My Love My Pain
Stalker

Airin didn't come home yesterday. He decided to spend the night at the hotel. Just to calm down. Because of the miscarriage, Airin had to endure all this. By ourselves.

How Airin should tell Arja. How to explain, he would definitely not believe it. Just like before, Airin will only get hurt.

If you think back, it feels like Airin does not want to say anything to Arja. He'll find a place to go. He'll be alone for some time. Although Airin was not happy to leave Arja.

***

Cika was waiting for him at a cafe near the hotel. Airin deliberately asked to meet with Cika. He'll probably give Airin a solution. Airin was sure of that.

"Sorry I'm late" Airin told Cika.

"What's wrong? is your pain increasing?" cika asked with a worried tone.

Airin shook his head, Airin started saying what he was thinking. Airin will find a place to be alone, at least until the pain is healed. Airin did not want to disappoint Arja.

"I know you were so tormented hearing the doctor's explanation yesterday. Although there is something wrong with your uterus because of miscarriage. At least you should tell Arja, she's your husband" Cika said.

"I'm afraid he doesn't trust me anymore. I intend to leave secretly."

Cika shook her head in disagreement with what Airin said.

"Don't be like that. Arja will be tormented by your departure."

"Who said, he already had many women. I'm just the collection."

"My advice is, at least you tell Arja about your illness."

"Alright, at least I can calm down because Arja knows this."

Cika nodded her head. He will also help Airin find the right place. It is a place that has great doctors. Airin desperately hopes to recover and give the child to Arja.

***

After Airin's meeting with Cika. Airin chooses to go home and tell Arja everything. Whatever happens, Airin will take it.

Arja is Arja, she won't change just because of one person. He would live with many women. Airin must remember my own position.

Taxsi has stopped and Airin has given away the money. He carried his bag and opened the door, but Airin heard the voice of the person arguing.

"Why did you say that to Airin?" shout Arja. Yes, Airin knows this voice, this is Arja's voice.

"Master, I'm sorry. This is all I can do to keep Airin from leaving you. Didn't he believe you'd get hurt if he left?"

Airin sees Bob's doctor explaining everything to Arja.

"But I look very weak in front of him. He was like he was going to enslave me." Arja shouted loudly.

"No..."

"No, you didn't say, didn't you know that I had to get offspring from him. I also have to get his autograph. You know why I married her, I just want the treasure her uncle has been hiding."

Airin was deeply hurt by what he heard. Arja asks for a descendant from him for wanting to master the treasure. Although Airin does not know if he has a lot of treasure out there.

"I told you, sir. If you have to be loyal to him, even once. He'll trust you again."

"Now he's changed, he's not Airin's obedient anymore."

"You better tell this to Sela. At the very least, Sela would understand and would not approach master for now."

"How can you?"

"Didn't Sela not want to get pregnant. So, sir can use that excuse."

Airin closed her eyes and regulated her breathing. Why is there a name Sela called. Does Sela know something. Wait, Airin remembered, Sela used to say that Arja was very handsome.

Even Airin and Sela had never met Arja before. Airin thought he had been married since childhood. But why Arja only wants a descendant of Airin.

Brakes. The door opened suddenly. The sight of Airin met the eyes of Arja. He stared in shock at Airin. Airin also felt caught eavesdropping on their conversation.

"Airin, are you okay?" ask Arja who immediately approached and help Airin stand up.

Airin stood up and confirmed his clothes. Airin's smile expanded completely.

"Sorry, I was dizzy and opened the door until I fell down" Airin said.

"Did you hear something?" asked Arja with a strange motion.

"Hear what? doctor Bob, are you here? did Arja relapse again?"

This time Airin tried to play a show. I hope Airin is not found out. This time Airin will hold off his departure for a few days. Airin will find out about Sela and Arja's relationship.

"No, Rin. I didn't relapse, the doctor just stopped by."

Airin turned to Bob's doctor who was standing not far from us.

"really. I'll also leave now, there's important business."

Arja holds Airin's shoulder, "If you feel dizzy. You can rest first. I'll drop Bob off."

"All right."

After the departure of Arja and Bob's doctor. Airin walked towards the stairs, she tried to remember the strange things from Sela and Arja. No one remembers Airin, Airin was getting dizzy.

***

Arja didn't come home last night. Today Airin decided to go to his office. He decided that Airin would follow wherever Arja went. Who knows if he'll meet Sela.

The message goes into the chat application. Cika, he let Airin take the day off. So, Airin can do the plan.

A taxi stops right in front of Airin. Airin's been ordering it since. It just so happened that he had already informed Arja that she would come to his office.

"To this address sir." Airin showed an address to the taxi driver.

"Good, Mom."

After being given medication by a doctor. The nausea and dizziness have been slightly reduced. Airin should not be late in taking the medicine. At least Airin doesn't have to look weak in front of everyone.

"It's over, Mom."

Airin nodded. Before disembarking, Airin asked the taxi driver to be with him all day.

"But, Mum...."

"I'll pay for everything. I promise," Airin told the taxi driver.

"All right, Mom."

Airin took the bag and also the lunchbox she had brought. This lunchbox as the reason for coming here.

"Where's Arja?" ask Airin on the Sa screen.

"Pak Arja's inside, Mom."

"Thank you."

"Arja, I've come to bring you food."

Arja turned her head, she looked shocked by Airin's arrival.

"Night you didn't come home. So, I'm meeting you right now with food."

Arja smiled and approached Airin. He hugged Airin's waist very affectionately.

"Why?"

"No. I just feel like I love you so much" Arja said.

"really?" ask Airin.

"Yes." Yeah."

Their faces are very close. Even Arja tried to get them closer. Before that, Airin pushed Arja a bit away.

"We eat first. You know, I have to work after this."

Arja looks disappointed with Airin's refusal. He did this intentionally. Airin prepared the food with his own hands. Airin also asked Arja today's schedule. He said more meetings outside the office.

Most likely there is one meeting that will not happen. Arja will meet Sela at one of those meetings. After Airin knew everything. He'll leave without any disturbing questions.

"It's time I met the client, you're okay to go home alone."

"No problem."

When Airin clean up the food. Arja looks busy with her phone. This time, Airin will manage to find out what Arja is hiding. Airin will know everything.

"I go first" said Airin.

"Be careful on the road" said Arja, after which she kissed Airin's cheek gently.

Airin came down with a suspicious mind. Diq thought of things that were beyond reason. Taxi is right waiting for Airin. He had said before that taxis should follow wherever Arja's car goes.

"Mom, I don't want to get into trouble" the driver said in a worried tone.

"Let's just calm, he's my husband. There won't be any trouble."

Not long after, Airin saw Arja's car coming out of the office area. They began to follow him, although Airin was very chatty but this taxi driver was very patient.

She asks why Airin did this to her husband. If seen from his face, this taxi driver might be the same age as Airin's uncle. Airin said little of the reason for doing all this.

"Don't be too suspicious, ma'am."

"I don't suspect it, sir. He's done all this to me a few times."

"Patience, Mom."

Airin just nodded. They refocused on following Arja's car. Arrive at a cafe, because the concept of an outdoor cafe. Airin could not go down and sneak around following Arja. He just looked at it from a distance.

Arja is seen getting closer to two men and women. They wear the same clothes, maybe company uniforms or something. This time, he did not meet Sela.

After half an hour of waiting. Arja got back in her car. Airin and the taxi driver followed. This time the direction of Arja's car towards an apartment that is quite famous.

Many buildings are high. The streets are also quite crowded. Making Airin and taxi driver difficult to follow Arja car. Until finally, they completely lost the car.

"Sorry, Mom. I can't find it."

"It's okay."

How else. Maybe, Airin shouldn't have done this. It's a punishment because she's already a stalker for her own husband. Airin has decided to just go home and continue tomorrow.

"You've arrived? all right, I'll come with a smile for you."

Airin felt familiar with the sound. He looked to the left side. Sela, she looks beautiful in a miniskirt and blazer. He looks happy.

"Wait, Sir. I'm getting off here."

Airin gave the taxi driver some money and got out of the car.

"It's mostly, Mom."

"Take the change, sir."

Sela has started to move away from Airin. He walked with great confidence. In his hand was a cake box from a shop in this area. He seemed to be muttering something.

Up in an apartment building. He came in and took the elevator. Thankfully, the elevator was broken. Inevitably, Sela had to use the stairs. This will help him, if he uses the elevator. Airin will be hard to follow.

I don't know what floor it was on. Airin felt his legs quite tired walking on the stairs. Until he saw Sela turning her body towards a passageway. Maybe to his room.

Quickly, Airin's spirit returned. He ran a little to catch up with Sela. Looking to the right and to the left Airin had not found Sela. Airin lost himself again.

In one room, Airin stopped. The door was not tightly closed. So, obviously Airin can go in and see what's inside.

Airin pulled her face from the door. It was dark, there was no light in the room, only the light from a glass came in. There were two people who were making out. I don't know why Airin felt disgusted. He tried to pull back his fist, however...

"Say you can't come today?" ask the girl. Wait, why does it sound like a voice...

"I'm sorry Sela. Airin's been pretty troublesome lately."

"He always troubles you."

Deg. Airin's heart stopped when he saw this reality. No Airin would have thought if they had come in contact so far.

"Why don't you just divorce her?" sela said in a dislike tone.

"Aren't you the one who told me to be with him. All this time, I've been trying to hurt him. She remained patient and accepted me" said Arja, "If you want to conceive my son. There's no way I'm doing this. We even hired a crazy woman, the Maya."

Sela came back closer to Arja, "If I were pregnant and giving birth. My body will change, not to mention breastfeeding. I'll look ugly."

"Sela. I will accept you for who you are, no matter your body shape."

"You're saying it now, I don't know what's going on."

So, Sela has arranged all this. He planned Airin to marry Arja. Why Airin is new after a few years. Airin felt so betrayed.

Clik. The light is lit with light. Airin can now see clearly. Sela wears very skimpy clothes in front of Airin's husband. What a disgusting sight.

"I will wait for you until the woman gives birth to your child. After that, divorce him."

"alright sweetheart. Just give me a second, yeah" said Arja.

"Don't forget. Ask for a corporate transfer signature for the kid."

They're kissing. Airin closed the door and remained silent. Big things like this why Airin just found out. Sela's acting was so great that Airin wasn't aware of any of this.

Now, Airin knows what uncle and aunt mean. They, ask me to forgive Sela. Only, Airin felt it was not that easy to forgive him.

Airin checked his phone and saw the photo I captured. Right, Airin captured a photo of Arja and Sela while making out. This time, Airin had no reason to stay here anymore. He will leave with his determination and choice.

***