My Love My Pain

My Love My Pain
Good News


Airin POVs


A beautiful morning with a beautiful view. Airin can finally focus on treatment. After this, perhaps Airin will return to his city with a new life.


Since yesterday, Airin only got a message from Arja. He asked Airin for news and his whereabouts. That's all, if you think about it again, very sickening. Airin was his wife, but he was ignored.


Airin is now ready to meet with the doctor. Yes, Cika said the doctor was amazing. Airin had to meet him for the healing that Airin wanted. After that, he can do whatever he wants. Including making Arja hurt because of his lies.


Are you going to see Dr. Jay? if so, give him my regards.


Airin smiled as she read the message. Cika is really funny. He recounts the beginning of meeting with Jay's doctor. He fell in love at that moment. He also tells Airin to be careful not to fall in love with Jay's doctor.


Tied up hair makes Airin feel fresher. Airin also deliberately wears comfortable clothes on the body. So that he feels more like himself.


"Where are you going?" ms. Ann asked as Airin passed by her house.


"I'm going to see my friend, Mom."


"Are you going to town?"


Airin nodded with a smile. Ms. Ann has been very friendly to Airin since she came. Last night he also invited Airin to dinner at his house. He told Airin many things, including his long-dead son.


"Can I nitip? I need a bouquet of white roses, can you buy it first?"


"Sure, Mom. I'll buy it later."


"Thank you."


"Yes, Mom. I'll go first."


Airin continued on his way. Come to think of it, Airin doesn't know about the area yet. Airin only knew the address of the hospital where Jay's doctor worked. It is in the largest hospital in the city.


Airin stopped a public transport car. A lot of people are already in there. It looks stuffy and crammed, but this is the only transportation that exists.


There are no taxis or online taxis. There are only transportation that Airin is riding at this time. When the driver asked, Airin only indicated the address he had written. The driver nodded with a smile on his lips.


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Arja POVs


Arja was still pacing back and forth in her room. The cell phone he used to put on the table is now faithful in his hands since last night. He continues to wait for replies to messages from Airin, although there has been no results so far.


Sela who saw that was unhappy. Although in his heart already knew if Arja had started to have feelings for the real Airin. Slowly Sela approached and hugged Arja's body from behind.


"What are you thinking? not today we have to fit the clothes" said Sela with a smile.


Arja held Sela's hand that was coiled around her waist.


"Can't we back off this marriage? you know, my relationship with Airin is still unclear."


"Just give her a divorce letter. Done right?"


"It's not that easy, Cell." Arja is still looking for ways to avoid the marriage.


As she looked up at Arja's eyes, "Don't you start loving her?"


Arja immediately threw away her face, she did not want Sela to realize that. What he has now may be lost.


"You know the consequences of betraying me. Just say it," said Sela softly.


Arja cupped Sela's face with her hands, "I love you so much. So, let me take care of my relationship with Airin."


"No, you just need to give the divorce papers. That's enough for me to wait. You know how my sacrifice was? I lost my father to the treasure that Airin had."


This time Sela was very upset. He even threw away Arja's hand that touched his affection.


"I know, Cell. I'll find a solution."


Arja feels defeated. Initially, his heart was indeed tethered to Sela. Young girl who is innocent and charming, but what is now happening makes Arja sick. He is irritated by Sela's current, forced and materialistic nature.


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Airin was still worried about the examination he had just done. Airin was afraid to hear bad news for the disease. It is still unclear what the actual disease is.


"Are you Airin?" ask Dr. Jay who just came out of the check room.


Airin stood up from his seat, "Yes, I'm Airin."


"Can we talk for a minute? follow me."


Airin followed in the footsteps of Dr. Jay. The steps are so long that Airin is difficult to compensate. True too, doctor Jay is indeed a charming person, but Airin only felt amazed. Not more.


Arrive at the hospital canteen. They sat across from the glass window. He still gives drinks to Airin. Maybe so that Airin felt calmer when talking to him.


"How's my illness?"


Doctor Jay smiled at his smile. He didn't say anything. Just staring out the window. There was a park with many patients walking around, with someone accompanying them.


"You know, in the medical world there is also sometimes a mistake. After I checked, you didn't get sick. Maybe only your stomach acid is coming back."


Airin was stunned by what Dr. Jay said. Indirectly he said Airin was fine. Airin looked at him with a look of disbelief.


"What doctor do you mean?" Airin asked because he did not believe.


"Yes. You're okay, maybe in your old hospital. Tool or other errors. You're obviously fine."


"What right?"


"Yes, or do you want a double check?"


Airin shook his head quickly. Hearing this already made Airin feel happy and better. He felt his life was back and more colorful.


Airin will tell Cika about this. He will also be happy with what Airin said. How Airin could feel this sense of pleasure on his own. Oh yeah, Airin almost forgot, she had to say what Cika told her.


"Doctor," call Airin down.


"What else?"


"There's a greeting from Cika. Your friend in college" said Airin.


It's obvious that Dr. Jay is thinking. Maybe he forgot about Cika. Cika did not forget it one bit. Let alone Cika back clapping one hand. Poor him.


"I remember, she was a cheerful short-haired girl. Can I get the contact?"


"By pleasure."


Airin gave Cika's mobile number to Jay's doctor. After he finished speaking, Airin immediately said goodbye to go home. There was a deposit he had to buy before returning to the rental house.


***


Airin happily called Cika. They talked about many things, including his return. Only, Airin still wants to be here, maybe for the next month.


After getting tired of looking for a flower shop. Finally Airin found him on the side of the road near the bookstore. Incidentally, Airin will look for a book to accompany his day here.


"Yes, I'll tell you later."


Airin closed the phone and went in. Seeing the blooming flowers makes my heart feel better and more colorful. When his hand touched a bouquet of white roses, a man touched it.


They look at each other. Their eyes met, a smile rising on his face. Airin was shocked, why did he meet her here. A place where Airin feels comfortable and free.


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