My Love My Pain
Disillusioned

After you finish cooking. Airin still has to prepare everything. Starting from the plate and other things.

The servants stared at Airin from earlier. They have banned Airin from cooking on its own. However, Airin could not every day just sit still while her husband was taken care of by the servants.

"Already," said Airin after finishing tidying things up.

"Are you tired?" Arja pulls Airin closer to her.

There was no one there but Airin and Arja. Maybe Arja told the servants to leave. They're facing each other. Their eyes meet.

"You're so sweaty." Arja took out her handkerchief and started wiping Airin's face.

Airin smiled. After finishing, Arja releases the apron from Airin's body.

"Why are you cooking? is there anything special?" ask Arja with a wink.

"Yes. You made today as special."

Arja just laughed. Slowly she brought her face closer to Airin. However, Airin held that face.

"Eat first. You'll be late."

"Can I rest today?"

Airin shook his head. It's obvious that Arja wants it today. Although Airin wants to spend time with Arja both. But, Airin did not want to interfere with his work.

***

Airin and Arja's relationship is getting closer. Even more intimate. Although there is still a fear that haunts in Airin's heart.

They decided to go on their honeymoon tonight. A second honeymoon for them. Airin tries to convince himself to give Arja a second chance.

The atmosphere of the mall is very crowded. Maybe because today is the week, so a lot of people are coming. Airin will buy some clothes and a tie for Arja.

Tomorrow is his birthday, Airin has to give good things for him. This is the first time Airin has given her a gift. The price is not much, but Airin sure Arja will like it.

"What color do you want, ma'am?" ask the waiter to Airin.

Actually I'm still confused to buy a tie of what color. As Airin knows, Arja only likes dark colors. But, Airin also wanted Arja to wear another color.

"Here you. Very suitable for your husband?" one woman suggested Airin give a brown tie with a slash.

Is correct. It is imagined that it is very suitable with Arja.

"Thank you" Airin said to the woman.

Wait a minute, why did she know Airin was going to give this tie to her husband. Airin looked at the woman. Sweet surprise, there's Sela there.

"You here?" ask Airin cheerfully.

Sela looked disappointed, "You just noticed it?"

"sorry. I've been thinking too much about a gift for Arja."

Sela smiled and held Airin's hand.

"I knew. Your relationship must be going well."

Airin just nodded. After paying, Airin left the store. They choose to find a cafe and eat sweet food there.

"What were you there for?" ask Airin to Sela.

His face changed, it looked as if he was holding a shame. His face was so red this time.

"I knew. Must be for your girlfriend?" ask Airin.

Sela nodded her head with a smile. Brakes. Airin and Sela accidentally hit someone.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" Airin told the man.

"It's okay. Where are you guys going?"

Vinos. He here? shouldn't he be in the office. Vino gave a smile to Airin and Sela. Sela who is still a subordinate of Vino can only bow her head.

"Why are you here? lunch time is running out soon. Hurry back to the office" Vino said firmly.

That made Sela even more sullen. Her tang who had already brought the package could only wring it. Sela turned to Airin with a forced smile.

"So wait," Airin tried to catch up with him. But Vino's hand was hunted down to get Airin.

He pulled Airin towards him. He told Sela to leave just because she wanted to talk to Airin. Airin looked into his eyes, Vino only smiled.

"Take me off. It's in public" Airin said.

"If not in public. I can do it."

Airin violently shook his hand. Vino's hand held off. Lazy to argue, Airin stepped foot to leave.

Vino tries to align his steps next to Airin. He kept saying things that Airin didn't want to hear. Even Airin's respect for her is diminishing. The word love is still spoken from his lips without any bulkhead.

"Don't follow me" Airin said resentfully.

Vino smiled, "Who's following you. My boyfriend is even here."

"What did you say?" airin said loudly.

"What's this?"

I don't know where Cika came from. He immediately approached and sank spoiled in Vino's arm. Shame, that's what Airin felt. Obviously if Vino is happy to see Airin like this.

"Are you guys in trouble?" tanya Cika alternately looked at Airin and Vino.

"No."

Our concurrent answers made Cika feel strange.

"Mika. I have to go first, have fun" Airin said.

Cika nodded her head. He is still confused as to what happened. Hopefully he doesn't know about what Vino said to Airin. Or, he'll hate Airin and Vino.

***

"It's ready" said Airin with his hands on his waist.

Just now Airin finished packing the goods that Airin and Arja were going to bring. Arja must still be on the road and stuck in traffic. Airin's better waiting for him downstairs. He must be happy with what Airin has done.

"Madam, sir is home" said a waiter as Airin had just walked out of the room.

Airin gladly put his foot down. Some stairs even jump Airin. Surely so that he'll be faster to meet Arja.

When we get to the bottom. Airin sees Arja calling someone. He looks angry and upset. He even passed Airin just like that. Not wanting to interfere, Airin chose to go to the kitchen and make a drink.

This time, Arja sat with the buttons of the suit open. His phone was not far from his seat. Her bag is on the floor of the house.

"Drink first," Airin offered a cold drink to Arja.

"Thank you."

Arja smiled and took a drink in Airin's hand. Airin sat beside him and gently massaged his shoulder. Maybe he'll feel calmer.

"What's wrong? is there a problem that's upsetting you?" ask Airin slowly.

Arja sighed, "Honey. I'm sorry."

Baffled. I was very confused by Arja's words. Why he apologized.

"We can't leave tonight. There are a lot of problems in the office." Arja looks upset.

Airin was silent. Disappointed? airin clearly felt it. After Airin gave her a chance, now it's that chance that's getting away from her. What mistakes have I made? think Airin.

"You angry?" ask Arja.

That's what Airin did. Airin doesn't want to be an extra burden for Arja. He's having problems, Airin has to support him. Not a burden.

"No problem. We can leave at another time. Of course, after everything went well" Airin said.

Arja hugged Airin's body tightly. Apologizing and thanking came out of his lips. He felt sorry for making Airin disappointed.

Tomorrow is Arja's birthday. If Airin can't get out with Arja. Airin had better make a little surprise for her. He will probably feel calm and happy.

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