My Love My Pain
Alteration

Airin felt very fresh after the shower. Airin deliberately lightened his hair and changed clothes in the dressing room. Afraid that someone would suddenly enter her room.

After yesterday Airin saw the affair of Kenzo and Maya. His mind was a little unsettled. Maya will definitely not let Airin say anything to Arja.

Praanse. Airin jumped in shock when she heard a voice from inside her room. Airin quickly came out but, Airin did not see anyone or anything strange. Only the flower vase on the table by the window broke.

"Nobody, why did it fall?"

Because there is enough time. Airin asked the waiter to clean it. Today Vino has an important meeting. It is impossible if Airin has to be late.

***

"Where are you going?" ask Maya when Airin will just come out of the house.

Airin. It's not unusual for Maya to ask this calmly on Airin. She looks nothing like the usual Maya. Is there anything? think Airin.

"What's more, I'm not you who has a hobby of asking."

"I know, I've already ordered a taxi for you. The taxis are waiting for you."

Maya was not even upset when she heard Airin's words this time. Is he afraid Airin will tell Arja everything. But Airin's decision was made. There's no way Airin's gonna eat his shit again.

"Oh yeah, Arja will come home later. Are you going to pick her up?" ask Maya again.

Given her schedule today, she would be busy grooming Vino. There's no way Airin can pick up Arja at the airport.

"just you. Today I was busy" Maya said.

"Thank you, Brother."

Airin who intends to go is shocked by Maya's words at the end of the sentence. Tearin's eyes looked straight at him, nothing was wrong. Then what happened.

"It's noon. Later Brother can be late," Maya reminded Airin.

"Yes. I'll go first."

Did his head hit something? until he says something as gentle as that, thought Airin. It was obvious that he was not cheating on her. Then what does it want? think Airin again.

Taxi is ready in front of the gate. Without a second thought Airin went straight inside. Vino will be upset if Airin doesn't arrive on time.

The trip to the office this time Airin felt very comfortable. Airin had imagined that he would meet with Arja. Airin had also prepared a gift for her.

***

Meeting is over. A message landed on Airin's phone. Carefully he opened it.

I've missed you so much.

I don't know what Arja was thinking until she sent a message like that to Airin. A message that makes Airin smile to himself like an insane person. Even so, Airin still feels strange with the changes in the nature of Maya. Arja has changed too.

"What a smile do you fear?" sela asked, which made Airin shocked.

"You're this."

"Have you made any progress on that crazy relationship?" ask Sela on Airin.

No response to that question. Airin is still too stupid about love, but Airin still survives to pursue her husband's love. Although there were many wounds that were sown.

"Want me to help you?" bargain Sela with a strange smile.

"No need, I better do it myself."

Sela nodded in understanding. He took all the stuff in Airin's hands. After that whispered with a strange whisper.

Airin turned to him quickly, "Are you serious?" ask Airin.

"Since an hour ago she's been waiting for you."

"Why haven't you said that since."

"You talk a lot yourself" said Sela.

"That's it."

Airin immediately ran towards the elevator. There was no way Airin would let her husband wait for long. Tired of running, the elevator was full. Airin chose to go through the stairs. Tired indeed, but Airin had his reasons for this.

"Koranora." Airin shouted and immediately hugged her.

Arja sees a strange on Airin. On the other hand, there are two pairs of eyes that feel hurt because of the attitude of Arja and Airin.

"What's wrong?" ask Airin.

"You've become bolder."

Arja approached and whispered something, "This is in public and you hold me tight."

The eyes of Tearin glanced left and right. Right, a lot of people are paying attention to them right now. Shamed, Airin chooses to hide his face into Arja's arms.

Arja takes Airin away from the office. He said he would eat with Airin in a special place.

"How was your day without me?" ask Arja.

Airin. Nothing special of course. Airin was even shocked when Arja came to see him. As Airin knew, Arja was angry with him. Airin dismissed his bad thoughts.

"I'm sorry, yesterday I was always angry. Maya explained everything to me, she confessed wrong."

"May?" tanya Airin did not believe what Arja said.

"Yes. He was meeting me. He said he'd been setting you up all along. The reason is only one, don't want my love to be divided."

If it's like this. Where might Airin be able to disfigure Maya in front of Arja. If Airin did, Arja would think Airin was revengeful and fabricating. Airin chose silence and lived the day with Arja.

"And for your miscarriage. I'm so sorry" Arja said with her hand held tightly to Airin's.

Quiescent. Airin could only be silent, if he remembered that day. Airin felt very devastated. Time that Airin desperately wants to forget.

"I'm sorry," again the word was said by Arja.

"Where do you know this truth?" ask Airin.

Arja shook her head, "I think it's important that I know you're not lying."

We are now back in the car. Strange as it was, our huungan just became normal.

Ting. A message came into my phone.

I'm so jealous.

Reading the message made Airin not know how to. Maybe Vino saw him come out with Arja.

Ting.

Good luck.

No longer know what to do. Vino was obviously jealous, but he still had a chance to encourage Airin.

***

Arja stops her car at a dining hall with a very natural design. A place they had never been before.

"Let's go in." Arja held Airin's hand tightly, "you go upstairs first. I'll order food."

"Good."

Can't believe the taste. Airin was amazed by the view in this restaurant. A very pampering sight to the eyes.

"How's it going here?" ask Arja who turned out to have been behind Airin since.

Airin smiled, "Very beautiful. How do you know this place?"

"Maya recommended it."

Maya's? why is he again. Since this morning he has always been kind to Airin. Now, he is also trying to make Airin's relationship with Arja improve.

"Don't think of the no-no. He's so sorry for what he did."

Back Arja was trying to remind you of a good thing. It has been a long time indeed, Airin and Arja did not go both like this. Ever since Maya became pregnant, Arja never treated Airin well.

"How about tonight we stay at a hotel near here?" asked Arja as we sat down.

"As far as you. Obviously, I still have a job tomorrow" Airin said.

"I've decided to pay the fine at your company."

Airin's hand was ready to take the gift in the bag. Now he's undo.

"Why indeed? you suddenly want me to quit my job" Airin said.

"I've told Vino all my reasons. He understands this" said Arja.

Vino didn't even say anything to Airin. Arja is her husband, and Airin has promised to obey her.

The food started coming. Airin put his bag on the left side. There was a message from Vino. Tomorrow Airin should arrive early. There's something to take care of.

***