An Overdose of Love
confession of heartache
Like an incision wound, this is how I feel right now. I don't know what else to do with Chris. He was really disappointed with my attitude, when he was with Adrian yesterday. Not the intention of choosing the brother who hurt me, but for the sake of the child is an excuse. Where would you see a child who is often sickly, if not obeyed his request.
"Huff, what am I supposed to do with you, Chris? It will be hard if you want to be with you. The pain is already too deep, so I don't know how else to persuade you" a bewildered heart murmur.
"What's up, Karin?" Adrian's voice asked.
Today was forced to follow the will of the child, to visit his grandmother's house. I, who was sitting quietly near the pool, was instantly daydreamed when I thought about Chris' attitude.
"It's okay, brother!" weak answer.
"Don't lie to you. I know you're having problems. Does this have anything to do with Chris anymore?" tanyakanya.
Heehhhh, breath out my lumbar.
"Yes, Brother. Your guess is right."
"I don't know what to do to persuade him. This misunderstanding has hurt him, "I explained.
"Do you really love her?" brother Adrian asked looking at me sharply.
Deg, the question instantly made me glare my eyes. I didn't answer immediately, because it was too confusing.
"Be quiet I understand very much. If you don't want to part with Chris, then go after him until you can get him," said Adrian looks tough.
"I loved her more than a lover. He was always there for me. When there is no spirit of life, he is the only one who always helps me to stand up again to live this life. His struggle to get me cannot be underestimated. He once sacrificed everything for our son Naya, to the point that we were apart for years."
"When you're not there next to me, it's just Chris every second and time to accompany with patience. He is the one who has given me the color of happiness. His sincerity is so real, that he could not bear to be hurt today. I was so alone at that time due to confusion, only he was always present to hold my hand tightly to stay firm. Where did this error lie? How can I fix all this?" I said I had shed tears, with a straight forward view.
"I know he means a lot in your life. I'm sorry I made this mess. No, no more sadness. It is not appropriate for your tears to come out. Stay strong and try hard to get Chris again. I'm sorry!" said Adrian has wiped my tears.
"Yes, Brother. I'm sorry, I've hurt you too" I said sobbing.
The twilight is blushing.
Exudes all its beauty.
Carried by the heart
Every word there is.
Remembering our moments together
Always spending time together.
In the intertwined romance
But now I'm alone, without your side anymore.
It feels so good to meet
Oh, love ...
This misunderstanding has hurt both.
Even if only a moment of time is blocked
I want to explain everything.
So that I can embrace you again
You can laugh happily again, when everything is gone.
The tears keep flowing non-stop. The longer the sound of a hiccup gets stronger. Adrian's warm embrace makes me even more fragile.
The fog has already embroidered the overcast days. Loving her is the most beautiful part of my life. Life had lost hope, when she managed to separate our bonds.
"Eghem .. hemm!" Deheman's voice.
The instant our embrace was released, the moment it knew who was coming was Yona.
"Why do you guys look so friendly? Didn't Karin already have a partner, wouldn't she get angry?."
"What are you Karin, how sad do you look after crying like that?" cecar Yona.
The dew that had dripped, I instantly erased it by hand.
"Nothing, Kok. Karin is just having a small problem" explained Adrian.
"Oohs. I thought you guys were back in a relationship" guess Yona was wrong.
"Where there is, Yona. We have no relationship, just as friends but as friendly in front of my son" I explained casually.
"Egypt? But not too much, right?" ask Yona weirdly.
"Yes, No."
"Ooh, good."
"Well good why, Yona?" adrian asked already feeling strange.
"Eeh, nothing, really. That means good if you have no relationship, because it could be Karin's future husband will be angry if you are friendly," explained Yona.
"Ooh so. Yes, I'm going. I'm sorry I can't accompany you, I want to go inside first. If you want to talk, please!" pamittu.
"OKs. Thanks for understanding."
I finally stepped up to meet Naya, who was playing with Mama. Yona seems important to talk to Adrian, so it's not nice to bother them. Knowing self-conscious, then I'm the one who has to give up going.