My Love My Pain
My husband

From a distance they see a crowd. Right in front of their house, many people gathered. With a small run, Airin and Arja approached. Surprised, Airin saw blood everywhere.

"Selaaaa...."

***

His mind is so fucked. Airin even paced back and forth waiting for Bob's doctor to come. Yeah, Arja asked Bob's doctor to come.

However, Sela's situation is not very good. He lay weakly with bandages on his head and hands. He fell off the balcony of his room.

Arja stood in front of Airin. He looked at Airin with a meaningful look. Airin knew she was very worried about Sela too. He also tries to encourage Airin to keep Airin next to Sela.

"What's wrong?" ask Airin.

"Doctor Bob has arrived. He's checking on Sela."

Airin let out a long breath, relieved to feel. Airin sat down on a long sofa. Only Airin will be a Sela family for now.

"Will I drink?" ask Arja to Airin.

"No. Let me hug you."

At least Airin will feel calmer in Arja's arms. If there is no Arja, maybe Airin will also feel bad.

"I'm sorry, these few days I've only been thinking about Sela" Airin told Arja.

"No problem. Oh yeah, I have to go to the office in a minute."

Airin had almost forgotten. Airin rushed into the room to prepare clothes for Arja.

"Where are you going?" ask Arja while holding Airin's hand.

"Prepare clothes for you."

"I prepared it myself. Better, you go to Sela's room and see how she is."

Airin nodded. Arja is now understanding to Airin and the Airin family. Airin became convinced by the change in the nature of Arja. He's completely changed for Airin.

***

Slowly his hand opened Sela's room. After talking to the doctor a lot, Airin now knows how to deal with Sela.

These few days Airin forgets his life and his happiness. Airin prefers to keep Sela for now.

He was still lying weakly with an infusion tube and oxygen. Airin sat with her hands clasped Sela's. Why at a time like this there was no man beside her. Just for encouragement. Where is her lover.

"So, I'm healed. Pity your father" said Airin softly. Airin did not want to disturb Sela's rest at this time.

The butler came in with a basin of water and a change of clothes. He also brought some medications that Bob's doctor had prescribed.

"You can do it. I'll get out first."

Arja does not allow Airin fatigue. He had the butler take care of Sela. Airin just needs to take care of it.

Airin picked up the book and read it slowly. If Airin just waited without doing anything. He will be bored and sleepy.

Word for word Airin read it wholeheartedly. His mind now drifted deep into the contents of the book. Bringing Airin wanders deep into the beautiful dreamland.

***

"Madam, there's a guest downstairs wanting to meet Miss Sela."

"I'll meet him, you can be here with Sela."

The butler nodded and took Airin's position. While Airin was down, still with the book in his hand. Airin did not see anyone in the living room.

"Doo."

Airin jumped to the point of dropping the book in his hand. Because it was so shocked to make his chest feel quite sick. Airin looked back and saw Vino laughing happily.

"Why are you here?" airin asked Vino who was still laughing.

"I... I'm here to see Sela."

"He's kind. You better get out of here."

"Are you jealous because I want to see Sela and not you."

"I never expected another man to see me but my husband."

Vino laughed and immediately walked up the stairs. He whistled loudly to see Sela. Not wanting to make a fuss, Airin let her meet Sela.

The roar of the car made Airin look towards the wall clock. It's time for Arja to come home, this must be her. Airin moved his feet quickly towards the sound of the car.

Justright. Arja came down with the bag and suit she was carrying in hand. Airin went straight to him and took his luggage.

"How's Sela doing?"

"So it's conscious, but it's sleeping again."

Arja stops when she sees Vino's car parked neatly in the side yard. Arja's eyes turned to look at Airin.

"He wanted to see Sela" Airin said before Arja gave a no-no thought.

They enter and cross paths with Vino who just came out of Sela's room. He smiled and greeted Arja with a small laugh.

"Your wife is more beautiful. Can I borrow it even for a day" said Vino with a glance fixed on Airin.

Airin immediately held Arja's hand before Arja ignited her emotions. What Vino did was not good. Not long ago, Vino said he would not be troublemaking anymore. Now, he's back to making Arja emotional.

"We'll just go to the room. I'll get you a drink" Airin told Arja.

"alright. Come on."

"Wait."

Airin and Arja turned towards Vino.

"Let me look at Airin for even a moment" Vino said with a smile.

Airin immediately pulled Arja into the room. Since then Airin has not seen Arja upset or anything. He looks ordinary.

Airin's bags and suits have put them in place. Airin sat in front of Arja who still did not show any expression.

"Are you not jealous of what Vino did?" finally Airin asked his heart.

"For what, aren't you and him just friends."

Why Arja changed, yesterday he was constantly angry with the closeness of Airin and Vino.

"Why have you changed. Didn't you get angry yesterday because I went with Vino?"

Why does Airin feel hurt when Arja is not jealous. He seems to not care about Airin and Airin's feelings.

"Cika explained everything. He also thanked you."

The cika? true too, the reason Airin went with Vino would be to buy a gift for Cika. Wait, it's not Airin there just having fun. Vino must have done it. Arja believes in Vino.

"Are you not happy?" asked Arja who saw Airin pouting.

"Yes. You're not even jealous when there's another guy teasing me."

Arja approached and pulled Airin. He sat on the edge of the bed and let Airin sit on his lap. Their eyes looked at each other, slowly Arja's hand rubbed Airin's hair slowly.

"What are you doing?" ask Airin to Arja.

"What's more, I want to do what a husband and wife does."

Airin tries to stay away but Arja keeps her back.

"Arya, it's still noon. I also have to look at Sela's situation."

"Let me be with you, since yesterday you've only focused on your sister. What about me."

Arja tightened her embrace on Airin. If it was like this, it would be difficult to keep Arja quiet. Airin better obey and see the situation Sela later.

After all, he's Airin's husband. The person he should have been following.

***