An Overdose of Love
Bring baby equipment shopping
Haripun continued to crawl replaced by the moon, until finally Karin's delivery process is only a matter of weeks, which will give birth to the child she has now. I as a man who loves him still have to be alert, even though our status is not bound by marriage. After work despite my exhaustion, I always took the time to visit him. For me she is the only woman, who has filled my days with the color of happiness, to the point of forgetting the problems with parents that always make the heart upset.
"We're just going to go shopping for baby equipment, how?" I asked when I went to Fatimah's house.
"No, Chris. Baby clothes a lot that I already have, because from the next door many neighbors who give. He said they couldn't wear it anymore, until it was given to me" I explained.
Karin is used to calling my name. I do not want to be regarded constantly as his master while he is no longer my servant, but now as a lover.
"That's different, baby. Feelings if I don't hear wrong, it's not good if the first new want to give birth to use the former, pamali he said," I told.
"You believe it like that, anyway. Maybe above the word pamali from old people, there is a suggestion of purpose and purpose. For example, like sitting on a pillow, he said he would bis*lan. Which even though there is a suggestion, that the pillow is in the form of a special sleep head, so it's not polite just sit a pillow, because it is assumed like sitting on the head, so the hell I heard," I replied in disbelief.
"Yes, between believing and not believing, but most have a point, anyway. Anyway I want the baby grandpa you carry now to feel the smell of new clothes, 'will be sure he will be happy too. Aye, right?" I said that I would love to touch the baby in Karin's womb, but I paled because it was bad, afraid the master was angry.
"Why not touch it?" ask Karin who caught me.
"Can I?" ask shy.
"Yes, of course I can."
"really?" happy saying.
"Yes, Chris."
"You're fine there, baby. Don't be naughty with mom. Your papa candidate knows that you are a good boy, so you can't be naughty. You're in good health here, don't make mama Karin worry, yeah! Even though I am not your father, I will still love you as my own son, so when you see this world, never forget your future father. You have now listened to my voice, so continue to remember and recognize the voice of your future father later, if if I can not accompany you to play," said I was sad when inviting to talk to the child Karin.
Without feeling the tears suddenly dripped. I don't know why I feel so sad when I say nice things to baby Karin. Could it be that his unfortunate fate that his own father did not admit, made me very sad for his fate later, or sad because of my fate that could not be a protector of both of them with this near future. Everything is heartbreaking for the fate of both of them, but I think for the patience of Karin they as survive and the spirit in the struggle to navigate this hard life.
"Why are you crying, Chris?" asked Karin when I was being held down in front of her, while still busy stroking her womb plan.
"Nothing, baby. I just can't wait for this little guy to see this beautiful world. I can't wait to hold and hold tightly to her tiny hand" I obviously lied so Karin wouldn't worry.
"You don't suck as much as this, because my son who was born later will definitely continue to love you, because soon he will chatter calling you papa," said Karin wipe my tears, to try to calm down this sad.
"Thank you, Karin. Even though we are still not united, you still trust me to be your companion. Thanks," I said with a smile.
"Either. I should be the one to thank you so much for all your kindness, Chris!" answer Karin.
"Awwww..aah," I was shocked when Karin's stomach suddenly had a movement, which the baby may have responded.
"Hihihihi, you're funny dech Chris," Karin chuckled as a result of seeing my expression.
"I swear, I was really shocked. Maybe it was the first time in this experience, so I was so shocked and couldn't believe what I was feeling" I explained.
"That's a sign that my son is responding well, what was said by papa Chris' candidate earlier, right, son?" back Karin said to her own son.
For the second time his stomach returned I felt there was movement. It was a good response when we tried to get him to talk. Finally, at my persuasion, Karin wants to be invited to shop for all baby equipment and supplies. From clothes, powder, oil, gloves and feet, bedong cloth, etc. We bought everything completely, with no one missing.
Handpun already full by the pepper bag of goods we bought. Karin only I told him to bring one paper, because he did not want to make him grow tired of the pregnancy that had entered the days of H.
"I'm tired. Is it okay for us to rest for a while," Permin Karin when we have finished touring.
"Hemm, of course, dong. Why not say from earlier that you are tired," I complained when I could not bear to see Karin's grim face like completely exhausted.
"In the meantime, I'll put the stuff there first. You wait for the discourse," added my words when looking at the empty benches provided by the mall on the edge of the shops.
In a hurry while running around, this self just put the goods we had bought, and now I came back running as soon as possible to approach Karin who looked very tired.
"Thank you, Chris. You are a man who is understanding and always ready to stand by my importance first," said Karin casually.
"I have to do everything ready and ready, because indeed I'll be the candidate who will accompany you later. So now must be smart to take the heart of my future wife, so that later I will not be kicked directly, if someday accidentally have done evil to you," I answered trying to ask her to joke.
"If I get caught, not only did I kick, but I could just cut it in the neck using a samurai, want!" back to the answer, joking.
"Ha .. ha .. ha, this sadistic candidate of mine. Well, the smells I can't turn to another heart, nih!" God again.
"If you want to try, niiiih!" the answer showed me a fist.
"Truly cruel and sadistic beneeeer, hahahahah!" my laughter was satisfied provoking Karin's emotions.
"No, Chris. As long as we don't have a bond, you can move to another heart if you want it, because for me it's still not confident, that I'm not the best woman for you to choose" he replied.
"I'm sorry what I said earlier, it was just a joke so don't take it for heart" I felt guilty.
"Heeeh, no pa-pa, Chris. I'm not offended, besides I will be happy if I see you are also happy even with others, because for me you deserve more happiness than what you want. I don't want to bind you too much, because I don't deserve to be with you yet" he said humbled himself.
We have finally reached the seat that became the destination, with a paper bag already placed on the floor of the mall.
"You don't say that. Even if you don't deserve me or anything, obviously I will love you forever, you know!" I said clarify again.
"Huffff, yes dech."
"Good then."
"Oh yes, which part hurts let me massage it," I bargained as I looked under Karin's feet which she held many times in a gentle massage.
"My cat feels really painful, maybe this is the effect we went around too long ago" he explained.
"Here, let me have a massage."
With a throw of shame, now I sit down facing Karin, to immediately massage the calf in order to eliminate the pastic. Everyone who passed by passed by us, their gazes seemed to hint at strangeness and admiration.
"Well ... Who is this? It's like it's been made into a slave," Someone's voice suddenly blurted out to greet us.
"Mama?" I was shocked to see who had just said hello.
Karin, who was shocked at the arrival of her mother, immediately pulled her legs back, which I had flinched due to fatigue.
"Super once you, son. Turns out you've been hit by this woman's pellet, so there's no shame in massaging her calf in the public eye, ckckck," said mama was not happy.
"What does that mean, jeng? The kid? Is he your son?" ask your friend who is standing next to him.
"Yes, this is my son of dissent, due to knowing this woman si*lan, who has now taught my son to break his parents, because he wants to defend the village girl and not know himself, this," humiliation bright mom.
"Is that true, jeng?" ask your mom's friend not to believe it.
"Rubber" answered my mother.
"Mama anything'an anyway? Don't embarrass us. I don't want any business with you, okay!" my lament doesn't like.
"You are nothing, there is no shame in spawning women in public like this," replied Mama there seems to be emotion.
"Haaah, so lazy now I'm arguing with mom. Come on Karin, let's just get out of here" take me to her.
Without wasting much time, I immediately took our purchasing items, and immediately clasped Karin's hand tightly to follow me.
"Hey, Chris. Hey you ... Where are you going? Mama's not done talking, you son don't know himself, his mother spoke to him instead ran away," she cried out as she walked away from him.
Hearts are very upset when you want to get fresh air while washing your eyes, but must meet your own mama, with a spoonful of her chatter that continues to insult Karin. The pain that yesterday I did not want to pour on Karin's heart anymore, when the insults people know are still recorded clearly in memory.