My Love My Pain
Not an ordinary woman

Airin and Vino are getting closer. Slowly, Airin again opened his heart to Vino. Although there is still a fear of betrayal.

This morning. Airin was watering the plants on the side porch. Starting today, Airin will be working with Vino. As his personal secretary. The reason being that Vino does not want Airin to work for anyone else.

"Here, let me help you," said Mama Vino who immediately took a hose in Airin's hand, "You are ready to work," continued Mama Vino.

"I'm done, Ma."

"Pity Vino, he's waiting for you."

Inevitably Airin relented. She chose to go into the room and change her clothes.

Now, Airin cannot choose clothes for him to go to work. Knee-length dress and not suitable for carrying to work.

"Airin, are you ready?" yell Vino.

Airin saw the clock. It turned out that it was quite noon, this was because Airin was too happy to be in the park since. Airin opened the door and looked at Vino.

"I'm sorry, I can't go this time."

"Why?" ask Vino who feels weird. Yesterday, Airin forced it to work. Now, Airin himself refused.

"I don't have the proper clothes."

Vino forced his way into Airin's room. Again he opened the closet Airin. Fortunately Airin had separated the underwear with ordinary clothes.

Vino picked up a blue shirt with a black skirt. Skirts that Airin has not used for a long time. Vino put the shirt in front of Airin.

Airin. She felt that she was no longer suitable to wear that skirt. He feels fatter now. It would look funny later, but Airin could not tell Vino.

"Why again?" ask Vino attentively.

Airin shook his head, "My body is too big to wear that skirt."

Vino laughed quite loudly. Just this time Vino heard a complaint about the body from Airin. Airin never thought about her appearance. Now, the Airin he knew had changed. She really became a real woman.

Without thinking. Vino immediately pulled Airin out of the pot. Vino intends to invite Airin to shop for clothes. Vino will see what kind of clothes Airin likes. He'll know Airin's taste right now.

"Why are you in such a hurry?" ask Mama Vino when they get out of the house.

Vino smiled at his mother. He removed his grip from Airin's hand and drew closer to his mother.

"I have to go to the office, Ma."

"Then why didn't Airin change his clothes?"

"I'll buy him a shirt before I leave. He doesn't have clothes to go to the office."

Airin just smiled strangely at Mama Vino. What Vino said was true. He did not have a suitable dress for the office.

"alright. You have to be careful on the road" said mama Vino.

"Good, Ma."

After finishing the farewell. They got in the car. Slowly but surely. Arja started running her car. Mama Vino is actually only a few days at Vino's house. He's going back out of the country to take care of some things.

***

The office atmosphere looks pretty crowded. There are still a lot of rumors everywhere. What else, rumors about Vino who chose to be engaged to Airin.

Many women disagree. Airin is not a single woman. He was married and that was with Arja. A man who is also liked by many women out there.

Vino closes to two ears of Airin. He smiled at the woman. He didn't want Airin to hear anything that would make Airin hurt.

Arrive in a special elevator. Vino took his hand off Airin. Then, he whispered something to Airin. This time, Airin felt he had chosen the right man to be the back of the heart.

"Lola, deliver the file to be used. I wait in the room" Vino told his secretary.

Lola, the girl who may be younger than Airin. She is beautiful and has a beautiful face. Perhaps, if the men saw it would feel dazzled.

Airin and Vino entered Vino's room. There's an extra desk and computer. Obviously if Vino has prepared everything for the arrival of Airin.

"Excuse me, sir." Lola walked in with her rhythmic steps.

Vino sat down and turned on his computer. While Airin stood beside her with a smile.

"Lola, he's my personal assistant. For the next time, you can hand over the files I'll handle to her."

Airin nodded, and so did Lola. Lola felt like she had seen that, she tried to think about it. Then, he remembered. She is Airin, a very unwelcome woman in Vino's company. The woman who broke the hearts of the female employees there.

"Lola. Lola," call Vino.

"I.iya, sir."

"Have you heard what I said?"

"Yes, sir."

"You can get out now" said Vino.

Lola took a file from Vino's desk and walked out of Vino's room. Airin was still silent, he felt that his position here was wrong. In fact, he had already heard many things about himself while in the office lobby.

"Why are you daydreaming?" asked Vino who saw the woman was silent.

"Shouldn't I be here?" ask Airin.

"Why? is it because of the employees?"

Airin was silent. Vino already knew what made his woman feel inferior. Even so, Airin still did not want his woman to stay away. Vino has promised to take care of her with all his heart.

***

After yesterday discussing the property of Airin. Sela is now more courageous on Arja, what else now he has supporters. That is, aunt Mia. Mom Vino.

Lunch is ready. Just waiting for Vino to come out of his study. It's been an hour of Sa and Vino's secretaries inside, but they're still not out of there.

"Do I need to go there, Ma?" ask Sela to Aunt Mia.

Aunt Mia smiled then shook her head, "Let it go. They'll be out soon."

Justright. Not long after Arja and secretary Sa came out. They have just discussed big business and certainly do not want to be disturbed by anyone.

After taking Sa's secretary. Arja's back in. Not to the dining room, Arja will instead go back into his study.

"Are you not hungry?" sela asked in a loud tone.

Arja turned to look, "You're the only one eating with her." Appoint Arja to aunt Mia. Then, he went back into his study.

Sela sat opposite aunt Mia. Inevitably they start eating without Arja. A lot of questions to Sela's heart, she wants to know why Arja hates her mother so much.

"You must want to ask why Arja is like that?" said aunt Mia.

Almost Sela choked. In a hurry he took a glass full of water and drank it.

"Mama will tell you everything."

Sela confirmed her sitting position and stared at Aunt Mia.

"He doesn't like me. Because I've always kept him, don't you know. He won't even admit me in front of Airin."

Sela was silent.

"Don't let that woman take back Arja's heart. You have to win with Airin" said aunt Mia later.

"How-to. I have no way anymore."

"You have a beautiful body, you're beautiful too. Use all that to lure Arja."

"But, though,...."

"I'll help you. Relax, I am her mother. I know what kind of woman she likes."

Arja was still silently staring out the window. He felt that the existence of his mother would make his plan chaotic. Plans to get Airin back to her. For the time being, Arja will only focus on business. That will get her mother out of her house.

"Sa. Just keep an eye on my mom and Sela" Arja said on the phone. Then he turned it off.

Arja sat down again. His hands are playing with his cell phone. However, his mind was still on one woman. Airin.

***

Aunt Mia is not a random person. He is the owner of a large company in several countries. He also cooperated with several mafia for his personal gain. Although a lady aunt Mia should not be underestimated.

This time, he managed to make Sela believe if she supported him. On the other hand, she pretended to be a good woman in the presence of Airin. Obviously, the reason was because of Arja. Even though he still does not want a woman to get close to his son.

Arja. He's not the real son of Aunt Mia. Aunt Mia is the second mom to Arja. Arja's biological mother is dead, along with Arja's lover. Airinas.

Aunty Mia has managed to kill papa Arja. He was still looking for his stepson's heart. He is not willing if his son to have feelings for other women.

That's what makes Arja more evasive and hate aunt Mia. Vino already knows everything, that's what makes Vino keep Airin away from aunt Mia. Vino doesn't want to, Airin is having trouble with the woman.

***

Airin still looked at her face in the mirror. He had just washed his face that was exposed to ink. Airin felt completely unsuitable to be in Vino's company. A lot of women hate him there.

The ink that splashed onto Airin's face was not an accidental thing. Some people at the printer place intentionally do just that. Of course, so that Airin does not feel at home there.

"You remember that woman named Heila?" ask a black-clad woman.

"Yes. That's a very beautiful woman, right?" said the pink girl.

"I think he's better suited to our boss."

"really. Looks like our boss has lost his mind and is engaged to a widow."

They laughed happily at what was being said. There are many more things they talk about. In fact, they intend to get rid of Airin.

Airin who heard some people were walking towards the toilet made him go straight into the toilet room. He doesn't want to be seen by anyone. The first day of work, but it made his heart hurt.

Airin tidied up her clothes and hair. When his heart is ready. He came out of that room. The two women were instantly silent. While Airin glanced at him with a threatening look.

"It's because I'm a widow. You guys can kick me out of here?" Airin's breaking glass. "You can get fired for this. You have to remember what my position is now."

After saying. Airin came out with mixed feelings. He felt he had to be hard again. Of course, so as not to be bullied in his fiancee's company.

Many people still talk about it at the company. But Airin tried to stay calm, he walked steadily without looking at the employees and employees. Airin should look good and not hurt. If there was one point that made him hurt, there would be many more blasphemies for him.

"Why are you so long?" vino asked as Airin walked into his room.

Airin forgot to get the printer results. Airin turned her back and was about to come out, but Vino held her hand.

"The result is here. I know what's going on with you" Vino said.

Airin turned his head, "Sorry" said Airin.

"No problem. I'll take care of them for you."

"no need. I'll handle it myself."

"All right."

Vino's back at his desk. Same with Airin. They refocused their work. Vino and Airin are both professionals, they do not show affection in front of employees. Even in their work space.

"Vino. I sent the file via email" Airin said.

"thank you. Can you make me coffee now?" ask Vino.

"All right."

When Airin was going out, "Wait," said Vino, "I'll make it myself. You just finish your job."

Airin nodded with a smile on his lips.

Since being with Vino. Airin smiled more than anger. What's more, no interference from Arja or his men. Although like that, sometimes Airin was curious about the condition of Sela. They are still brothers.

***

Aunt Mia stood with a hand playing with her phone. Almost half an hour he waited for Airin to come out of the office. He's going back to Airin.

Some employees started to leave the office. Because at this hour they give up their work and come back tomorrow. Not long Airin came out with Vino. Aunt Mia smiled.

"I'll take the car. You can wait for me, right?"

"certain."

Airin stood alone while waiting for Vino who took the car. Aunt Mia who saw the opportunity immediately approached him.

"Watery."

Airin turned, "Tante."

"Can we talk?"

"If it's about Arja. Sorry, I can't."

Aunt Mia shook her head quickly.

"Tante knows you hate Arja a lot, but don't you want to see Sela."

Airin's still. Seeing the Vino car that began to approach Aunt Mia could not do more.

"If you want to know about Sela. We can meet at the cafe near this office."

After saying. Aunt Mia passed right away. Leaving Airin still silent. Did something happen to Sela? think Airin.

Airin was shocked when a hand touched her shoulder gently. Vino was right next to him.

"Let's go home" said Vino.

Airin nodded and got into the car. His mind was now fixed on the words of aunt Mia earlier. However, Airin also still remembers his promise to Vino. Not to be in touch with Aunt Mia.

Along the way home. Airin said nothing. His gaze was blank looking out at the glass. He doesn't know what to do, only he's very worried about Sela's situation.

Sela has no one like her now. In retrospect, Airin and Sela should have protected each other. Not even an enemy like today.

Vino who saw the strangeness in Airin immediately marginalized his car. He held back Airin's shoulder. Making Airin look, there was no smile on Airin's lips.

"Is there a problem?" ask Vino.

"No. Nothing" said Airin.

"You look very different" Vino said.

"really?"

Vino smiled wryly, "Do you still think about what the employees in the office are saying?"

Airin nodded. That's not what makes Airin silent. Airin had no other reason that made Vino believe.

"Forget what they say. You're my woman."

Back, only a smile was engraved on Airin's lips. He doesn't know what to do. If he reneged on the promise, he would hurt Vino terribly. Only, if he did not deny it, he would never know about what happened to Sela.

***

Sela nodded in understanding with what Aunt Mia said. The reason they support each other is of course because they want to get rid of Airin. It's just, Sela also does not know who Aunt Mia really is.

"He might come see me. You have to know what you're gonna do" said aunt Mia.

"certain. I'll look pityed and make Airin come here. Then, we can carry out our mission."

They smile with pleasure. They'll be able to trap Airin easily. Airin does remain the same, a woman who is often compassionate without thinking of herself.