My Love My Pain
Fear

Sela was sitting next to Arja. Several times Sela saw Arja staring at the screen of her phone. It's clear that Arja is worried about Sela's situation. If only the person Sela told moved quickly. Perhaps, Sela today will feel very happy.

Without Sela noticing, Arja put down her phone and held Sela's stomach gently. Yes, there is a life in there that they must love. Although Arja no longer has feelings for Sela. Still, the baby that Sela is carrying is her child.

"So when are you going to marry me?" ask Sela later.

Arja stared at Sela, "Wait for the right time. Ok."

"When then? if this child is born..." Sela stopped her sentence and shook her head.

Arja held both of Sela's shoulders gently. Arja knows the worries that plague Sela. Only, Arja still had to organize her heart again.

"Cell, I'll find a good time. Before this child was born."

Sela could only cluck in annoyance in front of Arja. He brushed Arja's hand off her body. Then, he looked out the window. He knew, Arja just wanted a child who was in her stomach.

"I know why you keep asking me to wait." Sela turned to Arja, "You don't want me. You just want this kid in my belly."

"Cell, don't start again."

"Just what I said. You just love Airin, and it's not something you can hide."

"Cell..."

"That's enough. I'm tired of that attitude."

Sela left Arja still riveted. Every day, Arja is surprised by Sela's new nature. Sometimes she looks so sweet, sometimes she looks upsetting. Arja is just smiling, maybe every pregnant woman will be like that, Arja thought.

Some messages went to Arja's phone. His men said that Airin had been found by Vino. With many wounds on Airin's body.

Arja gritted her teeth as soon as she knew what had happened to Airin. Without a second thought, Arja asks his men to investigate the case. Quietly of course.

***

Aunt Mia could only shake her head when she saw Sela walk into her room with tears. Sela says everything that happened, while Aunt Mia just shut up and listened. He did not want to take seriously what Sela was doing.

With a puffy eye. Sela looked at Aunt Mia's eyes. He approached and held the face of Aunt Mia.

"Don't. You are also like Arja, just wanting to use me" Sela said with her eyes on her.

Aunt Mia hastily changed her facial expression. He does not want to be caught by Sela, he does not want his plan to get Arja back destroyed.

"where possible. I'm your future father-in-law."

"really?"

"I have no reason to take advantage of you," said Aunt Mia who instantly avoided Sela's gaze.

Sela smiled, however she was not that stupid either. Then, Sela called someone, she said the thing that made Aunt Mia shut up and looked at him.

"Do you know the real me?" ask aunt Mia.

Sela nodded, "How not. You're the one who asked me to know your past."

"Then what do you want?" ask aunt Mia.

Sela smiled, "I'll tell you later, mother-in-law. Today, I want to rest with my baby."

After Sela's departure, Aunt Mia asks her secretary to find out who Sela really is. How could Sela know about herself. Obviously, Arja also does not know such a big thing, why can Sela know.

Aunt Mia kicked the table violently. Apparently, Sela is not a woman. Sela is also as cunning as she is. Behind Arja, Sela can have a lot of supporters. And certainly not a random person who supports Sela.

"My strength and Sela's are almost in balance. I should be able to make it fall first, then I can get Arja. I thought Airin was the strongest enemy, but he wasn't."

Aunt Mia came out of the room in neat clothes. He's going to go see someone, yeah, of course, someone who wants to help him. Aunt Mia accidentally collides with Sela.

Sela stared questioningly while Aunt Mia was silent. They just looked at each other without a word.

"Where are you going?" ask Sela.

"It's none of your business."

"Certainly, mother-in-law?" Sela deliberately pressed the word in-law in her sentence.

Aunt Mia smiled, "My son-in-law's candidate shouldn't be fussy."

Sela could only snort in annoyance. Although Sela already knows the reason aunt Mia approached him. Still, Sela felt lucky to know him. With aunt Mia, Sela was able to get rid of Airin as soon as possible.

"So get out, I'm leaving."

"Mother-in-law, can I take something with you?"

"What?"

"Stay away from my husband and get rid of Airin" Sela said with an evil smile.

Aunt Mia just clenched her hand. Then get out of there. He wanted to know who was behind Sela. Until Sela knows the true purpose of Aunt Mia.

***

Airin was still lying weakly with some tools attached to his body. Two of his ribs were broken and a few stitches in his arm. Vino could only look at his future wife with teary eyes.

"Vin, you eat first. Let mama take care of Airin" said mama Vino.

"No. I'll eat with Airin."

Mama Vino put her hand on the child's shoulder. He knew, Vino felt very hurt by Airin's current state.

"Vino..."

"Ma, leave me with Airin."

Mama Vino just nodded her head. Then he came out of the room. Vino slowly held Airin's hand. He offered a do'a as well as hope for the lover.

"I'm sorry. I promised I'd protect you, but it turns out you could be kidnapped with me."

Vino's hand was tight.

"Rin, please wake up. We'll be married in a few days."

Suddenly Airin's hand moved slowly. His eyes were also open several times. Vino who saw it went straight out to call the doctor.

Some checks have been done. Now Vino stood up while looking at the doctor. The doctor smiled at Vino.

"The patient has passed his critical period. Now, we just have to wait for him to come to his full consciousness and give another check."

"Is it okay for Airin to be like this, doc?"

"It's okay. I can relax now."

Vino nodded slowly. The doctor and two nurses left the room. Hurriedly Vino sat beside Airin again.

He was happy with what the doctor said. Lots of flowers coming for Airin. Starting from friends, acquaintances and colleagues Vino. They were also saddened by what happened to Vino's future wife.

***

"What about the data I asked for," aunt Mia told her secretary.

His secretary took the tablet that was inside the bag.

"No one was a supporter of Sela. He just didn't know about your purpose, by accident" the secretary said.

"You mean?"

"Sela accidentally saw you and Arja were both. You also teased Arja in various ways. Sela just didn't know accidentally."

"So?" aunt Mia seems to be thinking.

"You can calm down. Sela is not a terrible opponent. Just give her what she wants, you'll easily throw it away."

After hearing that. Aunt Mia gestured for her secretary to leave. He wants to think without being disturbed. Why can I be eaten by the words of Sela, thought aunt Mia.

Doesn't want to dissolve in his dealings with Sela. Aunt Mia chose to go meet her friends. That way, he could forget about the thing about Sela and look for something else to meet her.

A place of entertainment in came aunt Mia. Many of his friends were there. From collectors to comfort women. Aunt Mia never chooses friends. Their origin is one goal. They are Mia's aunt's friends.

"Wow, Mia is coming," said a woman in quite revealing clothes.

Mia just smiled. Then take a cold drink on the table.

"I just had time."

"We've been having fun all along and you've been missing" said Bae.

"He was busy justifying himself" said another.

"You don't know what happened to me. Now I just want to have fun with you guys."

They began to follow the sound of music. With clothes worn by aunt Mia. It is impossible for men not to be tempted. Dress without arms and very short.

Right, aunt Mia forgot all her problems. He had fun with his friends. They made Aunt Mia happy with the blink of an eye.

***

Arja does not know if Sela has told Ais to do bad things to Airin. Although Arja is investigating the case, until now there have been no satisfactory reports.

"Why are you quiet?" ask Arja to Sela.

Sela turned to Arja, "I'll just wait here."

"He's your brother. Look at it only once."

Sela clucked in annoyance.

"Come on. If you really want me to marry you."

"All right."

Arja smiled at what happened. Sela is completely blind in loving Arja. While Arja still use it to be close to Airin.

Up in a room. Arja knocks on the door gently. He didn't want to interrupt Airin's break.

Someone opened it, Vino saw who had come just silently glued. He still hates Arja. In Vino's heart only one person might kidnap Airin, Arja.

"Can we come in?" ask Sela.

Vino turned her gaze to Sela. Sela wears a smile with a floral dress. Looks very cheerful.

"What are you guys doing here for?" ask Vino.

Arja will answer, but Sela holds Arja's hand.

"After all, he's my brother. I should be there when she's hurt and sad."

Vino smiled cynically, "Airin is fine. You can get out of here."

This time Arja does not like what Vino does. Roughly, Arja pushes Vino and he comes in. His hand held Sela's hand to come in.

Bummer. That is how Arja feels. He saw Airin lying weak with various tools on his body. He looked at Vino. Vino shook his head and returned to sit beside Airin.

"Not that you're satisfied. You didn't just derail our wedding plans. You also put my woman in a coma for a few days."

"I told you I'm not the actor."

"really?" ask Vino.

Sela stood in front of Vino, "It's in the hospital. Please don't fight."

Arja and Vino both distract them. It is true that Airin's condition has improved. It's just, Airin still hasn't woken up from his break.

"If it's over you can get out."

"I'll prove it if I don't do it."

After saying that. Arja violently pulled Sela's hand out of the room. Sela was silent, she was afraid that what she was doing would be discovered. If caught, it's clear what happened. Arja will leave him.

No words until they get in the car. Arja pulls out her phone and calls the person she told to investigate Airin's case.

"I want to be as soon as possible" said Arja loudly.

It makes it difficult for Sela to swallow. He really felt scared. Then, a terrifying gaze landed on Sela. Sela was getting scared, even her body was trembling.

Arja slowly approached while continuing to look at him. Close, close and getting closer. Sela even held her breath. Click, Sela turned towards the voice. Turns out Arja was wearing a seatbelt for him.

"Why do you look scared?" ask Arja.

"Ti.no. I'm fine."

Arja just smiled. Slowly run the car. Sela was still silent. If it continues like this, he will be caught.

"Arja," called Sela out of the blue.

"Yes." Yeah."

"What would you do if you knew who was behind Airin's abduction?"

Arja turned her head with a smile, "I'll do what she did to Airin."

Sela's eyes are rounded. This time, he would find a way to not be caught. He did not want that horrible thing to fall on him. Then, Sela remembered with aunt Mia. He's gonna use Aunt Mia in this.

Arja's hand suddenly grasped Sela's hand tightly. Makes Sela smile, but not a pure smile.

"Please take care of our child" Arja said.

"Sure," replied Sela.

***

Vino can now smile broadly. Airin woke up, though still weak. But Airin called his name in awe.

Yes, after Sela and Arja. Airin opened his eyes. He immediately called out Vino's name. Now, that pleasure can't be contained anymore.

Tearin's eyes stared softly at Vino. Suddenly, two policemen came in. They said they would ask for details that happened to Airin.

"Sorry, Sir. It seems that at the moment it can't, Airin is still very weak. He's still hard to talk to."

The policeman looked at Airin. Right, not a word just a smile given by Airin.

"alright. We'll be back tomorrow."

"Thank you for understanding, sir."

"Together."

The two policemen came back out. Meanwhile, Vino also came out. Sister will change Airin's clothes. There are also some tests that the doctor will do.

Cika came with a fruit parcel in her hand. Getting word if Airin was awake made him impatient to meet Airin.

"How's it?" ask Cika directly.

"He's taking some tests."

Cika nodded and sat down beside Vino. Vino felt something was wrong with the arrival of the police. He did not ask the police to investigate.

"Sir, did you ask the police to investigate this?" ask Vino then.

"No."

"Then who?" asked Vino softly.

Cika also thought hard this time.

"Ask your mama. Maybe he wants it."

Vino immediately said goodbye to go to call his mother. He'll ask if his mother asked the police to investigate the case.

Cika waited for Airin to return to her ward. Not long after, Airin returned with two sisters who accompanied him.

"Let me, Sus," Cika took over Airin's wheelchair, "thank you" Cika told the nurse.

The two sisters returned to their place. While Cika brought in Airin. He also helped Airin lie down.

"Where's Vino?" ask Airin.

Cika looked over, "What are you talking about?" Cika asked because she did not hear Airin too much.

"The casino?"

"He was calling his mother. Return soon."

Airin nodded. Then a nurse came in carrying a tray of food. Cika swiftly received the tray.

"Why just porridge and milk?" ask Cika.

"In the meantime, new patients can eat porridge and milk."

"All right."

Cika prepares Airin for a meal. There was a sense of rejection on Airin's face. However, Cika continued to force.

Vino came in with a smile on his face. Seeing that Vino was back, Cika gave the bowl to Vino.

"You continue. I have to go back to the office" said Cika.

Vino just nodded. Patently, Vino helps Airin eat. Several times, Vino tried to ask about the kidnapper. Only, Airin chose to talk about something else.

If you remember what you just experienced. Airin was very scared. He even wished he didn't remember that.

***