My Love My Pain
He stepped back

After last night's incident made Airin not want to meet with Vino. Airin was embarrassed and unsettled. Why does his feeling change like this. Airin is not consistent in loving someone.

A message came into his phone.

I wait at the cafe near the apartment.

Airin remembered that today he had promised to have breakfast with Vino. Why did he ask her to meet at the cafe. Never mind, after meeting Vino Airin could meet Cika and ask for her help.

Airin will ask Cika to find him a job that suits him. Although simple, at least there is income for him. Airin did not need to think of anything strange.

In his makeshift clothes Airin went down and met Vino. He was sitting by the window. It was obvious that Vino still had not ordered anything.

"Sorry long. I woke up late" said Airin.

"How did you sleep? what's restful?" ask Vino.

Airin rolled her eyeballs. How to sleep well. Last night Airin thought about what Vino had done to him.

"How's it?" ask Vino again.

"Very soundly. How's yours?"

"Lumayan. What do you want to order?" ask Vino who is thrusting the menu book on Airin.

"Hot brown."

"That's all?" ask Vino.

"Yes." Yeah."

"You're not having breakfast?"

"Vino, I just want hot chocolate. There's nothing else."

"Wouldn't want anything else? will you get sick if you don't eat breakfast?" ask again.

"I have other business. Can I go now?" Airin was ready to leave. Her mood is gone because of Vino who is quite a question for her.

"All right, hot chocolate. You can sit down first."

Airin smiled faintly and turned to Vino. He didn't feel guilty or anything. Though he is not usually this chatty on Airin. Why did he change with just one night.

***

Walk quietly without any distractions. It will be faster if Airin uses taxis, but seeing the pockets are getting thin Airin decided to walk. Fortunately, the distance between the apartment and Cika's office is quite close, so Airin does not need to waste money.

The atmosphere that Airin longed for. The sound of a roaring car collides with the sound around. In the past, Airin always boarded a car with AC. Even Airin was not lacking anything.

Nowow. Airin returned to the starting point. Where he returns to being the Airin he once was. Airin is not tied to anyone. Airin lived a simple life with all his dreams.

Huuh. Airin took a long breath. Tired, that's how Airin feels now. How not, almost five hundred meters more Airin walked with heels that have the right. Unknowingly Airin had already tortured himself this time.

"Well, is it inside?" airin asked the secretary.

"Some, ma'am, but there's a guest."

"alright. I'll wait here."

Airin sat down in front of the secretary's desk. Waiting for the guests inside to come out. Although Airin and Cika are familiar, it does not mean that he can enter at will. Airin should also be able to provide privacy to Cika.

Not long after the door opened. Airin stood up and went inside. Arja came out of the room with an angry face. It seems like he just had a fight with Cika.

Their eyes meet. Unknowingly Airin immediately threw away his face. Airin doesn't want anything else to bind us.

"You here? I'm so tired of looking for you" Arja said as she approached Airin.

"Sorry, I have a lot of business."

Airin stepped his foot through Arja just like that. In retrospect, Airin had no business whatsoever. Airin just wanted to avoid it, that's all.

Whatever his heart is. Airin was still hurt and disappointed. Her husband, not her ex-husband. Sending a divorce kite without coming face to face and saying what the problem is.

Now he's coming up with the reason he's looking for Airin. What else does he want. Hadn't everything he'd taken away, including his dreams.

Airin walked into Cika's room and immediately sat on the sofa. Airin tried to calm himself.

"Did you cross paths with Arja?" cika asked with a worried face.

Airin nodded.

"I'm fine. Can I have a glass of water?"

Cika immediately brought water to drink for her friend. Without a pause Airin drank the water in the glass.

"What's he doing here?" ask Airin.

Cika lowered her head, "Actually after you left. Arja keeps coming here. He asked for your address and where you are."

"Then?"

"Of course I didn't say it. I don't want him to hurt you again. He's already hurt you so much."

Airin was silent. It turns out that Arja has been trying to meet him all along. Maybe it is fate that does not want us to meet face to face before there is divorce.

"Oh yeah, what's the matter you came here for?"

Airin remembered his purpose.

"I want to ask for your help. Can you find me a job. I'm not a picky person."

"Aren't you still my personal assistant?"

"I did it because of Arja. Hasn't that changed?"

Cika patted Airin gently on the shoulder, "Your relationship with Arja has indeed changed, but not with my relationship with you. You can still work with me."

"really?"

Cika nodded. His feeling is very happy. Airin immediately hugged Cika who was still silent in front of him. No Airin thought that his relationship with Cika would be like this. Airin used to be very jealous of her.

***

After a long day at work for Cika. Now Cika delivers Airin back to the apartment. If remembered again, Airin and Cika were not like bosses and subordinates. They are more like friends who spend time together.

We just spent the whole day shopping. Although not Airinyang shopping. Airin does not buy clothes if it is not needed. This time, Airin got a blouse from Cika. He said it was a sign of friendship.

Arrive at the apartment. Cika came down to deliver Airin. Airin banned it. Cika still does it.

"See. There is already someone waiting for you," Cika said in a teasing tone.

Airin looked into Cika's eyes. Sure enough, Vino was there in his casual clothes. He looked towards Airin and Cika.

"I go first" said Cika later.

Airin pulled out her hand, "Don't want to stop by."

Cika looked at her watch, "It's late at night. I need to get home soon. Goodbye."

"Dad." Yeah."

Cika must have done this intentionally. He let Airin meet Vino himself. Slowly but surely Vino approached her.

"Where have you been?" ask Vino without a stale base.

"Do I need to tell you?"

"It's late and you just got home. Are you working for him again?"

Airin knew he said Vino was referring to Cika. Why Vino does not seem to like Airin and Cika.

"Yes. I have to work. Is something wrong? otherwise I'll go in. I'm so tired today."

Vino is approaching Airin. He even locked Airin on the wall. His eyes stared hard.

"Why not just work with me?"

Airin pushed Vino with all his might.

"I don't want to bother you."

After saying that Airin immediately walked over. Vino still followed Airin's footsteps. Arriving in front of Airin's room. Airin turned back to Vino.

"Tonight I want to rest. You can go back to your apartment. Good night."

Airin came in and closed the door. Airin did not change the password of this apartment. It's not because of anything, it's just that Airin still respects Vino as the original owner.

***