My Love My Pain
Out of bounds

The morning sun made Airin open his eyes. It's so bad to wake up at this early hour. They just had a beautiful night. Where Airin gives a little surprise to Arja. After all, the surprise of the birthday made Arja smile last night. It makes Airin happy.

Airin looked at the curtains that were already open. Food on the bedside nightstand and a glass of fruit juice there. Arja is no longer beside Airin.

"You awake?"

Airin sees Arja coming out of the dressing room. He was ready to go to the office today. Airin just opened her eyes.

Cup. A kiss landed on Airin's forehead. Airin was shocked and impressed, not Airin who gave a gift. Now Arja who managed to make Airin shocked, without realizing Arja slipped a necklace on Airin's neck.

"It's a very beautiful necklace" said Airin slowly.

"Thank you for the tie you bought. I like the color."

Right, he's already wearing the tie that Airin bought yesterday. It fits him perfectly, though it's not Airin who chose that color.

"I have a morning meeting. I have to go now."

"Be careful on the road" said Airin slowly.

Airin didn't take Arja away. Instead of what, Airin still wears a nightgown and has not taken a shower. She did not want her husband to be ashamed of her.

***

After finishing the shower. Airin looked at herself in front of the makeup glass. Airin realized that the necklace given by Arja is a very beautiful necklace. With a small pendant that increasingly makes elegant.

Ting. A message made Airin wake up from his lamp. Airin looks at the cell phone. Vinos.

Hii. I'm downstairs, try to get down.

Shocked it. He's been here so early. What he really wants. Airin took any shirt and put it on. Obviously, Airin had to rush down before Vino did anything else.

With a little running, he almost fell down the stairs. Fortunately, his hand was holding onto the hat.

"Nearly," Airin shrieked with a racing heart.

"What's wrong?"

Vino was already waiting for Airin right at the bottom of the stairs. He was wearing an ordinary outfit, not a suit as usual.

"It's okay. Why are you here? my husband has gone to work."

If Airin is a little late. Maybe Vino will step inside Airin and Arja's room. That'll make everything mess up. Airin's goal of winning Arja's heart will be shattered.

"I don't want to see your husband. I just want to take you out" Vino said with a smile.

"I'm sorry, I can't."

"Why? are you afraid your husband is angry?"

Airin nodded.

"Just calm. I've got permission, see your husband let it go."

Airin subconsciously approached Vino and immediately picked up his phone. Airin saw the message was true from Arja. He let Airin out with Vino. But only an hour.

Even so, it feels like Airin does not need to go out with Vino. There was nothing important for him to meet with Vino.

"Come on." Vino immediately pulled Airin's hand towards the car that was already perched on the front porch of the house.

Vino opened the door and pushed Airin into the car. Damn, Airin even wears clothes that are not worth taking out. His clothes were too open and exposed many of his body.

"Vino, can I change clothes first."

"no need. It's just a leisurely walk. I need to buy Cika a dress, you'll choose."

***

It didn't feel like our trip was too long. It was over an hour until Vino stopped his car. A beach with beautiful sand.

Airin got out of the car and breathed in some very fresh air. Air without pollution. The healthy air.

"Hows it? you like it here?"

Airin nodded with excitement. It's really fun here. Airin and Vino enter the coastal area. They played some games there.

After getting tired of playing. They decided to take a break at an open-air restaurant. To enjoy this beautiful beach view.

Waiting for the order to arrive. Airin stood beside the coconut tree. Looking far away, it shouldn't be with Vino that he's this happy. He should have been like this when he was with Arja.

"Do you feel guilty for your husband?" suddenly Vino came and immediately hugged Airin from behind.

Airin tried to let go of the hug as much as he could. However, Vino's power was enormous.

"Enjoy it, no one knows our relationship here" whispered Vino in Airin's ear.

Airin chose silence in Vino's arms. Vino reminded me of the good things of the past. The time in which his heart and Vino's heart fused. A time when there is no barrier between him and Vino. The towering partition now graced their lives.

Vino flipped Airin's body until we faced each other. The tang is coiled around Airin's waist. Their eyes met, Airin again felt a tremor in his heart. This wrong is wrong.

Slowly Vino's face approached. Almost they kissed, fortunately a waiter came to bring the food they ordered.

"Good to enjoy" said the waiter with a smile.

Embarrassed. Airin was so ashamed of himself. He had almost exceeded the limits he had set. All of this was due to the sweet words Vino had spoken.

We were just about to eat. Vino's phone has rung. Intentionally, Vino hardened his conversational voice. It was from his fiancee. Cica.

"Where are you? I'm at your apartment right now." Shouted Cika from across there.

Vino turned to Airin and smiled, "I'm with Airin. We're picking a gift for you."

"Why should Airin. Why not someone else?"

It's obvious that Cika is jealous of me being next to Vino at the moment. Airin was wrong, why would he want to be brought by Vino. Why, too, should Arja let him out.

Wait a minute, isn't Airin only one hour. Why is Airin not aware that he has exceeded his limits. Looking at his watch, it was almost afternoon.

It's restless. Arja will be very angry at Airin. Airin chose to return home. He stood up and rushed from there.

"Where are you going?" Vino pulls Airin's hand back.

Airin turned to her, "I have to go home. Sorry, we shouldn't be like this." Airin took Vino's hand off him and walked back.

"Didn't you enjoy this time, too. You still love me, don't be a hypocrite."

Airin stopped and fell silent. What Vino said was true. He still has feelings for her. As hard as Airin buried this feeling, it would all be free.

His heart is still the same. Easy to shake and easily provoked. This time, Airin had to try more. She already had a husband, she couldn't betray him.

"I love you, Airin," Vino said later.

"Don't ever call me again. I don't want this forbidden love growing. Better yet, we bury this feeling as before."

Yes, Airin did the right thing. Airin can't go back in time. Airin can't remember that fun thing.

***