
Great memories together
Through the good times.
You're the woman who always soothes my heart
There are no words beautiful but loving.
I can't think of it anymore
Exhaust this energy to try to grab you.
You're all my love and my body
But it's very hard to achieve that.
If only I could have
The deep sea will be broken.
I'll present you a beautiful pearl
To decorate your beauty.
If you accept my love
I must have been trying to fly into the sky
To pluck the beautiful stars there
I'm giving it to you as a reminder.
This love is not just a game
Not to be thrown away this love.
This love is sincere in the heart
With full chest sincerity.
But what is this power
You can't forget her.
To drive me crazy
As your heart continues to be imprisoned by your love.
This is the story of a wounded heart, wanting to have Karin but he is sicker not to forget Adrian at all.
That feels only about being disappointed, while continuing to survive in a pomegranate. Wanted to be happy with him but it was pain that eventually continued to be accepted. I was so tired that I had done everything, but she still could not link her heart to me.
A confusing choice when you want to leave, but if you survive it will definitely get sicker. This story is very bitter.
It has to be up to when I receive the feeling of always being hurt. The world is so narrow, wanting to go as far as I can't because I still love him too much.
"Oh, God. What am I supposed to do with the woman I love right now? He still could not forget Adrian completely. Was I the one who had to give up again so that he would continue to be happy. She was so sad and I couldn't bear to see her like that, '" the heart murmured as she walked over to Karin's house.
Karin was sitting quietly in the house, looking at the flowers that were blooming in the night. His gaze was again chaotic and empty. Her sadness was so heart-piercing as well. Until when to see the situation, maybe only time will be able to answer.
"Hey, Karin!" my broom.
"Eeh you, Chris."
"Let's sit here!" His hand had patted the ceramic tile softly, so that I would immediately sit next to him.
"Yes." Yeah."
The body just sits. That sad face had been hidden behind a smile as it was thrown towards me. Reply to the wry smile I gave back.
"Tumben you came here late in the afternoon. What's up?" tanyakanya.
"I just wanted to visit see how you are."
"Thank you you still care about me."
"What about the job in the store, is it okay with that?" imbuh says.
"Thank God, good and safe."
"Good then."
"I came here with a certain purpose and purpose, which I want to talk to you about," said the mouth.
"really? Was it? It seems very serious," asked repeatedly.
"Don't know if this will be good for us, or it will make our hearts even sadder" he said.
"What do you mean, Chris?" Karin's Confusion.
Karin's eyeballs were already looking towards my face with a serious look. Our eyes are locked together. Her beautiful net hinted there were a million questions, which she wanted to know right away.
"I'm sorry. Maybe it's heavy but the best way for us, I think right now."
"meaning?."
"I'm going abroad."
"What?" His surprise.
"Yes, Karin. I'm sorry if I can't be by your side anymore."
"Why should I go abroad. What are you going there for? Isn't this where your life is now" he denied.
"There's work and business there that I have to do. Maybe this is the best way for both of us. Sounds impossible on our circumstances, but this is the only way for you and me to be happy," The voice began to crackle wet.
"Eat me, Chris. Does this have anything to do if I can't accept your love for the time being" Karin began to feel bad as she bowed her head.
Sobs began to sound from him. My turn to feel bad.
"Not .. not that, Karin. It's pure that I have a job there. Even if it's finished, it will definitely come back here," a statement lying so that Karin does not blame him.
"But it's the same, Chris. You'll be away from me when you're all I need right now. Can't you cancel your plan?."
"I'm sorry, I can't."
My chin was raised to align with my face. I wiped the tears with my thumb gently. A sweet but tight smile on his chest I threw for him.
"Be assured that you'll be fine without me."
A sad look began to shine on him.
"Many people love you and your life will be fine. You begin to learn to forget the memories with Adrian, because as long as I stay there will be no more that can help and comfort you again. Only you can change anything you want" The last possible message will meet.
"I'm sorry, Chris. Always hurt and make your heart disappointed, even have used you to be this solace," he said unkindly.
"Shhhuuuut," His index finger was already stuck in his tiny mouth.
"Don't say that, Karin. I sincerely stand by your side, guarding with all my heart. Don't feel guilty like that. We are true friends who must help each other" speech tries to calm him down.
"Thank you, Chris."
His sadness felt deep. Without hesitation he immediately hugged this body. The warm feeling does not want to separate.
"If you miss me enough about me. If you want to meet call this name many times so that you are calmer. The next days we won't be able to hug like this again" said the last time with him.
Spreading out stronger. Not bad but it has to happen. I also do not want to continue to be imprisoned in memories with Karin. Too bad to keep up the pain. Better to leave so he can be conscious and happier to live life.
"I'm sorry, Karin. Maybe this is the only way I can escape from not loving you anymore."
"You're too precious to hurt. My emotions can explode at any time and I don't want you to be affected, because this feeling is too deep to choose you, but what power as if you never existed on your side. May you be happy and no longer think of the dead," a heartless murmur as he hugged his thin body.
Farewell has happened. Heavy wants to let go, but for the good of both of us must endure this tightness.
In his heart he kept the name Adrian, and it was impossible to force him to turn to me. This friendship is unlikely to break up just like that, just because of trivial problems do not accept the result of love rejected.
Our sweet memories let be stored in the memory of each other's minds. Now forgetting is a shortcut.
The hand that I always hold is now gone. The look of Karin's face that looks beautiful is seen, now only able to remember. His laughter could only be heard again through the wind. The distinctive aroma of the body I can no longer breathe, but only I can restore the smell.