloomy. What's the matter, Adrian? Are you having a problem now?" ask Yona.
"I don't have a problem, just thinking about Karin. You know for yourself, if I love her so much, but unfortunately she loves someone else. I knew yesterday was my fault, but in reality now everything is beyond repair. I've been trying to get rid of him, but unfortunately it's very difficult," I said to release the uneg-uneg stored in the heart.
"I know it's going to be hard, but try to slowly do it, because I'm sure you can. Karin seems happy with the guy, so I think you better back off to let him go. Don't you want Karin to be happy, and certainly in a way to let her go, because that's one of your efforts to make her happy even though there is heartache" said Yona was right.
"That's exactly what you said, Yona. Maybe letting go is one of my ways to make Karin happy. Our memories are so recorded clearly in the memory of the mind, that it feels unable to throw it away just like that," I said pilu.
"You're patient, Adrian. Not everything you want can be achieved for example Karin. Maybe this has become a sign of destiny for you and he for you can not unite, so you still have to be strong for this ordeal" said Yona who gave advice.
"Oh yes, if you may know if you have a candidate? May I introduce you, who knows we'll be best friends" I asked.
"Oh, what if you say. Where there is a boyfriend, from the past still this is my status is single. I haven't thought about it, because it's still busy with business" he explained.
"Ooh, good then. You have progress to change. I like you now more than ever. If I notice you're getting older," I praise.
"Aah, cook? My feelings have been this way for a long time" replied Yona kindly.
"Oh yeah, you're empty again 'just the time. What if we now pick up Naya, and take her for a walk. Do you want to?" ask me to give you an idea.
"Well, that's good. I will definitely be happy to accept your offer" Yona said casually.
"Here you go, then. Comeing! We leave now, for fear that Naya will come home first" I asked.
"All right, come on."
Finally Yona who can take the time, I took the time to pick up Naya as well as take her for a walk to the park. Somehow I am now more comfortable with Yona, although it used to be very disappointing and make eneg for her nature, now everything has changed dramatically like never before.
[I'm going to pick Naya up now for school, so you don't suck at coming to pick her up]
I sent a message to Karin, because if not told first, then maybe we will pick each other up together. While trying to forget it, I tried not to meet Karin as often as possible.
Klunting, the device has sounded indicating there is a reply to incoming messages.
"Who from, Adrian? I think it's important?" The question of Yona.
"From Karin, who I told you not to pick up Naya," I explained that now focus has been divided into two devices and driving.
"Oww."
[What's wrong with you is picking her up, but take Naya straight home]
[I'm sorry, now I can't take her home, because I want to take her for a walk for a while]
[Alright, but take good care of Naya, lest she get exhausted]
[Therefore, I will always take good care of my son]
[Hm]
After our conversation was over, finally the car that I had stopped by the road, now I run again to immediately to the destination to pick up.
"Where? Does Karin allow it?" ask Yona.
"Surely he will, for I am his father" I replied casually.
"Good then."
The speed of the car has sped up without stopping, so as soon as possible to get to school, because the time has already appeared very close to the time Naya came home. Yona's face seemed radiant, when perhaps she was so happy I took a walk, which as long as we were friends never even walk alone with her leisure like this.