An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>> Rage Peak
Going away brings disappointment and pain. The one who wants me a little more but just misses again. Maybe it's a waste of time here. If only everything happened, our lives would be happy.
Brok .. brock, my frustration that many times hit the steering wheel of the car.
"Well, you're really a br*ngs*k guy, Adit! For the second time you have left me. I'll definitely make that calculation with your wife. Just watch! You'll regret choosing that si*lan woman," I said to myself in the car.
Wess ... wsssss, the car has been traveling at high speed, due to the anger and annoyance that has been residing in me. A lot of vehicles I've been through havetily overtaking. The steering wheel kept me slamming left right. If people are not shrewd it will be an accident. Eyes just keep glaring. Anger takes control of the entire body.
It didn't take me long to get home, because the car at full speed was driving. Get out by slamming the car door. Tears shed. Running in a hurry up the stairs. Main destination room.
"Aaacca. Prang .. prannng," I was angry with throwing all the stuff in my room.
There's nothing left. All thrown about the floor and the walls. Pillows, blankets, I did not escape also random. Everything that looks in front of your eyes is annoying. It's like a broken ship, strewn about where all the stuff is. Many are broken but some are intact. Material from plastic, throwpun firmly will remain intact.
"Nl ... Salwa. Tok .. tok," the sound of my room door being knocked many times..
Hough, aaahhh. Bruuk .. pranng," The emotions that were held back are now peaking.
This self that has no power to resist emotions, so without a second thought once again throw a perfume bottle into my makeup glass, now the glass has been torn into pieces.
"Non Salwa .. Open, Non. Crc ... Brook," The door keeps getting whipped up.
Emotions are getting out of control, which is becoming increasingly peaked.
"Aaaah, you all shut up. Bruook ... duor." threw the vase right at the door, as a result of constant annoyance knocked.
As a result of my eternal emotions in anger, now the door that had been pushed is now silent, maybe afraid and shocked due to the throw of the goods earlier.
The chest feels so tight that it hurts, because the wounded heart is now full of resentments that have grown.
The deepest wound is a tremendous pain, because it is too painful to be able to change what was once love, now into anger and revenge that has been stored.
Now I'm wrapped up in a fear of loss, and at the end of the day I have to fight it harder, in order to get it back.
Sitting while patting the chest.
"Why ... why, Adit? What is lacking in me, so you prefer that woman si*l*n," my constant lament cannot allow Adit to belong to anyone else.
As the rain rained down from heaven to earth, the tears kept falling.
"I used to dump you. And is this now your reply to me? So you can't be with me. What do I have to do with you so you can come back? You're too perfect, so my love can't just disappear, "It's my sadness that just keeps complaining.
Now the tears of sorrow have been wiped away, as the brain has found a way that may have been a bit crazy.
"Do I have to kill Ana to get to you?" The idea of behavior that has been possessed by thoughts of cruelty.
"Aahhh, where maybe I can do murder, while killing cockroaches I'm afraid," The brain again twirled the way.
The causal eye, now rolled up from thinking of something.
"Eeem, what idea could separate Ana and Adit?" The mind is looking for a way.
"Yeah, yeess. I'll make you suffer Ana! I'll repay all my wounds to you, so I can be with Adit again, hahahah," My joy finally got the idea.
Even though it is said to be extreme and super crazy, but for the sake of getting Adit all I will do. Even though life has to be paid to be with him. All must be lived and arranged neatly, to be able to get Adit's attention, and immediately hurt Ana.
"You can't ignore me so easily, Adit. Especially to dump me like this. Just wait, you'll definitely be back in my arms."
It's been a long time since I locked myself in the house since Adit's memory came back. Everything was so broken, that this despair had brought me in an acute drop state.
Day after day of work I was just in the room, lamenting unrequited love, and weeping in disappointment at Adit, after the beauty-loving woman named Ana had captured it. So that the dendampun increasingly yellowed day, and all that really makes me want to immediately reply.
In the past I've tried to heal the wounds, and I've forgotten Adit. But in reality this self still cannot, due to the power of my love that is too deep in him, which cannot easily eliminate the feeling.
I'd be really reckless, and I really didn't think it was all in my head. Disappointment in the woman makes my grudge continue to rise to the surface, as the memory of the events of 7 years passing continue to dance in the mind, so until now the sense of displeasure on Ana is increasingly peaking, and it feels like revenge continues to stay to teach her a lesson.