My Love My Pain

My Love My Pain
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That night the weather was pretty clear. Only Arja's heart is still gray. He had already thought of many ways to get close to Airin. Now all those plans are ruined because of aunt Mia's arrival.


Arja put the phone down. He had been eager to send a message to Airin. But the intention was back he paused. He felt it inappropriate to send a message at that moment.


Because there is no other job. Arja chose to return to the room. Of course, to rest, the day is getting late.


Clik. Arja turned on her room lights. How shocked Arja saw Sela sitting in thin clothes on her bed. With a slow step, Sela approached Arja. Hugged her.


Arja lets go of the hug and pushes Sela. He did not think what Sela was thinking. How Sela thought of teasing him like that.


"Why are you pushing me? you haven't come to me in a long time" Sela said.


"Get out of my room."


"I'm your wife."


"Not yet official," replied Arja briefly.


Sela is approaching from behind. He hugged Arja gently again. Again Arja pushed him hard. Even made Airin pushed into the wall.


"What are you doing. I just want to hug you." Shouted Sela.


"Don't tease me like this anymore. I'm sick of it."


"Arja.."


"Get out of my room now."


"Ja..."


"Get out."


With a very embarrassed feeling. Sela came out of Arja's room. Her tears began to drip down her cheeks. Just this time Arja completely rejected Sela. It was only this time that Sela tried to flirt in that way.


Aunt Mia smiled at Sela's sadness coming out of Arja's room. After knowing what happened. Aunt Mia approached and immediately hugged Sela.


"Why are you crying?" ask aunt Mia attentively.


"Arja. He rejected me and told me to come out."


"Cup cup cup. Come on, let's go to the room. It's not good if anyone sees you like this."


Aunt Mia takes Sela into Sela's room. In the heart of aunt Mia cheered happily. While on his face, he looked very sorry for what happened to Sela.


"Aren't you pregnant with Arja's child?" ask aunt Mia.


Sela nodded weakly.


"You have to force Arja to marry you. He needs a father on his birth certificate. Do you want him to be born without a father."


"She promised to marry me after this child was born" Sela replied.


Aunt Mia looked at Sela, "Why are you so stupid, Cell. Arja's a man she'll definitely turn away. Sooner or later, you have to force Arja to marry you. Or he'll just stay away."


"I will try" said Sela.


Aunt Mia smiled again, "Now. You can rest. I'm going back to my room, it's late."


"Thank you, Ma."


"Together."


Aunt Mia came out from inside Sela's room with a lot of plans in her brain. This time he'll make Sela his puppet. Arja should be mine, thought aunt Mia.


***


Several messages went to Airin's phone as she was about to try to sleep. A message from Arja and Aunt Mia.


Arja: Can you meet me? I want to tell you something.


Airin chose not to reply. He opened a message from aunt Mia.


Airin. Do you have time tomorrow? auntie wants to have lunch with you. Lots of things I want to talk to you about.


More days. Aunt Mia is getting closer to Airin. Even Airin could not resist the invitation to meet him. Although it must be with lies when asked by Vino.


Airin still does not know the reason Vino forbid him to be related to aunt Mia. While Arja clearly does not like the proximity of Airin with aunt Mia.


Otherside. Vino was still sitting in his study. Until Lola came in unusual clothes. He came with a man to Vino's study.


See who's coming. Vino put the book in his hand. He sat down in front of Lola and her boyfriend.


"How's the info I asked for?"


"It's a suspicion, Mr. Vino. Mia had already made a riot and managed to make Airin believe her. In fact, Airin slapped Arja in public because of Mia."


Vino clenched his hand. It was unexpected that Aunt Mia had gone too far. Vino feels that he should go to Arja and discuss this. All this for Airin's safety.


Vino is silent when Lola and her male friend say every detail of Airin's incident meets Aunt Mia. Airin doesn't know about this. At present, Airin only knows that Aunt Mia is a kind and very motherly person.


Vino comes out of his room to drive Lola and her friend. It was unexpected that they would meet Airin while coming out of Arja's room.


"Lola, are you here?" ask Airin.


"He came to get the files here" Vino replied.


"Can't it be sent by email?" ask Airin again.


Vino approached Airin, "The network here is in trouble."


"really? why is mine not."


Now Vino has no answer to what Airin said. Seeing Airin was very curious, Vino finally shifted the topic of his conversation.


"Have you had dinner?" ask Vino then.


Airin gave a smile. He knew that Vino was avoiding the question. Airin chose to follow what Vino did.


"I ate earlier. You alone?"


"Sorry, Sir. My friend and I excuse you. It's been very night" said Lola and was called by her male friend.


"yes too. Then I'll drive you guys."


"Me too" said Airin, standing beside Vino with a smile.


Vino just nodded. Then, they drove Lola and her friend to the porch. After Lola's departure, Airin and Vino returned.


There's no word. There was only silence, this time they were both hiding something. If you can choose, the relationship will be more beautiful if you are open to each other. Not with lies.


"It's night. Why haven't you slept?" ask Vino.


"Eitherway. I can't sleep."


"Wanna see a movie?" tawar Vino's.


"Can."


They both decided to watch that night. There were no cell phones and sounds aside from the movies they watched. Vino was still cool watching with a snack in his hand. While Airin was asleep with his head leaning on the chair.


Vino is approaching Airin. He looked at that face. A face that she desperately wanted to be happy with and she protected. There's a sense of guilt for spying on Airin. Vino has no other choice but that.


"I'm sorry" said Vino. Then, he kissed Airin's forehead gently.


****


Airin woke up as sunlight entered her room. He woke up with a body that felt very fresh. When he woke up he felt someone holding him from behind.


With a fast heart. Airin looked back. And unknowingly Airin shouted quite loudly. Make the person next to him wake up.


"What's wrong?" ask Vino to Airin.


"Why are you sleeping here?" airin asked with annoyance on her face.


Vino stared fixedly at the woman in front of him, "Wouldn't you have asked me to sleep here last night."


"Where is it possible." Elak Airin's.


"You don't believe it. Listen to this," said Vino, pressing a button on his phone.


Is correct. Airin heard his voice coming out of the phone. He asks Vino to accompany him for fear that Arja will come and take him away. In fact, Airin seemed very pushy there.


"Do you believe it now?" ask Vino.


Not answers. Airin took a pillow to cover her face. He was so ashamed of what he did. How could I do such a shameful thing, Inner Airin.


Tok to tok.


Airin suddenly heard a knock on the door of his room. He doesn't know what to do at the moment. If anyone knew, Airin would be very embarrassed.


Without orders or anything. Vino got off the bed and opened the door. With great confidence.


"What's wrong?" ask Vino.


"The casino!! why are you in Airin's room."


Vino was shocked to find out that his mother had just knocked on the door.


"Do you sleep together?" mama Vino came into the room and saw Airin sitting on the bed.


"Ma, Vino can clear everything."


Mama Vino did not answer a word. He got out of Airin's room and left Vino there. Mama Vino was very disappointed with what she saw. He did not expect that Vino and Airin would do such a thing.


"How is this?" airin asked with a worried tone.


"You just calm down. I'll explain it to Mama."


"But..."


"You can be here for a while. I'm going to see mom."


Vino tried to meet his mother. But no one opened the door. In fact, mama Vino chased Vino away in an angry tone. This time Airin and Vino really made a fatal mistake.