My Love My Pain
Selena 2

Airin couldn't just let go of her hand from Sela. Even when Sela will be put into the operating room. Not knowing why, Airin felt so hurt by what he saw.

Unknowingly, Airin walked without a cane. I don't know where Airin left the stick. Now, Airin's mind was only on Sela who was running the operation.

What had just happened made Airin feel confused. If there was no shooter, Sela would have said who was behind the kidnapping. After that she could figure out why she was kidnapped.

"Watery."

Airin turned his head and saw Vino coming by running towards him.

"What's going on?" ask Vino then.

"Sit down first" said Airin.

Then Airin started telling me everything. The beginning of an accidental meeting and ending in a shooting incident.

"I want you to investigate this case for me" Airin said at the end of the story.

Vino is silent, however, at the moment Vino does not want Airin to get into trouble. What else this is not a trivial problem according to Vino.

"Vin, why are you quiet?" ask Airin.

"It's not time to talk about this. I'm here to take you home."

"Come home?" tanya Airin did not believe.

"Yes. Mama's been waiting with her doctor."

Airin shook his head quickly. He knew he was no ordinary doctor. He's a psychiatric doctor called Vino last night.

Vino pulled Airin's hand away. Airin's been trying to get it off. The grip on his hand was very strong.

Arrive in the hospital parking lot. Airin got into the car. He tried to get out but Vino had already locked him up. Until Vino comes in with a cell phone in his hand.

"Do you and your mom still think I'm crazy?" ask Airin.

Vino put down his phone and looked at Airin, "This is for your good, Rin. I don't want to..."

"That's enough. Let's just end this relationship" Airin said.

"Rin, listen to what I'm saying."

Airin turned with teary eyes, "I thought you'd be my last moor. You're the same as Arja. You just hurt me."

"Rin,..."

Lazy to hear what Vino said. Airin chose to stare out the car glass. Actually Airin was very disappointed with what Vino did. Vino makes her seem like the happiest woman, but Airin has to obey Vino.

***

Get home. Airin can walk as usual. He even left Vino who was still in the car.

Two pairs of eyes immediately stared at Airin as soon as he entered. Mama and the doctor, they're waiting for Airin's arrival.

"Have you come?" ask Mama Vino who will hug Airin.

Airin took a few steps back to make Mama Vino silent. They just look at each other.

"Where's your wand? Ice?" ask mama Vino.

"It's none of your business."

Mama Vino shook her head, "Did mom do you wrong?" asked mama Vino softly.

Airin did not answer. He decided to walk back to his room. Arriving in the room, he looked for the file that was given by Arja. After finding it, Airin's smile expanded.

"Are you going to get out of here?"

Airin turned his head because he heard a woman's voice. That woman, this time Airin tried to strengthen her heart and soul. He had to catch the woman. For Vino and his mother to believe.

"Is it because of me?" ask the woman.

Airin smiled, "I know you're not my illusion. You're real."

The woman smiled, "How was the surprise I gave you? nice right?"

"What do you mean?" Airin did not understand what the woman was saying.

The woman surrounds Airin's body, "I have to get rid of one by one the people who support you. That way, my boss will pay dearly."

"Who's your boss?"

The woman laughed loudly. Then he patted Airin on the shoulder. After that, the door opened. There's Vino there. Airin looked at the woman, no longer there.

Airin gulped with an unbelieving heart. If he said this, Vino would be even more convinced that Airi was a crazy woman. Finally, Airin chose to be quiet.

"What are you doing here?" ask Airin.

"If you're not crazy. What are you talking to yourself for."

Airin was shocked, since Vino must have been at the door.

"Follow me," said Vino who immediately pulled Airin's hand, "you must be treated by a doctor immediately."

Inevitably Airin finally accepted to talk to the doctor. Mama Vino has prepared a room for doctors and Airin to use.

With an uneasy feeling, Vino waited for Airi to come out of the room. Mama Vino kept her son calm.

***

Arja is shocked when she hears that Sela has entered the hospital. He had no idea what had happened to Sela at first. Until he was told by the doctor who handled Sela.

"Actually, Sela's mother was with a wanjta. By the time I was going to give him the news, he was no longer in place" the doctor said.

"Woman?" ask Arja.

"Yes, Sir. Then excuse me first" said the doctor and left immediately.

Arja goes into the ward. She gets Sela who is asleep with an infusion hose in her hand. Slowly, Arja clasped the hand and kissed it.

At times like this, Arja does not know what happened to her heart. Clearly, he felt a wound in his heart as he saw Sela lying weakly. Fortunately, Sela's fetus can still be saved. If not, I don't know what Arja will do.

"Airin," said Sela, "Airin," he said again.

Arja stood up and looked at the face of Sela who was still asleep. It's just that he keeps mentioning Airin's name. That's what makes Arja know the woman who accompanied Sela when she was shot.

An annoyance immediately surfaced in Arja's mind. He will not forgive what Airin has done. Although Airin wants revenge, this is not the way, Arja thought.

"Sela, I'll make Airin feel it too."

Sela still mentions Airin. Arja is becoming more emotional. Until someone walks into that ward.

Yes, Airin came to see Sela. The eyes of Arja and Airin meet. The vexation of annoyance was emanating on Arja's face. Aloud, Arja pulled Airin's hand out of the room.

"What did you do to Sela?" asked Arja as soon as she got outside the room.

"What doyou mean. I came here to see him" said Airin.

"Are you crazy? didn't you and Sela never get along. Why are you and her together all of a sudden."

"What are you saying" said Airin

"You're the one who shot Sela?" ask Arja.

Airin rounded his eyes, how could Arja accuse Airin of shooting. Airin had never even held a gun in his life.

"true."

Arja and Airin looked in the same direction. Aunt Mia came with a smile on her lips.

"Yes, I saw Airin's man there. I did not accidentally see it," said Aunt Mia.

"Aunty? how can aunt..."

"Already, Rin. You can't dodge anymore, before I call the police. You better get out of here" said Arja.

"I didn't do anything. Me and Sela accidentally met." Airin kept trying to defend himself.

Aunt Mia approached Arja, "You better take care of her. I'll take care of Sela."

This time Arja according to what aunt Mia said. He took Airin out of the hospital. Even Arja also stopped the taxis to take Airin away from there.

"Airines. I know you still love me, but don't hurt Sela and the baby. I will never stay silent" said Arja.

Airin was silent. Then, Arja closed the taxi door. He thought about what Arja said. Airin felt himself trapped in a problem.

Meanwhile, in the ward. Sela slowly opened her eyes. He saw the woman he wanted to avoid. Aunt Mia, Aunt Mia smiled at the dark lipstick she was wearing.

"You awake?" ask aunt Mia.

Sela was silent. If he could hope, right now he did not want to wake up. He wants to go back into the world he does not know. That's better than coming face-to-face with aunt Mia.

"Don't be afraid" said aunt Mia who saw a frightened face on Sela, "i don't want to kill you. I'm just bluffing you, if you dare to tell Airin. I'm gonna kill you."

"You.you..."

"Shhhh," aunt Mia put her index finger on Sela's lips, "No need to talk. You just have to follow my game. Don't be afraid" said aunt Mia.

Sela shook her head violently. Her tears came out, it made Aunt Mia feel worried. Worried if Arja suddenly comes to the room. If he wanted to, he could kill Sela right then and there. Only if he did, would Arja be suspicious.

Sure enough, Arja entered and found Sela crying in the company of aunt Mia. Aunt Mia sat down while rubbing Sela's face very gently.

"You why? is anyone sick? where's where?" ask Arja.

Sela was about to answer, but Aunt Mia came straight at Arja.

"It seems like he was very scared given the incident. I accidentally asked him," said aunt Mia.

Arja was silent and sat down next to Sela. He held that hand very tightly. It even made Sela feel calmer than before.

Aunt Mia stared intently at Sela. He felt very hate for her. Seeing that, Sela chose to look at her future husband.

"Then I go first" said aunt Mia.

Aunt Mia approached Sela, "Take care of yourself and your baby."

After saying that. Aunt Mia came out. Before that he had called someone to watch Sela's movements. He did not want what he had done to date to be destroyed so easily.

***

Vino and his mother were sitting in the living room. They look agitated because Airin is not coming home. Even his phone was turned off.

Vino's concerns grew when doctors declared Airin traumatized. Yes, she was traumatized and kept being overshadowed by the woman who kidnapped her.

If it is not handled well. It could be that Airin will be exposed to other disorders in his life. Meanwhile, Vino agrees to bring Airin therapy to the doctor once a week.

Brakes. Airin opened the door, she looked displeased, even her eyes looked puffy. Vino immediately approached Airin and helped him walk.

"Where have you been? I was very worried" said Vino.

"I just met a friend" said Airin.

Mama Vino approached, "Are you guys fighting. You look like you just cried" said Mama Vino.

Airin just kept quiet, then smiled.

"I want to rest. Can, right?"

"Sure," said Vino.

Vino attentively escorted Airin into his room. There's nothing they're talking about. Since Vino thought Airin was mentally unhealthy. Airin was reluctant to tell her anything.

***