An Overdose of Love
Not Like The Meeting. Season 2
I don't understand my parents' mind now. A meal-dining event with the Mia family really happened. Wanting to refuse, afraid to avoid parents and guests, so just give up and follow their flow.
Actually the heart is so troubled. The feeling continued to be agitated, when regret had said it was not worth hearing for Karin. Everything has happened, so the head starts to figure out how to explain without having to make Karin sad again.
Want to explain as soon as possible, but because of the emotions that exist in the heart, quite afraid will also say strange things again beyond the word pertunagan earlier.
"I'm sorry, Karin. Actually do not want to hurt you, but my pain that has been buried all of a sudden just evaporated."
"Sorry enough, which is certainly yes! But the fear of hurting you again makes me continue to dream, whether we really should be destined not to be together." A heart that continues to be broken.
You still don't know
How special you are.
I wish I was like this
Can keep reaching your heart.
I feel it a little deep
When I am often with you.
I miss you, waiting for you
When this heart is always set for you.
Even today I am waiting for you
And now I'm starting to worry again.
All day long thinking of yourself
Up to half the lives seem to not be separated.
Really, I don't want to fuck you
Only you are worthy of this heart.
"Why aren't you ready, Chris." My mom came to me outside the room.
"For what the hell, Ma!" ketus.
"Hadeh, this kid is really asking to be pulled. Did you forget that Mia's family is coming to our house soon."
"Yes, Chris didn't forget." The eyes were blankly staring at the street in front of the house.
"If you don't forget, why haven't you changed?."
"My appearance is quite gini-gin'lah, Ma."
"Yes, don't dong Chris. Shame on our important guests. Come on, spare a change," Forced him to withdraw his hand.
"Hhh, yes .. yes!" Finally, just follow on request.
Actually pretty lazy. But don't want to embarrass parents and argue.
A little neat and there is a change. Who used to only wear T-shirts, now thought neatly using a suit. An event that is not important to me, but parents seem to be hoping if they can get close to Mia as soon as possible.
Everyone has gathered. Lots of delicious food available. When going down the stairs, it seems very successful that Mia's family took the hearts of parents. They were quite busy talking about our respective selves, with a continuous graze about the engagement as well.
My face is full of joy, but only I frown at dislike. Mia occasionally glanced at me, who was just stirring the rice from earlier.
His face that emanated a forced smile, hinting if he did not agree to the conversation of the parents.
"Where, Chris. Will you agree to our plan?" ask Papa.
"Chris? Hey Chris?" call Mama.
His initial dreamy attitude, so misbehavior of the question. Although the facial features appear unfocused but the hearing is still good. Quite a jolt too when there was a question earlier.
"Chris, don't know."
"Well, what is it?" Papa asked back.
"Leave it, man. Maybe Chris is still hesitant and confused about our sudden plan," Papa Mia helped answer.
"Yes, Om. Chris, it's still in bad shape, so don't force it first" Mia spoke up.
"Yes already. If you think we shouldn't force and question Chris."
"I'm sorry, Om, Pa."
"It's okay. Maybe you really need a lot of time, to give us the right answer."
"Yes, Om. Thank ye. It doesn't feel like this."
"We're fine, Chris. You need to think. It is not good if the answer is forced, but your heart does not desire. We can all understand that. Stay motivated, don't give up like this. I really know what you have in mind right now," Guess Mia who made me a little shocked.
Her sweet face, always gives peace when the smile is engraved beautifully before the eyes.
Only Mama's face didn't seem to like my answer, while the others seemed to agree to it.
Mia's family is nice and friendly. If anyone can be part of their family, it is guaranteed to be at home and live peacefully. It is a pity not to be able to enter in their midst, but the heart that is linked to only one name certainly cannot continue to be forced.
"I'm sorry, Mia. You are a good woman. Maybe I don't deserve to be with you yet, so I can only pray for you that you will get a better man. Hopefully, you will still smile like that, even if you have to not be with me," Inwardly continue to regret.
Just feel sorry for their side. The gaze continued to pay attention to Mia, when she wanted to say sorry, but her mouth felt faintly unable to speak. There are everyone, it feels bad to reveal now that this association can not be continued.
Rice that has been cold mixed with soup vegetable sauce, and had time to stir that now turned like porridge, at the end of the spoon trying to force to enter the mouth immediately.
"Uhuuuk ... uhuuuk," Suddenly the throat chokes.
"What's wrong with you, Chris?" Mom was shocked and worried.
"You're not pa-pa, Chris!" Mia's already thrusting a piece of tissue.
"Uhuuk .. uhuuk, I'm good." Immediately receive the tissue and wipe all the mouth that is smudged.
"You be careful, son." My mother breathed a long breath.
"Yes, Ma. I'm sorry!" After wiping his mouth, immediately stand up straight want to stay away from the chair.
"Where are you going, Chris? Our dinner isn't over yet" Papa said.
"I'm sorry, Pa, Om, Auntie. Chris has to go. There's something important that I want to pursue," Permission wants to leave immediately a family event.
"Where are you going, son? Hey, Chris .. Where are you going?" mama shouted when she saw me running.
In the mind there is only one word and an excited name that is Karin. While eating earlier I heard, the maid's aunt with her voice called out that name.
"Is that you, Karin? Why don't you want to see me? I'll meet you, so stay there so you can hold you right away, "The heart is restless enough.
The legs run pretty fast. Not wanting to be late to the front yard. My dear lady would want to see me. It's not too late. Everything must be clear and will be the end of our love story, which had broken up in the middle of the road yesterday.