An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>>Advisor Father
My cry has broken, not the power to withstand the trials for the trials that continue to come.
"You don't do this, Ana. Forgive Mama's son who again and again has hurt you" he said while hugging me. His tears were unstoppable as well.
The crying sounded heartbreaking between us.
"Have ... have, you drink this first, let your heart calm over the tension that had happened just now," said the Father carrying a warm tea that still reflects the smoke.
Edo could only quietly watch us. Everyone is sitting in the middle room. Seemed worried and still harboring emotions.
"Once Ana, you don't cry anymore. For a while we follow their game. It is not appropriate if we are constantly sad, because even if we fight for nothing, because Adit is now not remembering anything," he added.
Father approached me. Hugging and stroking your shoulders. Unrelenting affection their parents and in-laws give.
"You just as well do not need to be too late and tangent to everything. We'll think together and figure out a way to get Adit to remember everything. And it looks like you're the only one who can give it all back, Ana!" said the Father rubbed my tears.
Stifled breath. Thanks to his hand rubbing he gave a little calm.
"What do you say, besan!" Mama chimed.
"That's why? So we need to calm down and think about how. Don't let any more emotions."
I tried to calm all of our emotions.
"Actually you do not want to see your beloved daughter sad, so you have to be patient and strong about everything. I'll always be by your side to accompany you. However the situation and the situation now do not be sad because you will always be here," he said with teary eyes.
"Thank you, sir! Sorry, if it has been troublesome and making trouble," I answered increasingly sobbing as a result of being touched by his actions and speech.
"Me too, Ana. I will always be beside you as well, so that you remain strong and vigorous through it all" said Edo.
"Thank you, Edo. You're the best friend." A thumbs up I gave him.
It turns out that behind the despair, there are still people who love and encourage to help me, so as not to grieve anymore due to the problems that hit now.
If only I could stop time, I would do it, so that there would never be another farewell between us.
Deep sadness, it's really hard to get back excited about raising the baby I'm having right now. But fortunately there is a father who is ready to be on standby always take care of us, even though he is busy taking care of his restaurant.
Now in me is determined, if the separation really happened, I will not beg for love again in Adit, for me a second heartache, a second time, it really makes that wound so scar can never be lost again.
Day after day has passed, and has now been replaced by month, which is to raise a child in the womb alone.
Some of the spice ingredients that had just been purchased by his employees had arrived, and now also helped to enter the house, but the effort was discovered by the Father and finally not allowed as well.
"It wasn't heavy, sir. That's why Ana picked up." Egreyel.
"Bandel is very. Although not heavy though, but you must keep your condition so as not to be too exhausted. Your stomach is getting bigger and longer, so it is not wrong you forbid that things do not happen that are desirable." he said.
"Yes, Sorry. End of the same pity on his mother who raised alone."
"It happened, yes. Next time do not repeat. If anything happens to your grandson's grandson will make it hard later too."
"Yes, sir."
"Oh yes, do not forget to take vitamins and milk. Isn't it time you drank it?" Netra he had already seen the direction of the wall clock.
"OK, Mister. Ana will be routine. Let the grandpa be healthy and strong in here" Hand caressing the stomach.
The memory of the return of the imagined husband, who could not keep and accompany on the day that should be our blessing and happiness.
"Your heart is as gentle and patient as your mother's." Story escort.
You can only be a loyal listener.
"Do you know, Ana. When you were still in your mother's stomach, misery also came to us. At that time we both just stayed in a hut with a wall of bamboo. If there is a wind in it will definitely be cold because it has many holes. Especially if it rains, many containers so that the house is not muddled due to rain water. Many trials came, but your late mother was always patient and did not complain at all. He can be independent without a friend, because for the sake of earning money willing to go wandering."
"Your story with Adit is not much different from ours, so learn like your mother who became a strong and powerful woman even though you are two sskalipun."
Salut also heard their story of grief.
"Yes, Sir. God willing. Is she as beautiful as me?" Silence asked.
"Of course, son. You're even prettier. Your hearts are beautiful too. This is your household journey that you have to deal with patiently. The temptation comes on the will above. You have to be patient, because you know you are strong against it. Put all the conditions. Let all roads flow like water" he advised.
"Yes, sir." It feels very comfortable to have his head glued.
There are many things I don't know yet. Just this big, you can tell all. Maybe the bitter life he went through did not want his son to hear, because there would definitely be sadness in me listening to their national story.