An Overdose of Love
He went to Karin's house
Thankfully, there is nothing serious about Naya's heart disease, although she was hospitalized for a month, but her condition is not dangerous because she only recovered when operated on first. Perhaps fatigue and food restrictions, made Naya even weaker over her condition yesterday.
The recovery was so I greeted enthusiastically happy, until the right left hand was full of toys I just bought. Various types of girls toys I now carry, including the jumbo doll that became Naya's favorite.
"Assynnya!" greetings shout.
The door that opened, made me immediately gawk in, without waiting for the master who had a house to answer.
"Walaikumsalam," answered the compact voice of women and men.
Instantly the steps stopped, when he saw Karin sitting with Chris. The forehead immediately crinkled upwards, indicating dislike for the existence of Chris now.
"Hmm, why is there always Chris, when the time is not right? This basic of him, is there no courtesy of playing away at people's homes? Don't be a candidate, so it's nice to come to this house at any time" My regret said inwardly.
This dislike is so strong. I don't know why to see Chris's face, as if his hands were so itchy as to invite a fight. Although I let Karin be together, but her cool and attention-grabbing nature makes me feel good when I see her.
"I go straight into Naya's room" I explained as I passed them.
"Emm" Karin replied normally.
This affection is so strong, that when you see a man who is close to Karin, the air in the body is always hot. I don't know what's happening to me now, in a willing mouth but on the basis of the deepest heart has not been completely willing to let go.
Tok .. tok, door sluggish.
"Dad ... Daddy!" Naya's voice seemed to be excited.
"Hey baby, how are you?" tanyaku.
"Naya's good, Dad."
All the items carried in the hand, now I put it on the floor just like that, because I want to caress the baby's face.
"Thank God, then. That's a sign that Naya is a good boy, so she can heal quickly," I said as I stroked her fine hair.
"Naya was a good boy. Oh yeah, Dad. So many things you brought, what is that?" tanyanya.
"Oh this! This is definitely a gift for Naya, because it has healed quickly" I replied.
"really that? Well, thank you Dad. Naya's so bad, it's always troublesome for Dad, thank you!" he said full of innocence.
"Yes, honey. No pa-pa, Kok. I'm sincere in giving you this, because you're the best kid I have" I explained.
"Kids? What do you mean, Dad?" ask her innocence while taking a paper bag.
"Ee'eh, no dear. It means the best foster child for Dad, so!" answer lied.
"Oohs. Well, it's a nice gift, Dad. Thank you!" he said he was amazed when he saw the Barbie doll, which he lifted from the paper bag.
"Yes, honey. You're welcome."
My status as a real father has not been revealed yet, it still feels not ready to say it. While Naya is still a child, must not understand about the weirdness of our problems, so for a while we all keep our status a secret, until one day she understands we will tell everything.
All day I played at Karin's foster parents' house. They all turned out to be friendly and always welcomed me warmly, so they always felt at home if lingering in their homes.
"Where is your mother's father?" I asked while Karin was busy in the kitchen.
"They again looked at the neighbor's place," explained Karin who looked at me, when she finished washing the dishes.
"Oohs. Has your girlfriend gone home, how lonely?" I pretended to be a kepo.
"What do you mean, Chris? He's been home since, why? Is there anything important that Adrian wants to talk to her about?" ask Karin's question.
"It's important what I should talk to him about. No, I'm just asking, because it looks lonely this house," I explained.
"Wait," prevent me from pulling his hand.
Because suddenly and unprepared, made Karin's body hit me strongly.
"What's wrong, brother? If you want to talk it doesn't suck my hands strong like this," he complained dislike.
"Indeed why? Oh yeah, why did your face change crab-like expression, it looked so red" I whispered in her ear.
"Who said I blushed, making things up by the way. It's 'tuh because of the sultry cook earlier," he concluded answering.
"really that? Not because I'm sultry, is it?" guess I'm full of confidence.
"Oh, that's too big of a guess for you!" answer to Karin.
"Now let go of my hand, I want to accompany Naya for a moment."
"Can't you accompany me for a minute? 'And I told you that our son Naya is asleep" said I stroked his face.
"Don't be rude to you, brother!" Karin's tepis is rude.
"I don't want to be rude, but I really miss your affection. Don't leave me, Karin! For if there is no you by my side, there must be nothing left to do in order to live this life," I stared at him with a glimmer of longing.
"Whatchu mean? What brother is not clear, that I already have," replied Karin reminded.
"I know, but do you still not think about my love? Maybe this can't change, but please rethink your decision, who wants to be with others" I pleaded with you.
"Already, brother. That is impossible, because it is too late. Now let go of my hand, you know!" pressure says.
"I can't let go of my hand, as it is with my heart now. I can feel this increasingly passionate love, until your breath that starts slow, now feels faster and makes me more drunk. Your gaze is now cold as ice, and it makes your hand feel really cold now" I said.
"Don't talk carelessly! Where my hands are cold," said Karin, shuffled like frightened.
This self knows very well, that Karin is really groggy and blushing, but she continues to deny all my guesses. Our blind gazes kept on locking each other up, and I could read what was inside of it - a longing as well.
"There is nothing left, it is better that you leave and try to close your eyes so that you do not see our farewell, because after these nights everything will be over. Do not think much more, because maybe this is whether the end we can still be close like this, because the legal event me and Chris will soon take place in the bond of a wedding vow," Karin replied with emphasis.
"Aaah, fuck. How to make you fall in love and let me in again, because I love you so much. Your eyes now strongly imply that you also want to try again, but your anger and hatred are so great that the love that once existed has been defeated," the mood is still busy staring at Netra Karin who looks beautiful brownish.
"Don't let this pass you by, because I want to start tonight our relationship still lasts forever, because I'm trying to do whatever you want" I said casually.
"Can't, brother. Our relationship is too far away to get close. Everything has been cracked can not be repaired anymore, so please let go and sincerely me with others," he replied who had looked away.
"Assalamuakaikum," said someone's greeting.
Immediately my hands and behavior towards Karin I addressed, because I did not want to be discovered by others for our attitude that seemed friendly.
"Walaikumsalam," we answered compactly.
Our surprise turned into a sweet smile, when warmly welcomed the arrival of Karin's adoptive parents home.
"Eeh, there's Adrian. Been here long?" ask Mr. Karin.
"Old lumayan, sir. Oh yeah, since you guys are home, then I'll be home too, because it's late," I said trying to leave.
"Kok hastily very, even though the same Father Mother had just come," replied Mother Fatimah.
"Hehehe, sorry Mom, sir. Next time Adrian will linger here. Lagian had been with Naya for a long time and now she was asleep, so enough later I continued to visit her," I said softly.
"Oh yes, already. Then be careful on the road, "the cymblance of Mr. Karin's answer.
"Yes, Sir. Yes, Adrian said first," I said to say goodbye by kissing their back hands.
The foot that stepped out, now has brought a wound of disappointment, when Karin stick to want to marry Chris. The disappointment that I now feel, is like thousands of needles has been piercing this heart.