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The atmosphere of the hospital is quite crowded today. Airin had to take turns waiting for grandma with Vino. Yeah, it's weird because no one's grandmother's son wants to wait in the hospital. No one even visited him.

Airin accidentally crosses paths with Maya and Kenzo. Airin should have checked it. However, Maya refuses outright and chooses to be with her lover.

"Why can it be like this. Yesterday was fine."

Maya and Kenzo look restless. They were discussing the results of the examination this morning. Something seems wrong, Airin approached. At least Airin didn't want to start this bad relationship.

"What's wrong with your baby?" ask Airin.

It was not the good look that Airin received. Except a sharp look filled with hatred.

"I asked well. Why are you looking at me like that?"

"It's all because of you. You're the one who made my baby unhealthy." Maya immediately said with a sharp voice.

Some passersby even looked at us questioningly. Airin just sighed and prepared to leave. Free to talk to Maya, she still hates Airin.

"It must have been you who poisoned my baby." Shouted Maya as Airin had started walking away.

"May. Take it easy, it's because you smoke and you still drink." Kenzo tries to calm Maya down.

"No. This was all because Airin wanted revenge. She doesn't want me to give birth to this child."

A nurse ran towards Airin with her hand carrying a map. He looks nervous and panicked.

"Are you the family of Grandma Is?" ask the nurse.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Let's come with me."

Airin's footsteps tried to compensate for the nurse's footsteps. Something must have happened to Grandma. Airi was scared, she chose to inform Vino right then and there.

"How's Grandma Is, Doc?" airin asked who saw a doctor coming out of the grandmother's room.

The doctor was silent for a moment, "Sorry. We tried everything we could, but..."

Airin's mind was instantly muddled. Airin did not expect that this would happen. Why should Airin always lose. Why should I, thought Airin.

"So calm sister, yes" said the Sister.

Airin speaks a thousand languages. Even until the moment Vino came Airin could only remain silent. Look at a body that is no longer alive.

"So grandma..."

"Yes. We won't be able to see Grandma again. For eternity," said Airin.

Slowly Vino's hand grabbed Airin's body. Airin was back in his arms when he lost someone. He was always beside Airin.

Prok prok prok prok prok prok prok prok prok prok. The sound of the applause made Vino remove his wound from Airin. They look in the same direction.

"Arja." Airin slammed into it.

When Airin's hands will hold her. Arja even pulled Airin's hand hard.

"Why do you always lie to me? I've tried to give you my sense of belief. But again you let me down" Arja told Airin.

"Arja. It's not like you see, I can clear everything."

Arja did not move and continued to hold Airin's hand. Not long after two sisters brought grandma out of the nursery. There will be a funeral.

"grandmother." Airin tries to free himself, but Arja does not release Airin in the slightest, "Arja. Let me meet with grandma, for the last."

"Let's go home. She's not your grandmother." Arja pulls Airin's hand out of there.

"Arja. Let go of me."

There's no answer. Arja keeps taking Airin away. While Vino just stared at Airin's departure with an unwilling look.

Vino was eager to bring Airin's smile back. Ever since Vino knew Airin was married he felt hurt. Especially when you know Airin willing in duakan.

***

Arja did not even turn her head as she threw the vase. Until it hits the glass and breaks it.

"You just keep getting angry without hearing my explanation. Why are we together if we keep going like this" cried Airin.

"It's all because you can't be trusted." Shouted Arja to Airin.

Without thinking. Airin immediately packed all the clothes and things that were important. Airin intended to leave and did not want to return. It's just that he's here, the results will be the same.

"Where are you going?" ask Arja with a ketus.

"It's none of your business."

"So it's true that you poisoned Maya? you were going to kill my baby."

"I'll never explain anything. You will never change like you once did. We better split up now."

Airin took a sling bag and Arja's suitcase tried to hold Airin back, but Airin couldn't stand it anymore.

"If you get out of this house. It's a sign that you're having an affair" Arja said.

Airin no longer cared what Arja said. He really did not accept what Arja was pointing at him.

At a time like this. Maya and Kenzo didn't even come. They don't care about Arja's life. Why Airin continues to be the victim. Maya and Kenzo are having fun out there.

Airin's footsteps went nowhere. His mind is so fucked. Savings are a little, Airin had to find a place to stay for a while. Airin also had to find a job.

"Hey. Why are you here? bring another big suitcase." Sela approached Airin with a smile.

Looks like Sela just went shopping. Seen from his shopping. Airin was shocked to see Sela there.

"Come to my house. You can tell me there."

Without asking for Airin's approval. Sela took the suitcase in Airin's hand. He probably knew Airin was in trouble. For now, it's better for Airin to ask Sela for help.

Some messages went into Airin's phone. Even the incoming calls are very much. Almost everything from Arja. He said he was very sorry he did that.

Bizarrely. Arja has a dual personality. He can love Airin a lot, but he can also hate Airin a lot. I don't know, if Arja is like that. Airin should have known from the beginning. Why appeared when Arja was married to Maya.

***

Houses big enough for Sela. He lives alone here, of course, to be closer when he goes to the office. In front of her house was a small garden with beautiful flowers. Her belongings were also luxurious, Airin thought Sela was working very hard.

Airin can only sit still and sit. To be honest, Airin felt ashamed of Sela. Airin asked for help at a time like this. Even Airin was never there in her time of need.

"Drink first. Let's just calm down" said Sela, who served a cold drink, "What's the matter. Just tell me everything."

Airin took a long breath. Sela is a friend and relative of Airin. So, Airin could talk freely to her.

Slowly Airin told me everything. Starting from the beginning of the marriage Airin and finally Arja changed drastically. Sela just nodded her head.

"If it were like that. You can find out about multiple personalities. Maybe what you think of Arja is true."

"Yes. Then I'll go first. I have a lot to do."

Sela prevented Airin from leaving.

"Where are you going to live?" sela asked Airin to just shut up and bow her head.

"You can stay here for a while. I'm here by myself, too. Don't hesitate, you're my sister" Sela said with her hands slapped on Airin's shoulders.

"Thank you, Sela. You're so good to me."

"Come on. I'll show you your room."

Airin lived here first. Arja won't know, Airin also has to find a way to get Kenzo and Maya caught by Arja. Airin's mind branched out on Arja's state, whether she really had a dual personality. Also on Kenzo and Maya.

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