My Love My Pain
Early Meet

"Airines. If later Papah same Mamah already no Airin so the same son Om and Aunty yes."

Still ringing in Airin's ears about the speech of his parents. Even though he was seven years old. Airin was able to understand what his parents were saying.

Airin is now 20 years old. He will marry someone who has been prepared by his family.

Airin looked at her own face in the mirror. He looks very nervous at the moment. He wanted to scream. Unable to do so, he felt very confused. Airin didn't even know who the man he was going to marry was.

Even so, Airin would still accept the man to be her husband. To him, what his master chose was the best. To Airin, his Uncle and Tantenya were old men. The reason is only one, they are the ones who take care of Airin after his master's people died.

Someone went into Airin's room. He is Sela, the son of her uncle and aunt. They were very close, like siblings.

"Are you ready?" ask Sela.

Airin did not answer. He just nodded his head.

"Come on. Don't be shy, your husband is very handsome."

Airin chose silence. Sela is a sister who often gossip. Whatever he was gossiping about, even his own future sister-in-law.

The reception was so solemn. Until now, Airin still did not know who the man who was saying the sacred promise. Several times Airin raised his face. Still, the man's face was not seen in the eyes of Airin.

***

Very lively and amazing. Many guests have come. They are not just ordinary people. The average person who comes is from business circles. Maybe because the family of Airin's husband is a famous businessman.

Unexpectedly. Airin met her husband. Handsome, Airin thought the first time he saw Arja's face. While Arja, she just smiled a little. He doesn't even look smiling.

"Congratulations. You're now Arja's wife. Be a good wife" said the aunt in tears.

"Tante, I'm happy. Thank you for taking care of me all this time."

"Good be there later. Don't forget us" said Sela in her cherry style.

"Where is it possible."

Uncle came and hugged Airin. Uncle felt very moved, however Airin was already considered a child by Uncle.

"Be careful on the road Uncle, auntie."

Airin looked at her husband. She had just heard her husband's voice. It was beautiful, Airin thought.

*****

Airin and Arja just kept quiet. They're just the two of them in this house. A house gifted by the Arja family. Since the wedding, Airin does not know what the Arja family is like. They are just very good, most likely. Airin got a kind-hearted in-law.

"I thought you were such a ugly woman" said Arja.

Airin could only remain silent. He doesn't know what to answer. For Airin, Arja's words were a compliment. Unknowingly, Airin so remembered with his former lover first. He used to often say the word ugly, to mock Airin.

"Are you mute?" ask Arja.

"It's good if you can talk. Prepare me food, I'll take a shower."

Airin just nodded. Fortunately, the upbringing of uncle and aunt made Airin independent. She can cook and do her homework well. All of this is useful for Airin.

***

At 04.00 WIB. Airin gets up and takes a shower. He was already preparing to clean the house and make breakfast. Airin did not want to, her husband went to the office without breakfast first.

"What are you doing?" asked Arja who immediately hugged Airin's body from behind.

Airin rubbed his eyes. He was not the first man to embrace Airin. Back, Airin remembered his former lover.

As the embrace tightened. Airin regained his senses and immediately opened Arja's embrace. He turned around and looked at Arja.

"Se. You should take a shower first. I. I'll prepare breakfast."

"Since yesterday, you stammered while talking to me."

"I'm sorry, I just remembered that time at uncle's house. I'm not used to it yet" Airin said with a smile.

Arja is approaching and cup. A kiss landed on Airin's forehead. Arja smiled looking at Airin's reddened face. It seems, Arja gets the woman who makes her happy.

"Make breakfast for me, I'll take a shower first" whispered Arja.

Airin nodded. After Arja's departure, Airin tried to regulate his breathing. She felt very shocked by what Arja did to her.

Airin felt something in his heart. Something he used to look after for a man. The man who now knows where, the man who left Airin when Airin was down

***

Arja was pleased with what Airin made. He cooks good food. In fact, Airin also treated her very well. Arja really felt lucky this time.

"Can you make me chicken fried rice tonight. I want to eat it" Arja said between breakfasts.

"All right."

"Don't be shy. I'm your husband."

"Yes." Yeah."

After breakfast is finished. Airin went into the room. He took the bag that Arja used to bring to the office. This house is luxurious. It's just, there's no one. There is only Airin, Arja and a private driver to go to the office.

"Be careful on the road."

"Okay, I'll go first."

Cup. Back a kiss landed on Airin's forehead. This time, Airin was still able to hold his heart. He's not like this morning. For Airin, it's a fun life.

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