An Overdose of Love
Attempted suicide
# FLASHBACK ON PART 22 #
I don't know what's really going on with Karin anymore. Her face looked very disappointed when she found out I was getting engaged to Yona. Now the hand continues to pour through the door of his room, which has been locked tightly does not want to be opened.
"Oh my God, what really happened to Karin? Did I get this fiance wrong without telling him first? Surprisingly why did he look so disappointed? Heeh, what do I do to persuade her to have this door opened?" a heart that wonders.
"Where's Adrian? What happened to Karin?" ask the mother who has come due to worry too.
"Not knowing, ma. I don't know what happened to him, until his room he's locked up?" the answer I don't know.
"What about Yona and her family?" I said asking.
"Papa has overcome it. That was the reason because Karin was having problems in our family, so expect to be understood and fortunately they understand," explained mama.
"Let your mother persuade him, who knows if he'll open it!" mother's advice said.
"Yes, ma. Cepetan persuade him, because my feelings are not very good with him locking the room does not want to open it," I explained.
"Yes, mom will try. Hope it works."
"Carin ... Karin, open the door, boy! This is mama, tok .. tok, Karin ... Karin?" Mom's attempt to persuade.
It seems that the efforts of my mother turned out to be in vain, because there was no answer or a symbol of Karin's voice. Mom and I were so overwhelmed by what else we had to do.
Braak ... krontang .. bruukk, the sound of things has been thrown with great force.
"Let'soooooo!" Karin's voice shouted.
"What's this, Adrian?" ask mama to panic.
"No idea, ma."
"Carin ... Karin, open the door. Paskins ... Karin, let's open the door!" I shouted trying to persuade by pushing the door strong.
Braaaak, the sound of a loud object has been thrown at the door of his room.
"Go you guys, don't take care of my life anymore, go .. go you guys!" symbatan said Karin furiously.
"Oh Allah, Adrian. What's wrong with your brother?" said the anxious mama who has now shed tears.
"What's up, ma, Adrian?" ask the father who has come.
"So, pa? Didn't want to open the door and now it's like he's angry and rampaging inside, by throwing things away," said Mama, still crying.
"Let you try to persuade him" he said.
"Tok .. Tok, Karin ... Karin, please open the door now. It's papa, son! Karin," persuade papa who's worried too.
We persuaded for a long time but in reality it was still the same, there was no symbol from the inside to open the door immediately. Mama who was so worried incessantly kept crying.
"Where is this, pa? It's strange why Karin is so quiet? Did he go on a rampage? What don't-don't-?" guess said.
"We just break down the door if there is still no symbol from him, papa is afraid Karin will do things that are not desirable" papa proposed.
"real pa. Let's call him again, who knows this time he wants us to persuade," I replied in agreement.
"Karin .. karin open the door. Tok .. tok," Papa's efforts persuaded again, but no answer to Karin's voice anymore.
"Let's break down Adrian's door" he told papa.
Brak ... bruk .. brak .. bruk, many times my body and papa alternately to be banged on the door of Karin's room. The pain was already felt, but for the sake of seeing the situation Karin who did not want to open the door all had to be detained. Braaaaak, with a strong impact finally the door has opened wide, as a result of the last time I who broke banging a strong body once.
"Astagfirullah haladzim," Mama's surprise said when she saw Karin was already weakly rolled on the ceramic floor.
Red blood seemed to have flowed slowly from his wrist. A razor has managed to roost happily near Karin's roll. The three of us instantly as fast as lightning ran, to immediately approach his body that had already closed his eyes unconscious.
"Carin ... Karin, wake up .. wake up!" call me by patting her cheek strongly.
There was no sign of him at all.
The hand is now trying to check the pulse near his neck.
"Alhamdulillah, Karin is alive" I said.
"Let's get Karin to the hospital as soon as possible" asked the father, who was now holding the cloth in Karin's hand, to stop the bleeding from continuing to come out.
"Yes, Adrian. Hurry ... quickly take Karin to the hospital, before things happen that are not desirable to her," said mama panicked.
"Heem, come on ma, pa!" I replied in agreement who had carried her body.
With a little hasty running around, we've brought Karin's weak body into the car. Papa was driving the car, and I was sitting in the back with my mom. The car at full speed continued to run regardless of the red light that lit, because the most important thing now we can save Karin's life even by breaking through the red light.
"Oh my God, son. What the hell happened to you? Why are you doing this? What is your heavy burden now, so you dare to commit suicide?" said mama Pilu who hugged Karin's body that still closed his eyes.
Without further ado, I carried Karin's body to enter the hospital upon arriving there. We can only wait for the resignation outside the room, when the doctor and nurse have handled it. Mama kept on shaking in papa's arms, while I could only cupped my palms together to hold my head as dizziness began to approach.
"O Allah, save Karin. Is he the only one I have? I don't want to lose him. Karin is too good to get this punishment. I really didn't think he could do this. What exactly happened, until he dared to commit suicide? What are you really hiding from us, deck?" I ask in my heart that I still feel confused about all this.
After a long wait, the doctor came out as well, accompanied by the sisters behind him.
"How's my son doing, doc?" ask mom impatiently.
"Thank God he's fine. The wound in his hand you've dealt. Oh yeah, it looks like the patient is on a suicide attempt, is that right?" ask the curious doctor.
"Yes, doc!" answered the weak mother.
"My advice if you can give more attention to the patient, if necessary take it to a psychiatrist or doctor who is skilled in this matter, because maybe he will do the action again. The family must strictly monitor him, if not want the incident to happen to him repeated again," suggested the doctor.
"Yes, doc. Thank you for the words," said papa.
"Well, then excuse me. Take good care of the patient and give full support by all the family, so that this incident he does not do again," said the doctor before actually leaving.
"Yes, doc. Thank you," replied papa.
"Yes, you're welcome."
The doctor disappeared from sight. We also entered Karin's room to ensure his condition. His face was very pale, with his injured hand already rolled up by gauze to wrap around the wrist he had tried to break. This self cannot say anything more, because it does not know for what reason mosesabab is a burden on Karin's mind now that he is so reckless.
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This dipart is a little extreme, not the author teaches solving problems by suicide🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏but only tells the lesson, that not all problems are solved by suicide.
All the problems that come must have a way out, only we are patient or not in the face of the ordeal.
When people are down, let us not make the person worse but support him, make him happy, love the same attention he. Moreover, depressed people really need family support, so that the stress does not increase and the sense of suicide will not occur. Stay the spirit of living this life, for others there is a problem of patience that is the key. Believe that happiness will come and the storm will surely pass because God loves you so much, so the test continues to come, because God knows you are strong to live it😊. Thank you to the readers who have been loyal and stopped by rempeyekku😁😁 rempekku rempeyek.