An Overdose of Love
Ferocity
Shock, yes I was so surprised when everything one by one began to unfold, but what became my sadness now was the heart of Karin who apparently did not want me. This self is very understanding and knows very well the ownership of the heart has been struck by others, but in the deepest heart it feels so unwilling if Karin is close to anyone.
Lord, the change is becoming more visible in my eyes.
I knew I was so guilty that it seemed as if he was getting further away.
Maybe my love means nothing to him.
And I love him very much.
I'm here, I'll always wait, until whenever I'll keep waiting.
Although you have hurt this heart, all I want is you.
I wish you could come back to me, reminiscing about our story that stopped.
"Do I have to give Karin away to someone else? But what about Naya, if we can't live together as her father and mother? But it's a matter of the heart being tethered to someone else, if I snatch it later there'll be a lot of gossip that I'm a shameless guy snatching people's girlfriends, but---? Aaah, know ah. I'm very confused about this. Do I really have to win Karin's heart for your son Naya? Yeah, I can't just give up, because as long as the yellow stall hasn't arched, the heart problem can be torn apart so that Karin can only look at me one," a bewildered heart murmur who wants to seize Karin.
This is the first step I have to do to run my smooth actions, which is to approach and love more deeply to Naya. The eyes have been staring intently at the main door of the class, trying to pay attention to the beautiful baby coming home from school.
For almost half an hour, I was still faithful to bring the sweet and cute boy out, until the patience that awaits has now paid off when all the students have begun to pour out of the classroom. I, who had been waiting for a long time, now tried to move closer to Naya's class.
"Hay, baby. How's things?" ask me to make small talk
"Thank God be good, Om."
"Thank God it's good. Oh yeah, you want to come with Om no?" I asked who was already on the ground, trying to align my body with Naya.
"Where, Om? Not far, is it? Aya is afraid of both mother and grandmother, if later know that carelessly follow people," he replied plain typical of small children.
"Fear why? The person is good and not bad. Later Om will phone mom, how?" imbuh.
"Emm" he answered thinking.
"Om won't take you anywhere, it'll just take you to a place you'll definitely like" I said.
"really? Then fine, but promise Naya to tell you, which is really Om handsome to tell you," he said.
"Sipp, baby!" answer me who now has been holding it.
Now I've managed to persuade Naya to come along, and she's the key to getting closer to Karin. For many years had not met, but after meeting even received bitterness, when the desired woman had been entangled by the heart of another man.
Tut .. tut, I try to connect with Karin devices, with earphones installed in the ear to easily see the streets when driving.
[Hemm, hello. What's up?]
[Hallo too. Ketus very much your answer. I just wanted to say that Naya is now with me, so tell Fatimah not to go to school]
[What? Well, you're now starting to dare to take Naya without my permission]
[I understand, brother Adrian. But that way of you is really rude, without telling me first]
[Oh, I don't want to prolong this. Now I want to get to know my own son better, so you don't suck at being so tight-lipped, because I have rights too, ok]
Tut .. tut, because there was little emotion to Karin's answer, suddenly without any courtesy I just turned off the device. Nayapun is now asleep, which fortunately began not to hear in our debate, because I do not want Naya to know that parents have been cruel to torture his bathin, due to separation a dark accident in the past.
Eventually the car stopped at the parents' house. Gratitude repeatedly I said, as my mother improved over her condition. Maybe by bringing Naya now, will add to his better over the pain of the shock of not willing to leave Karin yesterday because of my actions.
"Hey, Ma!" I said to him and the dad who was relaxing sitting on the living room sofa.
"Hey too, son."
When answering and looking at me, my mother's gaze already saw there was a wonder and confusion.
"Who is he, Adrian?" ask Papa.
"Whose Papa is he?" flip tanyaku.
"Lack of knowing too. About? Emm, what-? What's he, lest he be?" he replied that he could no longer continue his words.
"Don't tell me she .. She's Mama's granddaughter, who every day in this heart prays she wants you to see and see?" mama replied there was a ray of joy.
"Yes, Ma. He is the son of Adrian who has been separated all this time," answered me who was carrying Naya in front of the sleeping one.
"Subhanallah, is this really Adrian? Mama's not dreaming, is she?" ask him.
"Yes, Ma. It's real and not a dream."
With a happy smile, my mother approached me, who immediately saw the face of Naya, who then stroked the beautiful strung hair elongated deep black. After a happy meeting, now Naya's body I put in my room.
"You've found what you want after all these years? Then what will you do, Adrian?" ask Papa.
"Yes, Adrian. Karin and her son have you found out, will you soon unite your heart to Karin?" replied Mama.
"Come, pa. I was eager to have Karin completely and tried to heal the wound, but now Adrian must be confused by Karin's feelings that have been tethered to others" I explained.
"What's? Really it?" My mother's surprise answered.
"Yes, Ma. Adrian was really confused about this problem, and what to do now in order to melt Karin's heart, while he was determined not to return for his injuries yesterday," I replied lethargic.
"You're patient, Adrian. Indeed, the wound that has been buried for years, will not be as easy as it can forgive, such as the ease of flipping hands to be able to forgive. In addition, you must keep the spirit to slowly melt Karin's heart so that she wants to come back to you, because if Karin becomes someone else's property it will have a very bad impact on your baby," papa's advice.
"Yes, pa. What you said is true."
"You don't have to worry, son. Because mama will help you too, in order to bring Karin back in the middle of our family again," replied Mama stroking my shoulder slowly, as we were all busy staring at Naya asleep.
Parents are the first encouragement that will go forward first, when the child has a problem that is being faced, even though the problem is so strange can not be solved at all. Parents must be treated well, although there have been delays that offend us, maybe parents must have a reason to do that and for the good of the child.