My Love My Pain

My Love My Pain
Trauma 2's


Brakes. Aunt Mia opened the door carelessly. He walked over with a dress that was already fussy. Several times he almost fell down, but again he tried to balance himself.


Some servants approached and would help him. Aunt Mia encouraged and refused the favor.


"Where's Arja?" aunt Mia asked in an unconscious state.


"I love her so much, but why does she keep rejecting me" said aunt Mia. The servants tried to help again, but still he refused.


Then, Aunt Mia turned to the servants, "Am I less beautiful? am I less sexy? why does Arja keep rejecting me."


Arja who heard a rowdy sound immediately descended. He who does not like the noise while working is disturbed. His eyes looked at Aunt Mia who was being helped up standing by some servants.


Arja looked at the servants and hinted them to leave. Then, Arja walked firmly towards Aunt Mia.


Aunt Mia smiled, "you finally want to see me. I miss you so much." Aunt Mia is about to hug Arja


Calmly Arja held back that Aunt Mia would not embrace her. Angry, that's what happened to Aunt Mia. She moved away a little from Arja and ruffled her own hair.


He was annoyed by Arja's treatment all along. In fact, Aunt Mia's tears started to melt. Arja who saw it was silent, then aunt Mia turned to Arja again. He laughed as if he saw something funny.


"Arja. Are you still rejecting me now?" ask aunt Mia.


Arja just stood still and stood in place.


"Do I need to get rid of all the women by your side first. I killed Airina, I tried to kill Airin. You're still trying to get me" said aunt Mia.


"Go back to your room" Arja said firmly.


"You're telling me to leave?" auntie Mia laughed, "no going, I'll continue to be around you. I'll get rid of every woman that's next to you. Then, you'll come and ask for my love."


Arja who could not stand it anymore immediately set Aunt Mia into her room. Then he took Aunt Mia into the bathroom. In the bath up, Arja splashes water on Aunt Mia.


Aunt Mia shivered in the cold. He looked at Arja who was just silent and kept flushing her with water. Without a word, Arja comes out of Aunt Mia's room. He told some servants to take care of it.


"You must remember. Don't tell anyone about this, " said Arja.


"Well, sir," they said compactly.


Meanwhile, Sela was silent with all the fear that hit her. He felt that Aunt Mia might say about Ais to Arja. Sela was afraid, Arja would hate her.


"What are you doing here?" asked Arja who saw Sela glued next to the closet.


"A.I.I.."


"Did you see everything?" ask Arja.


Sela did not reply, she just nodded her head. He also did not dare to look at Arja's face.


Slowly Arja embraces Sela's body and takes her back into the room. Arja also helps Sela lie down, not forgetting she covers Sela's body with a thick blanket.


"Forget everything that happened. Mia's crazy, you need to get away from her."


Sela nodded.


"Sleep. Tomorrow I'll take you for a walk."


After making sure Sela was okay. Arja went back into her room. He went back to reading the reports that came.


***


Airin is back home today. With Vino and Cika Airin getting into the car. Actually Airin still butih treated in ruma sick. He just insisted on going home.


That was the reason that made Vino prepare a nurse at home. He didn't want anything to happen to his girlfriend.


"I'll use my own car. You can go first," said Cika.


"Thank you" said Airin.


"Together," said Cika while patting Airin on the shoulder.


Vino put a seat belt on Airin. He also said a calming thing to Airin. To date, Airin has not said about the abduction. Airin seems to be avoiding it.


Airin lowered the windshield. He breathed a long breath. For a few days he was just breathing the hospital air. That's not a fun thing.


"Sorry" said Airin.


"For what?" ask Vino.


"Because of me, we're getting married."


Vino clasped Airin's hand, making Airin turn to him.


"No problem. Now, you just need to focus on your treatment."


Airin smiled. Since the abduction, Airin's smile faded. A smile that appeared a few days ago appeared on his face. Now, Vino again had to struggle to develop the smile again.


Arriving home, Airin still can not go down alone. Vino lifts Airin's body and puts it in a wheelchair. Patently, Vino takes care of Airin.


The door opened, the servants and the house security officers welcomed Airin's return. Airin turned to look at Vino, Vino just nodded his head. Then Airin turned to the servants again. A smile on his face.


"Welcome back, Airin."


Mama Vino came and hugged Airin tightly. Airin could not hold back her tears.


"Why are you crying, baby?"


"I just miss you."


"You could have. Come on, mama's got everything ready in the room."


Vino pushed back the wheelchair slowly. He took Airin into his room. There was a woman in black clothes. Short hair and a firm smile.


"Who is he?" ask Airin directly.


Mama Vino approached the woman, "She's your new bodyguard. Her name is, Ais."


Ice brings a smile, and so does Airin.


"From today he will take care of you. 24 hours" said mama Vino.


"Why are you doing this?"


"All for your good" said Vino.


A few minutes the mood became quiet. There's no word between those people. Until Airin asks for a break.


Ais prepared the bed. Vino lifted it up and put it down slowly.


"If you need anything, just press this bell. There will be people coming" Vino said.


Airin was silent.


"What happened to Miss Airin?" ask Ais.


Airin's still. He recalled the situation back then. When he was helpless in front of his captors. The frightened face was immediately visible on Airin's face.


"You can come with me now," said Mama Vino who immediately pulled Ais.


While Vino immediately grabbed the body of his lover. Vino was worried about Airin. If anyone reminds me of that, Airin will be like this again. He's really traumatized.


"You calm down, I'm here."


On the other hand, Ais stood with her face down in front of Mama Vino. Mama Vino was really upset by what Ais was doing.


"Did you do it on purpose?"


"Sorry, I don't know."


"Didn't I tell you?"


"Not yet, Madam."


Mama Vino just remembered. He has not given a list of what Airin likes and doesn't like on Ice. Then Mama Vino took a map and gave it to Ais.


"You can work tomorrow. Today, just learn that."


"Okay, Madam."


Then Ais went into her room. Mama Vino returned to Airin's room. As he was about to enter, Vino came out of Airin's room and closed it slowly.


"How's it?"


"He's asleep, Ma."


"Goodoo. You should also rest."


"Yes." Yeah."


***


"How's it?"


"I've made it in."


"Then?"


"You just calm down. Just send me what I need."


"Let me progress."


"Ready."


***


Sela felt thirsty and would take some drinking water. As she saw aunt Mia was sitting with fruit in her hand. Sela undoes her intentions, but when she turns around she accidentally bumps into a vase of flowers until it falls.


Aunt Mia turned her head and saw Sela sitting down to pick up the vase. Smile, that's what Aunt Mia showed. He came closer to Sela.


"You why?"


"none. I accidentally hit him."


"really?" ask Aunt Mia who was sitting in front of Sela.


Sela turned her face away and kept picking up the vase. Until he accidentally got stabbed, his hands spewed blood.


"What's wrong? yesterday you threatened me. Now, you're avoiding me instead, aren't we one goal?"


Sela shook her head, "I've changed my mind. I don't want to be close to you anymore."


"really?"


The sound of Arja's footsteps made Sela turn. Same with aunt Mia. Not wanting Sela to complain, Aunt Mia immediately memegan Sela's hand.


"Sela, why can't you be careful." Shouted aunt Mia.


Hearing that made Arja walk quickly.


"Don't say anything or you'll die" Aunt Mia said.


"Why you?" tanya Arja who immediately took Sela's hand from the hand of aunt Mia.


Sela smiled, "I accidentally broke the vase. I was gonna clean it up but..."


"Let the waiter clean. Come on you to the room," said Arja who immediately took her away from the presence of aunt Mia.


Aunt Mia looked at what Sela was doing. Aunt Mia won't run out of sense for Sela. He would not stay silent if Sela dared to open her voice.


Arrive in the room. Arja was sticking plaster in Sela's hand. Since then, Sela has been silent. Not as chatty as usual, it makes Arja feel something is wrong.


"What's wrong? are you sick?" asked Arja who immediately put her palm fused Sela.


"No."


"If there's anything tell me. I don't want anything to happen to you and our son."


Sela nodded. She remembered what Aunt Mia said when she was drunk yesterday. Sela is clearly aware that Aunt Mia will also remove him from Arja. It was terrible for him.


Sela's hand squeezed her clothes hard. If he was honest with Arja, Arja would definitely hate him. If Sela doesn't tell the truth. Aunt Mia will definitely continue to press Sela.


"Sela, why daydream?"


"Don't you have to go to work?"


"Yes. You're right, I'm almost late." Arja looked at her watch, "Then I'll go. Remember what I said."


"Good."


Sela pulled out a small blanket to cover her body. Until auntie Mia came into the room with a glass of milk in her hand. He smiled as usual.


Turning away, that's what Sela did. He didn't want to get any more threats from aunt Mia.


"Drink your milk first" said aunt Mia.


"Let's put it down first. I just want to rest now" said Sela.


"Of course, I won't bother you if you keep quiet."


Aunt Mia put the milk on the side nightstand. Sela was silent. If it continues like this, Sela will be depressed and it will be difficult to keep her child.


***


Airin wakes up, she has just dreamed of meeting Sela. In the dream, Sela smiled a few times and said sorry. It wasn't all a nightmare, it just made Airin uncomfortable.


Holding onto a table. Airin tried to get out of bed. Free, his legs were still very weak carrying him walking. Inevitably he pressed the bell that was beside him.


Not long Ais entered swiftly. He stood in front of Airin.


"Sorry for that, Miss."


"No problem" said Airin.


Ais turned to Airin, "Is there anything Miss wants?"


"Can you help me get to the bathroom?"


"certain."


The ice helps Airin stand up, by way of breaking it Airin can get into the bathroom. In the bathroom, Airin washed his face. He looked at the glass at this moment.


The fear of kidnapping came back. As powerful as Airin tried to restrain himself, but still it was unpleasant.


Brucks. Airin fell down with a blank look. Tears rolled back down her cheeks.


"Is Miss okay?" ask Ais and help Airin wake up.


"I'm fine."


After you finish changing clothes. Airin sat back on the bed. He didn't know what to do, he got bored of it. He also wanted to forget about the incident.


The ice just stood next to Airin. He didn't ask or do anything. His eyes were only fixed on Airin's blank stare.


"What do you do when you get bored?" ask Airin suddenly.


Ais turned her head, "I usually do the exercises."


"What training?"


"Karates."


Airin looked at the ice. Sure enough, Ais' body was unlike any other girl. He looks very strong and not weak. Airin turned his face back. He doesn't know what to do at the moment.


"Do you want to read a book, Miss?"


Airin felt strange, why did Ais know what she liked.


"I read it in my book about you" said Ais.


Airin nodded his head. Then he smiled.


"Take me a book. I'll read it to kill time."


"Good."


Ais picked out some books that were on the shelf. Not knowing what books Airin liked, Ais chose just any books off the shelf.


"Here," said Ais as she gave a book.


"Do you also know I really like this book?"


Ice shocked, "Ti. I just chose."


"really?"


"Yes." Yeah."


Airin nodded in confidence, "You can get out. I want to be alone."


A few times the ice hit her own head. He felt very stupid in front of Airin. Even Ais could not resist that turmoil in her heart.


***