An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>>Hold our loved ones turned out to be crowded as well
One year in our marriage, actually in me there are seeds of love for him. When he was officially a legal wife due to his own stupidity, this self still cornered him by dating a high school friend without his knowledge, but unfortunately no matter what bad I made, he said, it would still be uncovered as well, so he just left with a heart wound.
When my love comes. He had been on the run for six years, and it really made him so tormented with regret that he had wasted someone who had ever truly loved me.
A canned drink is already in the hand, by staring at the view outside the apartment glass. This self is now reminiscing about the mistakes I made on my wife, where the netra was focused on seeing the view of the car, which was passing by in the dark of night.
"Well, how foolish and weak is this self, the affair of one love is so hard to get," grumbled in his heart there was a sense of regret.
In a troubled, troubled, and sad mind, I tried to open the veil of the love story between myself and Ana again, which had been six years apart by space and time. So cruel had been forced to corner him to leave this self alone. After his departure he lost his love once, and he left because of my mistake that had deemed him never in my life.
"I'm sorry, Ana. From now on I will prove that this love has been sincere to you. I wish you could repay."
The burning passion of love has managed to separate us, who both have felt his name hurt. His love that is truly sincere to me, began to feel too deep in my heart, so it is undeniable not to love it back.
In my deepest heart, I honestly thought that I would never be able to live without Ana again, and now it makes me feel crazy in the name of love, for to me he is the only love and forever. If only time could turn back, maybe I wouldn't waste it again.
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Morning time to work is approaching. Now I was waiting for Ana at the main door of the company, which was almost half an hour more overwhelmed with anxiety waiting for her presence. The eyes feel very impatient, want to see his figure that I have missed so much. I had to hide in the living information room, because I promised not to face Ana directly.
Many times the eyes only focused on the entrance made of glass, and finally the figure I was waiting for arrived, which turned out he had kept his promise to work again. The white T-shirt, which was covered in a black jacket, plus a subordinate dress of black levis pants, now really shows how casual and fashionable he is how to dress, how to dress, so that shows that she is really beautiful and charming.
This self can only see it from a distance, which does not dare to greet him, because there is an agreement between us.
"Ana, wait!" someone's calling my wife.
"Eh, you're Edo, what's wrong?" anna answered her friend like a janitor.
Ear attached for eavesdropping.
"Barns into it!" Their conversations were heard by me.
"Where are you? How long does a week not work?."
"Not anywhere, just at home. The body is no longer healthy, so yesterday asked for leave" explained Ana.
"Ooh, that's it."
"Eh, will we have lunch together, yuk?" bargained for.
"Okay, sipp' is!" ana's answer was accompanied by a smile.
Without Ana knowing that I heard their conversation, while still busy hiding. It feels like the heart is now so hot, because hearing sickening chatter when they want to have lunch together, so that makes quite erratic and anxious.
"I should know what they're doing in the cafeteria later" Heart said to himself.
"Be careful if that guy messes around."
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Now Rudi and I were sitting right next to Ana, who was having lunch. Secretary Rudi was already so fond of eating cantines, and occasionally his face looked at me sharply, accompanied by shaking his head, probably feeling strange and ridiculous when he saw myself spying on his own wife.
"Ana, it's a lot to eat, yeah!" bargain her friend, by putting a chicken on Ana's plate.
"Thank you, and this takes it too?."
"Thank you, yeah."
"Gthem ..ehmm. Uhuk ... uhuk," My voice surprised him.
This self feels so upset, disagreeing over the food exchange they do. Moreover, Ana, dare to mince words to give side dishes back to eat.
"Hehehe, forgive my friend who's coughing!" rudi explained to them.
Now Rudi looked at me with a displeased look, while kicking his legs at me, maybe not happy for the behavior I just did.
"Ekghem .. hemm," Rudi chuckled, as they stared at us constantly with strange eyes.
"Oh yeah, Ana! You're the same big boss what's the connection? It looks like it's really familiar?" ask friend.
"There's nothing! She was just the past that I used to love her, but now I feel like I've thrown it all the way to the river, and that love has been washed away by the torrent, that is with my lost love for him, like the current that took him away," replied Ana at length.
"Uhuk ... uhuk, ahhh" Rudi suddenly coughed listening to Ana's reply.
"Don't you pa-pa?" A white water sodoran was given Ana.
"Eghm, uhuk. I did not pa-pa .. ngak pa-pa," replied Rudi.
"This is the client, sir? How did it seem that there was such a strange gurgle, like a steal looking at us? Anyway, how come you eat dikantin wearing a mask?" tanya Ana was already starting to suspect.
"Oh yeah, he's a client, he's out of shape so he wears a mask. Because I wanted to eat the bagin, so we had a promise to be here," said Rudi trying to explain.
"Oooh," Ana answered.
Even though he got an answer, and started to sit down to continue eating, his eyes kept looking at me with a strange and suspicious look.
"Oh yeah, Ana! Do you have a Sunday show? Take me for a walk to the amusement park, yuk? There are a lot of games, you know!" Her friend's offer to take Ana.
"Where are you, Edo! I have a little need, but God willing I will work on it, but it seems that during the day we can just go, because the next morning I need a little. Thank you for your offer. Fortunately, you invited, because there are many more thoughts, yes! It is possible to wash your eyes and relieve stress," said Ana to accept her laughter.
On the other hand, this self is still listening to their conversation clearly, what is being discussed. So that the heart feels hot, due to the fire that billows full of chambers, and also has been accompanied by a red face extinguished. And do not forget the hands have been clenched so strongly, a sign of disagreement over their conversation.