My Love My Pain
Fear of being lied to again

Airin felt really guilty about what he had felt for Vino. Now Airin will just try to be a good wife. He would erase that sense, he would regard Vino as a friend.

This dinner. Airin deliberately prepared it. Airin had tried to forgive her about her miscarriage and did not blame Arja again. The grandmother said, Airin should be able to forgive, with it his life will be calmer.

"Who's cooking?" ask Maya to the butler in this house.

"Mrs Airin cooks."

Because I am lazy to comment. Airin just continued to prepare the dining table. Maya who saw Airin, she approached and directly pushed Airin violently.

"Are you looking for Arja's face? gratuitous. He still thinks you have a relationship with Vino."

Airin just smiled, "If I had a relationship. Then why are you afraid I'm taking Arja's heart."

Before Maya answered back. Arja had already entered first into the dining room and was followed by Kenzo behind her.

"I've cooked rice for you. What do you want to eat?" ask Airin to Arja.

"Take what you think is special."

Before that I had already poured a drink for Arja. Continue to bring rice and side dishes. Maya looks restless, while Kenzo, she does not even notice her lover's behavior.

"Tomorrow I have to get out of town. There's an important event" Arja said between meals.

"What if I come?"

Arja turned to Maya.

"You're pregnant. You better be home, tomorrow let Airin take you to the hospital."

Airin can only. He couldn't possibly make a fuss anymore. Although Airin actually wants to go back to see grandma.

***

The darkness of the night was already completely enveloped. Airin sat in silence with all his thoughts running. Yes, maintaining what we have is very difficult. Think Airin.

Arja's confidence in Airin has been reduced, as well as the taste in Airin's heart. Despite the word farewell, in Airin's heart, he wanted to improve the relationship. A broken relationship.

A call came into Airin's phone. Vinos. Tonight like this she called me, what's going on? think Airin.

"Airines. Can you go to the hospital now?" asked Vino with a worried tone.

Airin was shocked to hear Vino's voice. He sounded very panicked.

"What's up, Vin?"

"Grandmother in the hospital. He collapsed all of a sudden."

"I'll be there soon."

Without a second thought Airin reached out to her purse and purse, as well as a warm coat hanging behind the door. Airin was very worried. Grandma's children will definitely not come even to visit her.

"Where are you going?"

Airin was shocked when she saw that Arja was already at the door. Looks like Arja heard Airin and Vino's conversation. He would definitely think Airin really had a relationship with Vino.

"Arja. I. I have to go to the hospital now. I. i..."

"I'll take you. Come on."

Airin felt strange. Arja, we'll take her to the hospital. In fact, it was clear that he and Arja were having problems. Why did Arja come back like this, Airin thought that if Arja came back he would lie to her.

The car is ready in front of the house. Arja got into the wheel. He did not bring a driver this time.

"Why daydream? come on in."

"Yes." Yeah."

Airin. Since this morning, Arja has not brought up their problems. He also did not look angry at Airin. But all of that makes Airin even more surprised. Is this a lie again? think Airin.

"I'm actually going to take you out tonight, but I'm instead listening to your conversation with Vino."

"sorry. I wasn't..."

Airin turned his eyes out of the car. Airin did not want to know this, Airin felt afraid to return in lie again. This goodness must have its reasons.

Arja's hand slowly grasped Airin's hand tightly. Tearin's eyes were still watching out the window. That feeling, Airin tried to control it.

"Do you want to get pregnant for me?"

Airin coughed hearing what Arja said. His eyes this time looked very earnest. But Airin can't do that anymore. Airin was scared.

"Arja. It's up, I better get down to meet grandma."

Arja nodded and let Airin down. Airin's mind drifted, how could Arja be so different. She even asked Airin to get pregnant again. Airin thinks that Maya has made another drama. Airin's mind was back on Grandma.

***

The sun is getting higher. Makes the weather hot enough. Some people don't want to get out of the house. Like Airin, but Airin had to keep going to take Arja to the airport.

Tok to tok. Airin hurried to open the door. A waiter, of course a waiter. Wherever Arja might call Airin herself. Currently, Arja still thinks Airin has a relationship with Vino.

"Master Arja is waiting."

"Yes." Yeah."

Airin hurried to set foot to meet Arja. He was neat with an elegant suit. Looks more handsome. He still thinks Airin and Vino are related for a reason. Airin doesn't want to get pregnant anymore.

"You're leaving already?" ask Airin to Arja.

"Yes. Please take care of Maya while I'm gone."

Hearing the request made Airin just shut up. Airin thought she'd give him a hug or a goodbye kiss. It turns out he still has Maya.

"You take care of yourself too. There's no reason for you to leave me" said Arja, who saw Airin as silent.

"of course. How could I refuse my husband's orders."

Arja is closing in on Airin and the cup. A kiss landed on Airin's forehead. Airin was shocked and felt strange. Arja is back as he was if he was going to leave, he always does this.

"Come in. I'm leaving now."

"I'll take you to the airport" Airin said with a smile.

Arja gets rid of the hair boy on Airin's cheek. His eyes were staring hard at him.

"The weather outside is very hot. You better stay home."

Airin could only nod his head. After he finished taking Arja away. Airin went back into his room. Maya was already standing with her hands folded on her chest.

"What did you say to Arja? he scolded me all out last night."

Maya is suddenly enraged by Airin. Though, Airin did not meet with Arja last night. Airin just got out of the hospital, went to see Grandma.

"You're saying if I smoke and drink hot drinks?"

"What did I say to Arja."

"Then who said it if it wasn't you." Maya Shouts at Airin. He even prepared to slap Airin.

Still very calm, Airin clasped Maya's hand firmly. Airin looked into those sharp eyes. Airin tried to strengthen himself.

"It's not just me who knows if you smoke and drink. Doesn't your lover know too? why don't you just ask her."

Airin threw Maya's hand hard. Seeing her increasingly bulging stomach made Airin feel hurt. If she had not miscarried. Her baby will definitely grow very healthy.

"You better go. I want to rest and not be disturbed."

Brakes. Airin closed the door violently. Her body feels very tired. Like I just ran a few miles.

I don't know who complained to Arja. About Airin and Maya. In fact, Airin and Maya could never get along. They always fight only a complaint against Arja.

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