An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>>Emotion When Ignored
This time I was upset and it felt like the anger had started to control myself again, because Adit had started to change drastically to me.
Trying to see how he is. A strong sense of kangen makes me have to come to where he works. A few days not to meet..
"Hi dear," I said to Adit.
"Salvas?."
"Why is he surprised to see me? I'm not a ghost, a shitty expression," a pranky heart doesn't like.
"You?" adit's surprised face.
"It's me! Have you not missed me, we have not met in recent days, you know," Explain with effect, while wanting to put your hands in his arms.
"Sorry Salwa, let go! Don't be impudent. Lots of eyes see later," he said.
It was cruel that he brushed it off. Just upset his attitude now. Must hide dislike. Throwing a smile as sweet as possible. It's ria's drama again.
"What did you mean by that? Hadn't we not seen each other for years," he said, giving an answer, and managed to amaze me.
"I'm the one who asked? What did you mean by that word?" my response is tangent.
"Why is it confusing, anyway!"
"A few months ago we were planning to get married! Did you forget?" reminded him.
"Married? Withyou? You don't make it up when you talk" he asked as if he didn't believe.
"Yes. How could I lie to someone I love so much."
"You don't slur when you speak! I can't possibly have any intention of marrying you? Have we not had any contact for a long time, and any relationship anymore" replied Adit who increasingly touched me.
My mouth feels stiff and wants to break his words. But from stalking me at Adit's words, it seems like he's forgetting me again. The guess must be true that he now remembered everything.
"Oh yeah. Don't you know that I already have a wife and her name is Ana!" The addition made me even more light-headed, as a result of disbelief.
"Well, is Adit back with his memory? So he forgot about me? Aaah, fuck. So late. Seems like. I won't let you go again, Adit. That's my promise," I asked in my heart.
"Salwa, hello .. hello, Salwa?" call Adit when this self is daydreaming.
"No, I'm just asking is it true what you said earlier?"
Adit looked at my face with seriousness.
"Ooh, forget what I said. It's all just a joke, I'm just here to visit you, really! You know we haven't seen each other in a long time," I replied, switching the conversation.
"That's you, you son of a bitch! Never been out of the world of jokes."
Remembering the past is the most beautiful thing to me. There are so many sweet memories that cannot be forgotten.
"Yes .. yes. I used to like to joke and always humorous, and you're the one who must often be the target," I replied trying to melt the chat.
"Oh yeah. You already know that I have kids now?" coined.
"Women you know, beautiful like his mother," added Adit tried to show off, by showing a photo on his cellphone.
"really that? Well, I just found out, congratulations, yes," I said pretending to be nice to him.
"Thank you, yeah!."
"Yes already. Then I say goodbye, there is work I have to do now," I said trying to leave.
"Cock in a hurry. I haven't told you many things, it feels like I'm just sharing a story with you," response Adit who still wants to invite you to talk again.
"Next time we talk again. I really wanted to leave, and it felt like a lot of work was waiting for me" I said pretending to look for excuses.
"Ooh okay. But promise yes, next time we'll talk to each other again" he added.
"All right."
"You're careful on the road" said Adit, leading me to the door of his room.
"Yes, thank you for dropping off."
"Yes, you're welcome."
The next time I was really drowning in anger. The taste of dendampun had approached, which was already raging to give a lesson to Ana.