An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>> My Regret
"Aahh .. aaaaa," My frustration with hair pulling.
Prang .. prang .. bhuuk, all the stuff in my office has been wasted in any direction.
After laughing from her actions, and when I remembered the divorce papers Ana had given me just now I don't know why my heart was so emotional.
My heart felt so full from hearing the amulet, that it felt an excruciating pain. Ana's words were so heart-stinging, when the stifling revealed want to continue the divorce.
"I'm not going to divorce you, Ana. This is my promise. And Salwa's problem I will immediately get rid of and disconnect it," Firmly speaking.
My heart feels very comfortable if Ana is always near me, but unfortunately the mind feels refused to be with her. What's to do? So confused yourself.
Just this time I realized one thing about Ana, which is why they always love and love her, and it turns out about Ana's personality that always attach importance to others who are selfless and favoritism, so perfect without choosing he always put the interests of others first rather than himself.
"Your fault is fatal, Adit. Now a precious person will leave you," The heart speaks to itself.
Praang .. bhuuuk .. prang, hands are unceasingly scrambling all the objects in the room for me to throw.
"Adith?" peekik Mama shocked.
He didn't knock on the door first. He immediately entered with his shocked voice. Langsug approached me who was bowed lethargic to see the workbench. The silence of the mouth is an expression the emotions have mastered.
"Why are you, son!" added Mama, when approaching me who is now turning weak sitting on the floor.
"It's okay, Ma."
"There's no way you're okay, if you've ruined everything like this!" point your mother towards the stuff that has been scattered.
Several sheets of paper have flown in the direction. Work that grapples with paper, making the room as if it had been abandoned for a long time due to the outburst of goods that are actually still used.
"look? All your employees are confused, due to the sound you made earlier. Mama came in because it sounded messed up."
He pointed to the door, because the employees were already in a crowd of curiosity, wanting to see what I was doing. There is shame, but it is all eroded by emotion.
"I'm really fine, Ma!" my words with netra are already blushing watery.
Still able to evade. He did not want to be shocked and interfere.
"You said it was fine, but your face was crying bitterly. How the hell is this?" my mother was upset but wanted to laugh.
"Mama!" the answer is I don't like it.
"Yes .. Yes, tell me? Your face is funny but empty" he told her.
"Yes, Ma. Ana she-."
"What's wrong with Mama's daughter-in-law?"
"He has signed a divorce document. Though Adit wanted Ana to undo that intention," I explained.
"Mama is not so surprised, because it all purely starts from your own mistakes," he replied.
"Yes Mama's son. But Mama's affection has now been divided, and now the affection is greater to Ana," he replied casually.
"Well, Mama is cruel, and now really loves her son-in-law more than her own child" I complained unhappily.
"Have ... already, Mama's words just kidding, really. Where maybe Mama's love is greater for others, while you are the only child I love and love the most," he explained.
"Thank you, Ma. You are the best mother in the world" I said happily.
"Together, Son."
He hugged for a moment.
"Keep your next plan what against, Ana?" ask her.
"I don't know, Ma. This self has really been touched, especially with the heart that I feel now," I explained.
Hhhh, his breathing sounds harsh. Feeling heavy over the problems his anank will go through.
"I don't remember anything else about Ana, but behind it all this self doesn't want to forget her, and wants to be happy with her. She's my wife. If she's a bad woman, why get married and give birth to my son."
"That's what's called a bond of heart about love" said Mama.
"Is that true, Ma?" I said the one who didn't believe.
"Yes Adit. Although she is neither your first lover nor your first love, Mama believes she is the last woman God has destined to make your wife. So that the bond of the heart in the heart there is still a strong signal between you, to stay united even though the times of separation and quarrels block your love. In a state of memory loss you still have a sense of wanting to have it," explained Mama full of explanations.
"You said so, Ma."
"He whom you are faring away from now, in the past you have been chasing. Mama remembered very well with your words, that you once promised not to leave him no matter what, and whatever the circumstances that confronted your household. And you promised to remain loyal to him, but now you have completely forgotten all that, until the frenzy came for him. So that promise and commitment that you once said with your tongue, now you betray yourself," added Mama who made me open heart and aware.
I was silent only a thousand languages, because I was full of concentration digesting all his explanations.
"But, Ma. My memories are completely gone, none of our memories I remember. So what do you have to do now?" My stifled voice harbored a pent-up disappointment.
"You have to be patient, Adit. This is the only way. Allah is all-seeing and listening, so no matter how difficult your problems, there will be persuasion or loopholes so that you can be together, "soberly said.
"Surely one day you will remember everything" he said.
"Only one request from Mama to you, do not sign the divorce papers given by Ana, because you yourself will regret it in the future" pinta mama full of hope.
"Alright, Ma. I'll obey your word."
His words were so peaceful and soul-soothing. There is nothing wrong if I become a submissive child to the person who has given birth and affection as full as body soul.
"You're fine, don't be sad anymore, okay!" he told me to be excited.
"Yes, Ma. Thanks for the advice."
"Mama is sure you can, and believe that LOVE IS THE WAY, and will not lie to the owner of a sacred heart to keep loving his partner," said Mama trying to encourage.
"Yes, Ma."
Quite aware that for now I'm not the best person for Ana. Perhaps this issue was the primary purpose for testing loyalty and proof of whether this heart was written to Ana.