My Love My Pain
Take care

A beautiful night accompanied by stars and a shining moon. Airin was still sitting on the balcony of the room. His eyes still could not be closed.

His mind has been in turmoil since the incident in the building. There are many things Airin has done to forget about it. But in fact, the more Airin wants to forget the more Airin remembers. All of that bothered him a lot.

"Mrs. Mr. Arja has gone home" said a servant who came to Airin's room.

"I'm going down."

View the schedule on the calendar. Airin just remembered that Arja today came home. Yeah, he just went on a business trip. This week, Airin has nothing else to offer. Since Arja is gone, her mind is also still fixed on Vino. With his invitation at that time.

"Home home?" Airin hugged Arja.

"There's a guest outside. You tell them to come in" whispered Arja to Airin.

"OK."

Brakes. When Airin opened the door. Airin was shocked to see Cika and Vino there. They even look very friendly.

Tearin's eyes could not be seen Vino in front of him. Their eyes met, without Cika realizing. Vino rolled his eyes.

"Not invited in?" asked Arja who immediately hugged Airin's waist and made him aware.

"Sorry, come on in. I'm surprised you guys came here" Airin said.

Honestly, his heart was still shocked. Can't believe Vino's really coming. Just last night Vino said he was coming. It scared Airin, but now he's in front of Airin. Even with his new girlfriend.

They sit in the living room. Some of the patrons brought snacks and drinks for the guests Vino and Cika. Since then, Airin had only bowed his head.

Airin was very scared of his own feelings. Airin was afraid that she would cross the line as a wife. Airin was afraid that his heart would falter again about his feelings.

There are a lot of things we talk about. Until finally Vino said if he was going to the bathroom.

"Where's the little room?" ask Arja.

"Servant..."

"Kok called the waiter instead" Arja told Airin.

"Let the waiter deliver" Airin told Arja.

Arja smiled, "You're the one who's nganterin. I also have things to talk about with Cika. They're special guests for us."

"Yes. Maybe we will cooperate," Cika said with a smile.

Airin smiled strangely. Inevitably Airin had to drive Vino to the bathroom. A few steps, the atmosphere is still the same. Arriving in front of the bathroom. Vino pulled Airin into his arms.

Airin pushed him hard. Even to the point of making a loud noise. Airin didn't want Arja to hear it. He didn't want to make Cika or Arja hurt.

"What are you doing? don't you miss me too?" ask Vino to Airin.

"I buried that feeling. Don't expect me to do what you say."

"Don't be a hypocrite Rin. You can be honest with me, you still love me, right?" Vino pulled Airin's hand and he held it tightly, "you know. I married Cika just because I wanted to be close to you."

"It's none of my business. I've got a husband and I love him."

Vino releases Airin's hand. He laughed, but his laughter was very different. Not like a happy laugh. Except for a laugh full of wounds.

If you look back. Maybe Airin will love Vino again. What else if you remember about the goodness of Vino. But now he's completely changed. He said something strange to Airin.

Airin's feet stepped swiftly towards the living room. He will feel comfortable next to Arja. The reason Vino came to this house was only because he wanted to see Airin, so he made excuses about the bathroom.

"How is your cooperation?" ask Airin with a smile.

Arja looked over and smiled. He slightly shifted his seat.

"You're back? where's Vino?" ask Arja.

"He's still in the bathroom. Maybe he'll be out soon."

Vino is back soon. His face was wet, probably because he had just washed his face. Airin tried not to see his face. She chose to look at her husband's face.

"Let's go. We have to go back" Cika told Vino.

Vino just nodded.

"Why rush?" ask Airin, even if it's just a question.

"Sorry to Airin. Actually, we're just here to talk about business. And it's all done" said Cika.

"Dearly enough. We should be able to have dinner together, "Airin still has a stale taste in front of Cika and Vino.

Airin and Arja take Vino and Cika to the terrace of the house. Since then, Vino had only been silent and said nothing.

***

They are still sitting with their minds. A couple of waiters came and brought breakfast. Airin who saw Arja focus on her phone just kept quiet.

"Ri." Call Arja when Airin will get the rice to his plate.

"What's wrong?"

"Later tonight Cika invited us to dinner together. You want?"

Airin was silent for a while. I don't want anything strange to happen again. Airin shook his head.

"Why?"

Airin placed the plate he had filled with rice. He sat back.

"actuallys. I want to meet a friend."

"Who?"

"Who else if not Sela." Answer Airin immediately. Airin did not want Arja to ask further.

"OKs. But, don't go home tonight."

Airin's smile expands on the lips. Actually, Airin promised to see Kenzo. He will again ask the reason why Arja divorced Maya all of a sudden.

"Breakfast first, be late for the office."

"Tumben attention. Usually also funny. I'm falling in love with you again."

"Anyways," Airin chuckled between our breakfasts, "later noon. I'll bring you lunch. Ok."

"Whatever you do. I'll answer yes."

Breakfast was different this morning than usual. They talk about fun things. In fact, Arja took Airin on vacation. Just two. It's obvious that he doesn't want to remember Maya.

After finishing driving Arja to the front of the house. Airin went back into the room. Seeing his flaming phone made Airin shocked. Who's this early has called him.

Vinos. The name is listed on the screen of Airin's phone, because it is lazy to respond. Airin chose to turn off the call.

Returning. Vino tried calling Airin. Don't know how to. Vino is now very terrible according to Airin. He did various things in order to get to Airin and contact him. Airin chose to turn off his phone and throw it on the bed.

***

Some office employees greeted Airin. Shame, that's how he feels. It's been a long time since Airin got this kind of atmosphere. Funny feels.

"You're going to Mr. Arja's room?" ask the secretary Arja.

Airin nodded.

"Please come in, Mom."

"Honey. I'm coming...."

Embarrassed. That's what Airin felt the first time. There's not just Arja. But there are also some others. Why didn't Arja say it, even her secretary was also just silent.

"Sorry to interrupt."

"It's okay, Mom. We're already going. Come in" said one of them.

Airin slowly stepped his feet. While they were out of the room. Arja had already held back her laughter. Until they were just the two. Arja laughed loudly.

"Is this funny to you?" airin asked in annoyance, "You didn't even say if there was a meeting today."

Arja approached and took a feeding spot in her hand. He kissed Airin's forehead softly. It makes Airin feel calmer.

"I'm sorry, I forgot about this. Have you eaten?" ask Arja.

"It has. I just brought it for you."

"Thank you, dear."

Nimblely Airin prepared lunch at Arja's table. He also made drinks for Arja. Looking out the window of this room. The whole city can be seen. Is beautiful.

Airin enjoyed the view. She enjoyed the moment where she accompanied her husband with love. She enjoys the moment Arja also returns her love. Airin is happy for now.

***