My Love My Pain
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Airin POVs

Airin was still sitting with a lot of worry in his heart. How could he even get Vino engaged. Obviously Airin only thought of him as a friend. Vino may feel like he's just a tool for her. A tool to get away from Arja and everything about her.

Looking at his watch, it was time for Airin to go to Vino's house. Even though Vino left him without a word yesterday, this morning he informed Airin. My mother wanted to meet Airin. I don't know what they'll talk about later.

Brakes. Airin opened the door and was shocked by what he saw. Don't know since when, but secretary Sa has been sitting on the front porch chair of the house. He also immediately turned his head as soon as he heard Airin open the door.

"Finally you came out too" said secretary Sa with a fluffy smile.

Airin came out and closed the door again. Not forgetting that he locked it too.

"What's the matter you came here for?" ask Airin.

Secretary Sa put on a smile and held Airin's hand. Airin violently let go of the hand. There's no way Secretary Sa would be that good.

"Not to touch me. Just tell me what you want to say, I have other business."

"Your nature is getting louder."

"It's none of your business."

Secretary Sa even laughed a little.

"alright. You seem not happy with my arrival. I came here only because of the request of Boss Arja. He wants you to go back to him now."

"Is it done?" ask Airin who is not interested in the conversation.

"If you refuse. There will be a lot of trouble coming to your life" obviously if Secretary Sa threatens him.

"Tell him, do whatever he wants. Don't expect me to get over the whim of a traitor."

Not long after a car came to the front of Airin's house. Airin knew if it was an invitation for him from Vino. He does not want Airin late, access to transportation here is quite difficult.

Without saying anything Airin left Sa's secretary. He got into the car and told the driver to walk.

"But the woman?" ask the Vino family driver.

"He got the wrong address. Let's go."

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Airin did not think about what Arja thought. He sent Airin back, while Sela was on his side who wanted to get rid of Airin. Bizarrely.

Arrive at a villa. Villa with a building that looks quite old. Maybe the Vino family really likes history. The house always looks old, but well maintained.

"You coming?" asked Vino who was waiting for Airin at the door.

"Yes. I can't possibly break my promise." They walked through the hallway, "Where's aunt?" ask Airin.

"She's been waiting for you since."

"really?" Airin smiled at Vino's reply.

"He was so happy to hear we were getting engaged" Vino said. He looks down.

Airin knew he had hurt Vino. Airin wants to get engaged not because of the love that grows back in the heart. Just because of an impingement. Even so, Airin will take responsibility for what he has done.

Slowly Airin approached and held Vino's hand. He looked at Airin, their eyes met. Slowly, a smile rose on Vino's lips. At least Airin can feel calm this time.

"Finally you arrived too. I've been waiting for you for a long time" said Mama Vino.

"Sorry aunt, there was something sudden."

You approached and immediately hugged Mama Vino. Then they sat in the room. The room is dominated by white. It looks very bright and clean, yet soothing.

"Are you really ready for this engagement?" ask mama Vino.

Airin was silent, for a while his brain could not work.

"Airin," call Mama Vino.

"Yes, aunt. I've thought things through, I don't want Vino's reputation ruined because of me either."

"So?"

Airin looked at Vino. He reviews the smile again, but the smile that Airin can't understand.

"We're getting engaged to a aunt's blessing. If aunty does not approve of us, it's useless for us to do this engagement" Airin said as he looked at Vino. Airin did not take off that look in the slightest.

Mama Vino laughed quite loudly, "I will definitely bless you both. You are the couple I really want."

Airin turned her face to Mama Vino and nodded. He was really happy to hear what Airin said. Whatever happens, Airin will not let her down.

"Then. You can talk to both, I'll tell my friends. I'll have a fancy engagement for you guys."

"Thank you, aunt."

"Yes, baby."

Now, there are only Airin and Vino. He was not happy with what Airin was doing. Perhaps, he thought Airin was just playing the game here. They just stared at each other without a word.

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After finishing visiting the house of Vino. Airin escorted Vino to return home. Before that, Vino took her to the garden behind this house. There are a lot of flowers blooming. Very lovely.

"Why did you do this to Mama?" vino asked as Airin was picking some flowers.

Airin turned to her, "What do you mean?" tanya Airin does not understand Vino's mind.

"You're the one who said if we were just pretending. Then why are you making mama even more hopeful."

Airin threw away the flower and approached Vino. They look at each other.

"I'm not playing. Airin thinks this is real, not a pretense."

Vino pulled Airin into his arms. He tidied up the hair that covered Airin's face.

"You don't love me. Why are you doing it?"

Vino's question makes Airin silent a thousand languages. What he said was true, but Airin could not tell the truth. Vino would feel very upset if he knew why Airin would be engaged to him.

"Why silence? answer that."

"I did this because I didn't want to hurt a woman. I don't want to make empty hopes for your mama."

Vino smiled cynically. Then she took her arms off Airin. He looked at Airin back and immediately kissed forcefully.

As powerful as Airin tried to let go of the kiss. Until Airin accidentally bit his lips. Airin saw another look from Vino's eyes.

"You don't love me yet, but gradually you'll love me. Like I love you right now" said Vino.

"Don't make any nonsense. We're just friends and we'll forever be friends."

Vino did not answer. He decided to kiss Airin again. This time, Airin was able to dodge and directly leave Vino. Why Vino became someone else after kissing Airin. Is it because he's disappointed only Airin considers friends.

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