My Love My Pain
What happened to Arja

That night Arja went into Sela's room. There Sela fell asleep with a blanket that fell to the bedside. With a slow step, Arja took the blanket and enveloped Sela's body.

He sat down while looking at Sela's sleeping face. Out of nowhere, there is guilt in Arja's heart. He's been cheating and making Sela hurt. What's more, Sela is currently pregnant with her child.

On the other hand, his heart was still thinking about Airin. The woman who had gone away from him and hated him.

"I'm sorry" said Arja while slowly peeling Sela's forehead.

Sela changed her position and it kept Arja away. Finally, Arja decides to get out of Sela's room. He'll ask the secretary for the latest news.

Arja comes out of Sela's room and finds her aunt Mia sitting in the living room. Arja undoes her intention of meeting with secretary Sa. He approached Aunt Mia who was sitting watching tv.

Aunt Mia is aware of Arja's arrival. Hurriedly he changed his position and sat facing Arja. She hoped Arja would sit down and give her a space in her heart.

"Why are you still here? I've been kicking you out repeatedly."

"I'm here because you're still rejecting me."

Arja grunts annoyed. This woman is a shameless woman, Arja thought. He also chose to pass from the presence of Aunt Mia. Aunt Mia did not want to lose the opportunity, she ran small and hugged Arja gently.

Arja releases the hug and pulls Aunt Mia out of the house. He stared hard and there was no mercy.

"I've given you the chance to leave. You're a cheap woman" said Arja with great emphasis.

Aunt Mia changed her face, "Arja. Why would you want to throw mom out. Mama just wants to unite you with Sela."

Arja realizes that there is Sela behind her. Surely aunt Mia wants to seek sympathy from Sela. Arja turned her head and saw Sela running towards her. Not getting close to Arja. Sela even helped Aunt Mia stand up.

"Why do you have to be with your own mother" said Sela.

"He's not my mother" replied Arja.

Sela looked at the face of Aunt Mia who was about to cry. Sela could not bear to see that look. Boldly, Sela brought back Aunt Mia in. Sela also drove him into the room. Arja followed him from behind.

Arrive in the room. Sela helps Aunt Mia lie down, attentively covering the body of Aunt Mia.

"Ma, I'll get you some drinking water first."

"Thank you" said Aunt Mia.

After Sela went to the kitchen. Aunt Mia returns to her original character again. He smiled at Arja. Arja who already knew was silent. His sense of shame is only increasing.

"Arja. Why do you love those stupid girls. I can give you more than them."

"At least they're more sincere than you."

"really? what if I make them disintegrate and leave this world. Are you going to vote for me."

"Take care of your words, Mia," cried Arja loudly.

Sela who heard that went back into Aunt Mia's room. He sees Arja raising her hand and about to slap aunt Mia. Without a second thought, Sela approached and plaque. It was Sela who got hit by that slap.

Arja rounded her eyes in shock. While aunt Mia is very lucky to have a shield like Sela.

"Sela, are you okay?" asked Arja who sat directly in front of Sela.

As she remained silent, she only held onto her cheeks that were flushed red from the slap. Gently, Aunt Mia hugged Sela in front of Arja. I won, without a voice Aunt Mia said that to Arja.

Nothing happened to Sela. Arja immediately seized Sela and brought her back to the room. After a long time, only this time Sela got a soft treatment from Arja. There was a sense of pleasure hidden in Sela's heart.

Arja said nothing. She only helped Sela apply an ointment on her flushed cheeks. Sela also chose silence and looked at Arja's face.

"Arja. I love you," whispered Sela.

"I know that" replied Arja.

Then, Arja put the ointment back into the P3K box. He looked at Sela's face. She's very sweet, Inner Arja. Not wanting to be complacent, Arja chose to say goodbye and let Sela rest tonight.

Outside the room. Aunt Mia felt very upset seeing Arja treat Sela gently. If it continued like this, the plan he had already made would be ruined. Aunt Mia will never get Arja.

***

That morning Vino was having breakfast with Airin and his mother. There was no chatter that morning. Mama Vino is busy with her phone as well as Airin.

The ringing of Arja's cell phone made everyone at the dining table shocked. Vino hurriedly lifted him up.

"Yes, what's wrong?" ask Vino.

"I want to see you today. Important," said Arja from across the street.

"Why should we meet?"

"Come, Vin. All this for Airin."

Hearing the name Airin is called making Vino think again. His eyes were now staring at Airin who was feeding rice in his mouth.

"alright. I'll be there later."

"good. I'm waiting for."

Vino closed the phone and resumed his breakfast. There are no questions or anything else. Only Vino's mind was feeling confused. Since a few days Arja has asked to meet. The reason is always Airin.

"Who?" ask mama Vino then.

"What's Ma?"

"Which calls you."

"Friends, Ma. He asked to meet."

Mama Vino just nodded, as well as Airin who listened to the short chat. Back Airin focused on his phone, Cika was discussing some things with Cika. It's definitely Airin's marriage.

After breakfast is over. Airin went into his room to get the bag. While Mama Vino has gone to the boutique to do her activities.

Vino was waiting in the car until Airin came and sat down next to him. Instead of running the car, Arja looked at Airin's face. He was afraid that Arja would come and take Airin away. However, Airin has not completely fallen in love with Vino.

"A.what?"

Airin smiled, "What's wrong with you? instead of going to the office, just shut up."

"Sorry," said Vino and immediately run his car.

Vino just drove Airin. After that he went to see Arja. If indeed Arja will take Airin back. Vino will hide Airin as far as possible. He won't let Arja get it again.

Arrive at the office. Vino only gave Airin a few messages so as not to care too much about what he heard. Vino knew that his men had not fully accepted Airin's arrival at the office. Only Lola would help and accompany Airin there.

"Be careful on the road" said Airin, waving his hand.

Vino just nodded and ran his car back slowly. Lola was waiting for Airin to enter the office at the same time.

"Why is Mr Vino not with you?" ask Lola.

"He had an appointment with his friend. Come on in" said Airin.

Lola and Airin went into the office. Airin heard voices that hurt her. Even so, Airin still spread his smile. He didn't want to make any noise.

"I'm sorry for the employees, ma'am" Lola said.

"No problem. Everyone deserves to like and dislike."

Airin and Lola separated when they reached the top floor. Airin entered Arja's room, while Lola entered her own room.

***

Arja sat in a suit and tea in front of her. He was waiting for Vino's arrival while hearing the report from Sa's secretary. His mind was still muddled, he felt guilty towards Sela. It's just that, he hasn't willing Airin to be together with another man.

"Sir, Mia has already acted quite quickly. This time, he had already gained the hearts of Sela and Airin. You have to act fast before Mia does anything bad."

"I know," said Arja.

Tok to tok. An employee walked into Arja's room with his head lowered.

"Sir Vino has come."

Arja stood up, "Let her in. You can get out of here" Arja told Secretary Sa.

Not long after Vino came in. Arja thought Vino would come with someone else. Vino was alone. Arja greeted him warmly. Not like the usual meetings.

Now they sit face to face. There are no important words they are talking about yet. Until Sa's secretary walks in and gives Vino coffee. Vino just gave me a smile.

"What did you ask me to come here?" ask Vino to Arja.

Arja did not answer. He just gave Vino the file. Vino opened it, there's a report about aunt Mia. Vino only nodded because he also already knew what was happening.

"So, how do you want?" ask Vino.

"Of course I want you to keep Airin away from him."

"Without you asking me to do it, I will" replied Vino.

Arja clucked in annoyance. At first he wanted to discuss calmly. Now his emotions have unknowingly arisen.

"I want to see Airin" said Arja.

"Do you think I'll let you see him."

"I know you won't let it."

Vino just smiled at her smile. He felt he had to take good care of Airin. Arja's gonna do something to Airin.

Don't want to cause a commotion. Vino chose to go from there. With a smile Arja drove Vino back.

This time. Arja really believes in the love that Vino has for Airin. By setting her heart, Arja will release Airin. That way will make Aunt Mia will not get close to Airin. Now, Arja just needs to keep Sela and her son safe.

Vino was driving at a fairly high speed. He was right to feel scared because he was afraid that Airin would be taken back by Arja. Arja is the same as Airin. Both try to forget.

Arriving at Vino's office immediately looking for where Airin is. He found Airin sitting in the print room. With a smile Airin welcomed Vino's arrival.

"You're back. Someone from company Z came. He's men..."

Suddenly Vino approached and hugged him. Airin could only stand still with what Vino did. Something must have happened, Airin thought.

Slowly Vino let go of his embrace and stared fixedly at the eyes of Airin. He looked at that face, the face that had been filling the recesses of his heart all along.

"We're getting married soon. I don't want you to walk away from me anymore" Vino said.

"Who will go. I'll be next to you, Vin."

Hearing that answer slightly made Vino relieved. After all, he did not like to see Vino's face when worried.

Vino gave no reason when Airin asked about the reason as such. Now Aiein could only allow that, someday. Surely Vino will say everything.

***

Arja comes home and sees Sela sitting with her aunt Mia. They seem to be talking about something. Without Arja realizing it, they immediately shut up as soon as they saw her enter.

Sela turned her head and immediately ran towards Arja. This time Arja did not show his face and flat. Just a smile that expands for Sela.

Sela happily took the bag in Arja's hand. They go hand in hand with a lot of talk. Not like the usual days.

"Wanna eat?" ask Sela.

Arja shook her head, "I want to talk to you. You can go to my office, right?" ask Arja.

"Sure," Sela replied with a smile.

Aunt Mia could only hold back her anger when she saw the miracle that happened. Arja changes her attitude towards Sela. Now, aunt Mia can only see and rethink the way to keep Sela doing the plan they made. Getting rid of Airin.

***