My Love My Pain
Tears of Tears

Airin is done with his job. He's done typing the file. He just sent it after lunch. After turning off his laptop, Airin walked out of his room.

Brakes. The door closed again, Vino entered and immediately silenced Airin's mouth with his hand. Even Airin could not say anything. Airin just muttered indistinctly.

Once in safety. Vino releases his mouth on Airin. Airin was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief.

"What's up, sir?" ask Airin.

"What's wrong here?" ask Vino to Airin.

"This is my room, sir."

Vino spread his eyes. Right too, this is Airin's room. Vino can only smile.

"What about the file I asked for?" ask Vino.

"I've prepared, sir. I'll send it later" Airin said.

"good. You can rest first."

Without any words. Vino out of Airin's room. Leaving behind Airin who was still confused because of Vino's strange behavior. Why did Vino go into hiding.

***

Yesterday Arja wanted to say something to Airin. Because the arrival of Sela made Arja choose to be quiet. Even she was chattering with Sela until late at night. A chat that even Airin himself doesn't know.

"Hi, are you going home yet?" asked Sela who immediately embraced me.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Thank you for letting me stay last night."

"Together."

"Did Arja not pick you up?" ask Sela again.

"Eitherway. You alone, why didn't your girlfriend pick you up?"

Sela simply smiled, "My boyfriend has never been able to meet me freely. He's a type of workaholic" explained Sela.

"What a pity for my sister."

They walked to the bus stop together. Along with other employees. Actually, Airin felt the need to meet with Maya and Arja simultaneously. Maybe, in that way. Airin will know what they want.

For the time being. Airin will choose in the duakan rather than abandoned. If he gets divorced, it will make om and aunt disappointed. This may be the best way, Airin thought.

"The bus has arrived. Let's go," take Sela.

"No. You go first, I still have to go somewhere else."

"All right, Rin."

"Yes." Yeah."

***

With tears. Airin cut food. She had already invited Maya, she had also asked Arja to come home sooner. Tonight, the date night for Arja and Maya's wedding.

"Don't cry" said Arja who immediately hugged Airin from behind.

Airin is aware of the arrival of Arja. He wiped his tears. She did not want to be a burden to her husband. Better, he hid everything himself.

"I'm not crying. Are you hungry yet?" ask Airin with a smile.

"No. I just want to see you, are you sure of what you've decided?" ask Arja.

A smile. That's what Airin gave me this time. He arranged the dining table painstakingly. He also prepared the food he had made.

"If you don't want to happen. Say," said Arja while pulling Airin back into her arms.

"You know my reason."

"Rin.."

"It looks like Sela's here. I'll open the door for him."

Arja was silent about what his wife was doing. Actually, he doesn't love Maya. He just likes to play with women. The woman he loved was only one. Not more.

"I miss you," said Sela who shamelessly hugged Arja straight away.

Airin chose to turn his head away. After the romance was over. They started eating, no words. Only Maya's voice teases Arja sometimes.

"When will you get married?" ask Airin directly.

Arja put down her cutlery and turned to Airin. Maya smiles triumphantly.

"I want it fast. Anyway, I love your husband very much."

Airin breathed. Arja just shut up.

"You can discuss. I only give one condition, if you are a husband who has two wives" said Airin who looked at Arja.

"Rin," call Arja.

"You can discuss it here. I'll go to the room first."

Actually, Airin was not tired. He just felt that he was no longer strong enough to hold back tears. He just wanted to cry, where no one saw him. Where there are women who are willing to be cheated, just because they do not want to disappoint om and tantenya. Airin chose this path. The path that cuts the wound.

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