An Overdose of Love
Accept that money
I've thought a thousand times, and the answer is to accept the sincere decision of my mother to give me money, because it is impossible and bear to see the suffering of the child Karin if the situation worsens. Let the heart hurt, as long as Karin will remain happy with her child, it has become my own happiness.
Ret... ret, a signature I made to my mom, with the intention and purpose of not denying it.
"Good .. good, son. Finally you melt also easily, just for the sake of a money," praise the mama ledek.
I only fell silent as my shoulders were patted gently in a mama mocking tone. It hurts so much, when the person who gave birth is now holding me back with a crazy chain of covenants.
"You must never deny this covenant, for if you do not, you will destroy Karin and her child, remember that" threatened the sickening-sounding mother.
"Mama, what a cruelty to Karin and your son" I complained unhappily.
"For this is the only way, so that you may return to us. Huff, mama should have said many thanks to Karin, because thanks to her and her son you came back easily, without having to force and hurt you first," said my mother who had a lot of disgusting dramas.
"Whatever you do next, ma. What's clear is that if you want to see Karin, never insult her again and hurt her, because if the tip of the hair to the eyes of her foot is injured, then there is a wound, so I first will do an action that was never imagined by mama," behind my threat that did not want to give up.
"Wow .. wow, it turns out that you are now a threat and reverse the situation as well. Ok, mama won't hurt Karin anymore, because I feel like I'm afraid of your threats, hahahaha. Boy, this smart mama wants to be fought. But remember Chris, you have to keep this promise, you know!" His worries reminded.
"May be it, ma. Because Chris was never the one who always made promises from the past. Ok! Our agreement has been agreed, so I will carry out the promise after seeing Karin's son healed" I explained.
"It's ok. No problem, the important thing is that you can keep your words right," he replied in agreement.
After taking a check containing the money I asked for, I finally quickly filed the car to come to the hospital immediately, to pay all bills and maintenance costs for the next few months and operating costs.
"How's Baby Naya doing?" tanyaku approached Fatimah and Karin, while sitting in the waiting room.
"Alhamdulillah he is good and is now sleeping," replied Karin casually.
"Oh yes, all the maintenance and surgery costs of your child in the future have been paid off all, so you now do not suck hard and worry about the cost," I explained .
"really? Well, thank you Chris," replied Karin smiling with a look of happiness.
"Yes, Karin."
"Mother is very happy to hear this news, which finally the mother's grandchild can be healthy again and will be healing soon" replied Fatimah.
"Yes, mom. Chris is also happy for all this, which finally baby Naya can be saved without any more obstacles," my answer was friendly.
"Oh yes, Chris. If you may know, how did you get that kind of money, wouldn't you .. you are now-?" Karin's sound.
"You don't suck to know where," I quickly cymbalmed Karin's question to avoid suspicion.
"But--?."
"Alright, baby. You don't need to know the cost, which obviously just think about baby Naya who can now recover completely and get together with you again," I replied to switch the conversation.
"Hemm, Yes. Then just a thank you I can say."
"Yes." Yeah."
Karin has expressed a strange face and suspicion, as to where the money came from. For when I cannot tell a story, because the burden of his mind is already a lot, I do not want to add with strange thoughts.
"Oh my God, can I live all this? When my heart is attached only to him, and begins to care for Karin. I don't know what to say when we're gonna be apart soon? Will he be able to accept our farewell ordeal? Oh my God, it feels like I really couldn't when my heart just started to love him, it's been separated by the circumstances. What should Karin do to keep our love together? Sorry .. forgive me Karin, if in the days ahead can not take care of you properly," I said in my heart without feeling teary-eyed, as Karin has now slept resting her head on my shoulder.
When galana's heart is broken, it can only be kept in my heart, without anyone knowing what I feel in me now. Really, it feels like I want to shout loudly, when the heart thrashed want to rebel but can not, when the circumstances have handcuffed themselves to accept the life that has been constrained by parents. I think the treatment of parents is very cruel, but I can understand and understand that they do all of that just for the good of their children.
The head feels very ticking want to break, like a nail has stuck hard lodged in the head, until the pain began to make the world feel swirling can not feel calm again.
"Is this the effect of myself being too strong to think about the problems that arise, when I start to face my life? Aah, chief why are you so sick to attack me? I had a lot of time to accompany Karin in the hospital, why did you make me lie in pain in my own house like this?" stir your heart to yourself, when the koyok has been attached to the left right.
"Hey, boss. Why are you lounging in this room?" asked Rohmat who suddenly played glaring into my room.
"Who's lounging around? Do you not see what I have accepted?" My voice nyolot was angry, while showing the object that had been attached to the screen.
"He .. he .. he, sorry boss!" Segegesan.
"What do you want to do here? Instead of taking good care of the bakery, even lazing around here too?" I turned around to sting.
"I just want to give the deposit bonus money from the sale, only" he replied while giving a paper proof.
"Ooh."
"Here ...here, sit Rohmat. There are important things I want to talk to you about, "I asked as I patted the bed slowly.
"What the hell, boss. I think it's very important, what he wants to talk about" he replied already feeling strange.
"You mean, boss?" ask Rohmat to be confused.
"You promise me, don't tell anyone about this, okay!."
"Understand, ok."
"I won't be living in Indonesia anymore, so--?."
"What's? No longer living in Indonesia?" Rohmat surprised to ask.
"You were silent, why? I'm not done talking, anyway."
"Heehehe, yes boss. Sorry."
"You know for yourself that Karin's son is in the hospital, is going to have surgery and it's going to cost a lot of money, so yesterday I asked my parents for help with the money, but there's a guarantee that I should leave Karin immediately. Huuffff, I'm asking you to take good care of Karin and baby Naya while I'm gone and not here because you can't look after her and watch her later, and you're the only friend I can count on," lam glad.
"Boss, I can't help but leave us," said Rohmat already crying.
"Idiih, you are so much better, what does not realize if you are a guy," I do not like.
"I'm sad to be left behind, boss. I didn't think you left after a few years together. Your parents are so cruel, separating you and Karin just because of money. Your love now is it really breaking up on the road? I'm very sad boss," said the melow Rohmat increasingly divorced tears that seemed to flood.
"You don't cry like that, man. What can I do about what I'm doing now. I want to rebel I can't, because the money I really need for treatment. So I really want you to take care of Karin and her son as long as I'm not there at my best" I asked again.
"Yes, boss. I will definitely take good care of her, and I must have considered her as my own sister" replied Rohmat.
"Good, man. Thank you." Thank you."
"Yes, boss."
It was this chest tightness, which kept remembering plans that would go far without any friends accompanying. All my feelings will be left in the country of birth, with the bitterness of the wounds in the country of people who will be the first time I tread.
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Hand had already brought some packaged rice food, for the mother's lunch and Karin who had been waiting and looking after baby Naya. The examination has come out and stated that baby Naya will undergo the first stage of surgery soon, and in the meantime I must be beside Karin continue, when her condition is fragile and do not have the heart to suffer pain.
Bhugh, suddenly the body has collided with someone, when I came out of the rice food stall padang, while the bumping one will go inside.
"Oh, sorry .. forgive me," he said unkindly.
"No pa-pa, maybe I was also accidentally," I turned back unpleasantly.
"Chris, you?" he said the familiar.
"Eeh, you're the boss?" I was shocked to find out who I just hit.
"Well, I didn't think I'd meet you here by accident. How are you doing?" his tananya friendly pleasantries.
"Alhamdulillah I am good."
"Thank God you're good. Oh yeah, can we talk for a second, 'cause there's something important I want to talk about. Can it?" tanyanya permit.
"Oh, sure boss. Could-can be!" my answer agreed that now we both sit at the table to eat.
"What's up, boss?" I was wondering about the former boss of the photo shoot.
"Formerly, I'm sorry Chris. Yesterday, you suddenly canceled your job, because I was in a state of confusion between choosing you or the company I just released" he said.
"What do you mean, boss?" many confused.
"I was threatened yesterday by your mother, because if you don't cancel your job, she will destroy my company. Sorry .. I'm sorry Chris," explained the boss who made me not believe it.
Deg, heart really does not believe what the former boss just said, that behind all the work that has been canceled yesterday turned out to be the work of his own parents.
"Is it true what you said?" I still can't believe it.
"Yes, Chris. That's right, I'm sorry" he said.
"Yes, no pa-pa. I have forgiven you, and I thank you, because you want to be honest in telling me all this. Thank you, sorry I have to leave now and can not linger to accompany," said I who had wanted to quickly leave.
"Yes, equally. Careful, Chris!" he said as I began to walk away.
"Yes." Yeah."
My rush went, because when I was surprised to hear the explanation of everything, now the brain is thinking to find the answer to the truth, in order to question all the bosses who had invited work but canceled everything.
"I have to find out what evidence the boss just said, right is it not? If true, watch out for you ma. I really don't think you've ruined my job so dirty like this? What does this all mean, ma? Why are you so brave for me?" the heart murmur was already angry by stepping on the gas pedal strongly, in order to get to the destination immediately.