My Love My Pain

My Love My Pain
Being a bad woman


First day of work. Fortunately, Airin arrived ten minutes early. Otherwise he would have put Cika in chaos. Airin was waiting for him at the reception desk in black pants and white clothes and a black blazer.


"Sorry, who are you?" ask the beautiful receptionist from the direction of her desk.


"I'm.."


"You're already here? it's also a matter of time" said Cika as soon as he saw Airin sitting down.


"Morning, ma'am," replied Airin with a smile.


"Let's come with me."


The receptionist looked at Airin questioningly. Maybe he was very curious about Airin's relationship with Cika.


If you remember this morning. Airin thought today wouldn't be this good. The fight continues with Arja. He blames Airin for driving Sela out of the house.


If only Arja knew what feelings Sela was harboring. Will Arja stay next to Airin or will she choose a younger, more beautiful woman than Airin.


Amazed, that's what Airin felt when he just entered the room Cika. Very beautiful with impressive order. Books are neatly arranged and many unique room decorations.


"You can sit down first" Cika said with a smile.


Airin could only stare in amazement at what Cika was doing. She really is an amazing woman. He can take care of everything himself.


"Sorry yesterday I didn't say your duties."


"It's okay. You can explain it whenever you want, Mom."


Cika laughed at what Airin said. He may find it funny with the new call given to him.


"Look, don't call me mom or anything. You can call me Cika, we're friends. Here we both benefit."


"Well, if that's what you want" Airin replied with a smile.


Cika began to explain Airin's task. The point is that Airin only has to accompany wherever Cika goes. From party to official event. He also had to prepare for Cika's needs.


He did not want Airin to follow his style. Cika just wants Airin to be herself and Cika will help Airin for other things.


"Just calm. Arja will definitely not turn her head to another woman," Cika patted Airin's shoulder gently.


"Hopefully."


"Remember. I'll call you if there's anything important, otherwise you can relax as you please."


"Ready, Boss."


They laugh freely. Until a woman came in with some maps in her hand. Cika introduces him as the office secretary.


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Airin just found out if Cika has a magazine company with many famous models. This reason is what makes Arja and Cika cooperation.


This day Airin continued to be next to Cika and helped her with several things. They moved from building one to building two repeatedly just to see the performance of the employees there.


With a step gontai Airin opened the door of the house. Arja was sitting with a book in her hand. As soon as Airin entered he stared with a questionable gaze.


"You just got home?"


"Yes." Yeah."


"Didn't you go to Sela to apologize?" ask Arja again.


"I didn't do anything wrong to me."


"Why are you like this, Rin?"


There was no response from Arja. Airin passed through it and went into the room. Airin changed clothes with lighter materials.


Since this morning only Sela was discussed by Arja. Annoying, though all this is not entirely Arja's fault. Still, which cat does not like to be given fish. After all, why did Sela even become obsessed with Arja.


"Are you in touch with Vino again?" asked Arja as Airin was already on the bed, preparing to rest for a while.


"It's none of your business."


"So, he's here to ask you out?" ask Arja again in a high tone.


"Of course."


Airin remembered that yesterday he took Vino out. He must have waited for Airin yesterday. Why didn't Airin preach it again yesterday, Airin's stupid.


"Are you right to make this mistake?"


"You also made mistakes. At least we're breakeven now" said Airin with eyes he's been closing since.


Arja pulls Airin out of bed. He looked at Airin's face with an annoyed and angry look. I don't know what he's feeling this time.


"You...." Arja prepares to slap Airin, but a knock on the door makes Arja undo his intentions.


Arja pushes Airin back up on the bed, "Open that door," Arja orders without turning to Airin.


Airin opened the door and found the butler there. He lowered his head and said, "There's Miss Sela downstairs."


Airin did not think about what Sela did. He still dared to come here. Does he want to tease Arja again. This time Airin will teach him a lesson.


"I'll go down, you can go."


Arja was still in the same position when Airin turned to her. He doesn't know if Sela's here. Airin went down and met Sela.


Sela sat with a blank look. He was carrying a small bag and a suitcase beside him. Airin could guess if she was chased out by her mother. How pity.


"Why did you come here again?" ask Airin.


Sela turned her head and looked very hopeful on Airin. Airin knew, if he was so evil, but Airin couldn't just let Sela get close to Arja.


"Sister, let me stay here for a few more days. I promise, I won't say anything to Arja. I promise I'll harbor this feeling."


"No. You can't be here. You have to go now" said Airin without looking at Sela.


If Airin sees that hopeful look. Her heart would definitely waver and let Sela be here I better not turn to her.


Brucks. Sela sat right in front of Airin, she held Airin's legs very tightly. Airin let go of the handle and turned around.


"You can find Vino and ask him for help. Don't ever come here again" Airin said.


It really hurts to see Sela like this. It's just, he didn't want her to do the same to other women.


Airin and Arja cross the stairs. Unknowingly Airin immediately glanced towards the living room. Sela's gone, at least Arja won't know this.


"What's wrong?" ask Arja.


"My friend came. I go in first" Airin just passed through Arja.


Seeing Airin's phone lit up he immediately asked Vino for help. Yes, all this Airin did so that Sela would not become a vagabond. At least he'll be taken care of by Vino for a while.


In the heart of Airin there is no longer a sense of wanting to make up for Arja. He just wanted to go through all of this like running water. If he and Arja are destined to be together. There must be a path that will lead.


Airin couldn't have expected more from Arja. He cheated on her and betrayed Airin. It will be hard to make him a loyal man. At least Airin will try, whatever the outcome Airin will receive.


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