An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>>>Wells Will Miscarriage
I can only be patient, sincere, resigned, and especially reliable, when the second baby cannot be present in our midst. I did not think that in my womb there was a baby seed, even if I knew it, I would always be careful and take care of it. Fortunately, the husband Adit understanding of my carelessness, even he always supports my situation, which sometimes there is a sense of sadness when the loss we are waiting for.
Clothes are neat, to carry out my daily ritual of delivering lunch to my beloved husband. Although he is rich and can buy the food he wants, but for me the cuisine of a wife is more afdol for the husband to eat, because it will certainly add love and love in building a household. Actually I don't know if Mas Adit likes my cooking is not, which is clear every time I bring for him he is always greedy without any rest. Though the father often scorned me, the cuisine is less salty, less flour, but in fact the Adit mas never commented on the cuisine I brought, maybe for him the taste of salty and bad food, but in fact Adit mas never commented on the food I brought, can be overcome with love and respect the struggle of his wife who is tired of cooking.
Tok .. tok, the door is closed.
"Now?" Mas Adit's voice told.
"Later bring all the agreement files into my room, because it will sign it soon," said Mas Adit to his employees.
Step has walked closer to the husband, who is busy signing the paper brought by his employees. The head of the employee man had nodded, a sign of greeting myself that had just arrived.
"I'm sorry, sir, Buk?" pamit man officer Mas Adit.
"Yes," we answered compactly.
After the officer breezed away, now the hands are trying to put the food chain on the desk of the greatness of the husband work.
"The tumbens aren't lunch time yet, have you come here yet?" tanyanya while shaking her work chair to the right left.
"Lunch doesn't need to be on time, who knows Mas is hungry, so I'm here a little early" I replied casually.
"What are you cooking today?" tanyanya had approached me who was standing, grasping tightly with her hands.
"You see for yourself" asked me.
We both walked into the living room. His hands began to shrewdly one by one dismantle the rice bushel. Seen his expression his face was already wry like he did not like, as a result of seeing the side dish I brought.
"Is it not wrong that you brought?" his question was astonished upon seeing the side dish.
"No," I replied lightly.
"It's oseng tempe the same sprouts, this same broth spinach, these scrambled eggs the same sprouts. Geez baby, I can curl like this sprout you've cooked. Are there no other dishes besides this? That meat cake or that chicken," he lamented unhappily.
"There's nothing, Mas. You don't have to complain, why! I'm tired of cooking! So today must be eaten all," I replied.
"But why do we have to sprout all, Ana?" Confusion Mas Adit.
"Don't ask too many questions, kooop!" the spoon, which contained rice and side dishes, I put in a fast, chatty mouth.
"Enak the side dish, but why today's menu sprouts all?" asked Mas Adit again, with his mouth busy chewing food.
"It's nothing, Mom! I just want Mas's body to be as healthy as I am" I explained.
"meaning? Aren't we now healthy and well" asked.
"Indeed we are physically fit, but what I want now is in my stomach, so that we can be healthy as soon as possible to get a second offspring" I explained.
"You still can't forget yesterday's miscarriage?" his response was staring me in the face.
"I forgot, Mom. But how happy if Aliya later there is a friend, if you want to play not alone," I replied to be mediocre.
"What you said just now, you don't think weird, do you?" soft talk.
The distance sitting that was originally facing each other, now he began to approach me who was busy wanting to spoon the rice in the tray rantang.
"Hhhhh, no, Mas! I really want to add our family members, so that the house is not quiet and there is always the joy and laughter of our children later," replied I who now looked at the face of Mas Adit.
"I understand how you feel, I also feel sad about what has happened, but my sadness is not as great as you have. Do not drag on because it will make your heart sad. Forget all, throw away the incident, because it is not good if we remember it, because it is the way of destiny to test our patience," said Mas Adit full of calm, full of calm, the one that was hugging me tightly too.
"Yes, Mas. Only I have a little regret for myself, for not being careful to take care of it, so that unwanted accidents happen," my response that has drained the tears.
"You must not blame yourself, let alone fate, all are arranged by God in such a way. You didn't know you were pregnant, either, so there's no need to be this sad. You also do not need to be tired of cooking as you want, if God has been willing to give us trust, surely the day you want it will come too," He tried to comfort this sadness.
"Thank you, Mum. I really don't know what else to say, other than thank you so much. Truly a man like you deserves a thumbs up, always understanding what is in my heart."
"Yes, you're welcome, baby."
"I cannot repay loyalty and affection with other possessions or things, which I can only give love to the heart. You should not be angry or away from me, because I am not like the woman out there, who is always graceful and can please her husband with a fondness," I said by stroking her soft cheeks, smooth, has shown kindness and good looks.
"I don't need anything from you. I would be happier if you were who you are, always a kind and loving Ana towards myself and others. Love is what I need, because without your heart I would not be able to discover what true love is. I should be the one to thank you, for you still want to accept me, even though your heart used to be sliced by a sharp wound. I know your love is greater than anything, so I will love you more than anything in the world" she explained, hugging me tightly.
"Yes, thank you."
Our warm embrace kept rolling until we forgot to eat. A kiss that is so friendly was given.
"Tomorrow I'll cook meat, today I'm sorry for my unbridled selfishness, cook everything with a sprout menu," I said.
"No pa-pa, Ana. Although not macai meat, this sprout is healthy and delicious. This part is very beneficial for nourishing," he smiled kindly.
It is heartless to also see the husband just waving sprouts, indeed this sense of heart there are thousands of regrets. Due to a momentary desire that is so selfish, where the husband to hold the side dish that does not taste it.
"I'm going to Rudi's room for a second, there's an important file I want to handle. You are here first, do not go anywhere, because I have been waiting for Rudi, but the file has not been delivered, so want to come to his room," said Mas Adit wanted to say goodbye.
"Yes Mas, ngak pa-pa. I will wait for you here, until Mas's business is finished with Rudi's secretary" I replied.
"You really don't pa-pa'll be left alone, I'll just be a minute, don't go, okay!" words that don't seem to leave me alone.
"Yes, go sono. It's safe!"
"Sipp, beware that I'm back you're not there."
"Yes. Promise is still here."
"Yes, I'm gone first."
"okay."