My Love My Pain
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Arja drags Airin into the room. He locked the door, too. While Airin can only withstand the pain in his arm. Arja held it very hard.

"Why can you be with him? do you have anything important with him?" ask Arja loudly.

"I can explain everything, but let go of my hand. It hurts."

Not to release his hand. Arja even more pressing, until Airin increasingly complaining.

"You married woman. Why are you walking around with another man."

"He's my boss, you know that. We have business in the hospital."

"Hospital?" ask Arja.

"Yes." Yeah."

Arja releases her hand and surrounds Airin's body. Airin felt very uneasy with that look.

"Where has he touched you?" ask Arja later.

"Arja. I can explain."

Tok to tok.

The knocking of the door made Airin and Arja debate awaited. They can only look at each other. As Airin stepped in to open the door.

"You stay here" said Arja and opened the door herself.

Maya was already standing with a smile at the door.

"What's wrong?" ask Arja.

"You asked me. I'm cooking, it's dinner time."

"alright. Let's eat." Arja immediately hugged Maya's waist.

"What about Airin."

"Leave it."

Airin could only stay in place. The door to his room was closed very hard. Before the door closed, Airin could only hold her breath seeing her husband's attitude towards Maya. Very smooth.

***

Airin didn't sleep last night. His stomach was hungry, and his body was tired. Arja didn't open that door at all. Just to see the condition of Airin.

Brakes. The door opened, Airin immediately got up from his lying position. Hope if Arja comes and brings food. No, Arja just came and gave me a house key.

"What's this?" ask Airin.

"You need to get out of this house. Maya wants to stay here" Arja said without looking at Airin.

Airin did not believe what he heard. Slowly, Airin threw away the key. He was upset by Arja's attitude. He promised to be fair to his two wives. Apparently not, he prefers his young wife.

"I still want to be here" Airin said with a stern look.

Plaque. Arja slapped Airin hard. Arja completely changes after marrying Maya. He's not a gentle and pleasant Arja. He's a bad, cold-blooded man.

"Iwlins. Prepare all Airin's stuff. You go with him too, I'll ask for another servant in this house."

"Arja."

"Go from here. I'll visit you there often."

Airin was silent. He doesn't know what else to do. Than to make Arja even more angry. Airin finally complied.

"Mom, before you go. I eat first, I don't look well" Ilin said attentively.

"Iwlins. I'm it's okay. Just get the car ready, we gotta get out of here."

Now, I realize. Sometimes promises are just promises. There are no words that can be fulfilled when the heart is too loving. Yeah, Arja forgot her promise to me. He prefers to be with Maya. In this house, the house that had been my palace.

***

Airin has arrived at the house chosen by Arja. A simple house with a small garden in front of it. Beautiful, though not as big as the house of Arja.

Airin asked Ilin to clean the house and tidy things up. Even though it's on the outskirts. The house should look clean and comfortable.

"Mom, you better take a break. I don't look well."

"No. Today, Vino has an important meeting. I'll go first."

"Be careful on the road, ma'am."

Airin picked up the bag on the seat and walked towards the bus stop. No more Arja to take Airin. The life of Airin changed by three hundred and sixty degrees. No more luxury.

***

Because I'm not feeling well. Some times Airin had to stop working and go to the cafeteria to buy cold drinks. He felt his body hot, as well as his stomach.

"Why haven't you sent the file to my room yet?" vino asked as Airin opened the door.

"Sorry, Sir. Today's..."

"You look pale. Are you sick? did Arja do anything painful?"

"It's not because of my husband. I'll finish the job and give it to you."

Airin has opened the door and will be ready to enter. Vino catches Airin's hand and makes Airin turn back to face him.

"Don't hide anything anymore. What did Arja do to you?"

"He loves me and loves me very much. He didn't do anything bad to me, let me work."

"If he loves you. Why would he want to marry that woman again."

Airin's still. This time what Vino said was true. If Arja really loved him. Why are there other women in the relationship.

"That's none of your business. I'll get back to work."

Airin entered his room and locked the door. He sat down with a cold drink in his hand.

If remembered again. Airin was also hurt by Vino. Vino leaves Airin as the love grows. Airin felt that his love always hurt him. Either with Vino or with Arja.

***